Hey here's the long awaited update for BBL,BBY I hope you enjoy!

This chapter is dedicated to: victoria4911 and HermioneandMarcus! Enjoy you guys! Thanks for all the literary love 3

There's a twist in this for you guys ;)


I walked quickly down the corridor at five o'clock, a student rush hour. I brushed past everyone the best I could, running into a few here and there, I muttered choked apologies and pushed through the masses. I burst through the stairwell the hear the echoing sound reflex off of nothing except walls and rails, the flight of stairs was empty, thank god.

The door lazily and tightly swung shut behind me. At the sound, I stumbled foot over foot to the rail, I reached for the cold metal bar, grasped it and pulled the points of my hips firmly to it. I hung my head low as my hair fell all around my face. I held back my sobs so I could hear my tears crash at the landing of the steps in an ever so slight pitter patter three stories down. Tired of the sound I gave in and let the shaking cries take hold of me.

"God damn it!" I hit my fist against the rail and heard the ringing reverberation call back to me. "God damn it!" again "God damn it." and again "God damn it..."

My knees gave way to my cracking rationality and eventually broke when I thought of Reid, and then Caleb, "I hate you. I hate you both. I hate all three of us." I hung my arms loosely over the top and middle rungs of the banister by my wrists.

I let my mind wander to how I got here in the first place, my accident. Well, mine, and my mother's.

I remember the sweet smell of summer rain, it smelled like that all the time, because that's what she smelled like, my mother. She said she spent so much time out in the New England down pours it became permanent, I knew better then to buy her story, but I always wanted to.

"Come on Nini," That's what she called me, we grew delphinium flowers in the flower box by the window the kitchen and whenever my mother would cook I would sit on the counter and watch them blow in the light summer breeze, you couldn't touch them for fear of the little needles, but I just liked to look at them anyway. Ironic.

I jumped off the counter where I always sat as mother put the dishes away. "I'm coming momma!" I scurried across the foyer and struggled into my little green jacket "Now you hurry!" She laughed at me as she turned around the corner.

She was beautiful, long light brown hair, olive skin. From what I remember she didn't look anything like me, but I guess I have her smile and her nose, or so my father says. I remember her glowing face.

"Oh Nini, you're so silly." She laughed "You forgot about Papa."

"She did what now? Hey!" He stood tall like any good, strong man should and scooped me up in his arms. "How could you forget about me!" I remember giggling like mad.

"Did not! Did not!" I was all smiles "I could never forget my daddy!"

"Well that's good to hear, Buttercup." he sat me on his hip even though I was four and getting much too big to be picked up, he was a proud man and easily lifted me. "Let's go before the weather get's the best of us."

My mother laughed and led us out to the car and we drove to the park when a sudden New England rain all crashed down hard onto us.

"Leo, what's going on?" Asked Mother

"I-I can't keep control of the car-Hang on!" My father shouted trying to muscle the steering wheel

"Daddy?" I remember whimpering in the backseat "Daddy?" Mother turned around and reached for me and I reached for her in return but I couldn't get to her before she was ripped out of the car, and out of my little hand "MOMMA!"

...

I cried there for a long while, long enough to lose track of time, well, I guess thats not hard for me to do. I felt the stairwell get cold, ice cold.

"Hey, are you alright?" the greeting seemed inviting but the air was frigid but completely still. As if for some reason, the seasons change and it was suddenly winter.

"Who's there?" I called back, alert.

"It's ok," His voice seemed metallic and unwavering but again, his words were friendly "You're Theia right? The blind girl?" I cringed "Oh, sorry, I'm sure that was terribly offensive. Are you okay?"

"Yeah, I am. It's ok. I get that a lot." I heard him walking down from the landing above me, strange though, I didn't hear the door open, or any footsteps from the walk way. I was probably just too preoccupied crying, stupid. "Who are you?"

"Me? Oh, I'm just a kid that goes to Spencer. Here, take my hand." He placed his fingers on the back of my hand which still draped over the railing, they were soft, but not pleasantly soft, it was like he'd never worked a day in his life. "Come on, I'll help you up." and he did, it felt like he floated my entire body up without really any effort. Maybe I'm still delirious from sobbing.

"Thanks, sorry for the hostility." I murmured, embarrassed

"No need, I was just up here thinking about an old group of friends that really kinda screwed me over, so I feel your pain." He chuckled "Everybody has hard days." I smiled at the floor.

"Yeah I guess so." He took my hand more firmly and brushed the dirt from my arms

"There, pretty girls like shouldn't be crying and dirty. They should be smiling, all the time." He mused, I nodded "Hey now, what's got you so down if you don't mind telling a complete stranger." I shook my head, instilling a little trust in this boy.

