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Disclaimer: if I was Veronica Roth, do you really think I would sit here and write a fanfic about my own book? Yea, didn't think so.
*six (eeekkk) years later*
Tobias and I are throwing knives at the worn down targets in our old gym. We call it Stiff Fight Club. We found this place three and a half years ago while we were looking for somewhere to train. Training. Dauntless. Just the thought being there brings me to my own imagination. A place where I can be free. Place where I can be myself. A place where I could live a life not tied down. A place where I can be with Toby. Toby. Today is his choosing ceremony and I know he's thinking of picking abnegation.
"I know what you're thinking." I say as I stop throwing my knife. "Just go to dauntless. I'll be here for two years and I'll be back for you."
"But your not the one that's leaving, I am. God Bea, I'm gonna miss you so much!" He says as he wraps his arms around me. I wrap my arms around his torso and wish I didn't have to let go. We'll be apart for two years. What if he finds someone else? No I have to stop thinking about that. He would never do that. And just incase you're wondering, yes we are dating.
"Can you promise me something?"
"Anything for you."
"Promise that you'll wait for me. You'll wait for me to get to dau-" Tobias doesn't even let me finish. He kisses me right in the lips. Sure we've kissed before but not on the lips. I feel warmth spread to the tips of my toes and coursing through my body. Is lips are soft and slightly chapped. It feels amazing. Him kissing me is saying that we are together. That we always were and will be.
When we finally pull away, I miss the warmth of his mouth on mine. "You have no idea how long I've wanted to do that." He says to me.
"You have no idea how long I've wanted you to do that."
We both have huge smiles on our faces. We just stand and stare into each others eyes until I realize that the choosing ceremony is in an hour.
"Toby, you have to go. You choose in an hour. I don't want Marcus hurting you today for being late."
"I'm honestly suprised he didn't do anything to me last night. Maybe he thought I'll stay in abnegation."
"Maybe." I found out about what Marcus does to Toby and I hate him for it. I know I'm not supposed to hate anyone because it's selfish but I really hate Marcus. How could someone do that to their own child?
"I really don't want to go but I have to. I'll be late if I stay any longer."
"I know. Just remember that I... I-I-I love... you." I'm crying which doesn't help.
"I love you too Bea. Can you do me a favor?" He asks while wiping my tears away.
"Yes."
"I don't know when, but I'll find a way to come down here. It might be a while. It might not even be me but I'll find a way to tell you things that you'll need to know. I'm changing my name when I get to dauntless so if you do happen to go to dauntless in the next two years for whatever reason, just ask around about the abnegation transfer. Okay?"
"Of course."
"Now I really have to go."
We kiss for a short moment. "I'll miss you. I love you Bea."
"I love you too." I miss you already, I think.
That night, I cry until the next morning.