"No, sometimes strangers are the best people to tell your secrets to." I smiled again and he chuckled

"Sounds great!"

We sat back down for a long while and I told him everything about me, my accident, Heidi, Caleb, and Reid. He was very talkative and made comments when appropriate and a very good listener, even better than me when it came to Caleb and Reid.

"Wow, I've practically talked your face off and you hardly told me why you were here! I'm so sorry!" I apologize

"Oh it's no problem, I'm not a big talker anyway. It's a guy thing." He digressed

"Oh no but really, I'd love you hear. You said your friends screwed you over, how so?" I questioned, hoping to lend an ear the same way he did for me.

"You know, I feel like we'll meet again, how about I tell you then alright?" I could hear him get up and then he placed his hand on top of mine to help me up too.

"Are you sure? You just made me feel so much better, I wanted to return the favor." I said as he walked me down the stairs

"No, no, it was nice to know that someone was just here for me to talk to. Most of the kids here have just written me off, even forgot about me." He said hushedly

"That's terrible. No one should forget their friends." I said, now in the hallway walking next to him.

"Exactly, I plan on making a big come back though. Then they will remember they're old friend." He said firmly "Alright here you go." We stopped "Room 208, I'll keep in touch Theia." He stated to walk away.

"Hey wait, I never got your name." I listened for a reply but didn't hear one, I didn't hear his footsteps again either. "Weird."

I walked into the room and had a thought to myself before opening the door "How did he know my room number?"

I thoughts were quickly put to rest when I opened the door to be greated by a frantic Heidi screeching at the top of her lungs again.

"Oh my god! There you are! It's 2:00am! Where have you been?"


Reid's POV

She was gone so suddenly I had no idea what the fuck to say. I just stood there after being hit by my own god damn door and stared at where she should still be standing. But she wasn't standing there. She told me that I don't have feelings, hit me with my door, and left.

Why the fuck am I SO GOD DAMN BOTHERED THAT SHE HIT ME WITH MY DOOR?

WHY?

I fixated on the wallpaper line above my bed for a few hours when I got tired of eating my own brain alive.

"Fuck this." I said out loud and went to my phone. I scrolled through my contacts until a found any suitable name that I even slightly recalled, texted, and waited, lying on my bed staring at the door that hit me for all of fifteen minutes.

"Knock knock." came a slutty call

"Come in."

There was this girl, one of my hook ups, crazy hot girl. Wicked slutty, blonde hair that stopped between her shoulders, dark leathery skin for a white girl, short, stacked with big fake tits and a big round ass and she was dumb as all hell, perfect hook up. She was Malibu Barbie at a Spring Break orgy.

"You looked stressed Reid. How about I help you out..." Ugh, her voice was a high pitched squeal and it made me sick. Good and sick.

She wore a little yellow top where you could see the top of each cup of her bra and denim Daisy Dukes with unreasonably high heels and that was it.

"Yeah how about you do that." I bit back aggressively "You know what I like."

"Yeah Reid, I do." She crawled across the bed and took off my shoes as she came, after that she started to unbuckle my pants, I lifted my hips and let her take them off. I was leaning against the headboard watching her do what she's been doing to dozens of guys since she was a preteen. Just worked out that she digs my tattoos. "What do you want?"

"Just do it." She still tried to look sexy, watching me with makeup caked eyes. She took my soft member in her hands and massaged it roughly, jerkingly near her mouth and patted it against her tongue. She then slid the entire thing in her mouth without hesitation and deep throated my cock. She looked me dead in the eye the entire time I just tilted my head and looked out the window for a little while until I felt her warm mouth leave me and be replaced by a condom and then a warm looseness.

"Do you like that baby?" She cried in her high pitched voice, I didn't reply. She just bounced up and down on me, grinding her core "Ooooooh yeeeeeah, oh you're so big...mmmmm"

I didn't hold back at all I came as soon as I was ready and grabbed her forearms and lifted her off me.

"I'm done, leave." She looked taken back

"What the fuck? You are not even a man, you can't handle all of this. I'm too good for some nobody like you! You're just some fucking nobody." I had finished pulling up my pants and was done listening to her. I grabbed her by one elbow and started to pull her out of the room when the door opened and Tyler barged in.

"Reid, is Theia..." he was stunned, stareing at me when this girl pulled her arm from me.

"You're a fucking loser." she stormed out, shoulder checking Tyler on his way out.

"Yeah, yeah you fucking are." he seethed and turned to walk out but paused "Since Theia obviously isn't here, no one has seen her since five. That was six hours ago. She's gone."


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