A/N: Heyho guys! Here's your weekly chapter I hope you like it :)

Castiel nearly ran to over to Deans house, not wanting to wait any longer. He couldn't explain it to himself, he had never felt something like this. Sure he had had a few dates before but he had never been as that excited.

This is not a date, calm down! , he told himself. But there were those nasty butterflies flying around in his stomach that told him something else.

Soon he found himself standing in front of Deans house again. He took a deep breath and pressed the button of the doorbell. He heard the steps coming up to the door seconds before someone opened it. It was the younger boy, Sammy how Dean had called him. The taller man gave him a bright grin.

"Jimmy hey! About time you came, Dean is going crazy in here!"

Castiel smiled, the butterflies in his stomach starting to take flight again. So Dean was as nervous as he was?

"Come in he is probably changing right now for the ...", he paused and cocked an eyebrow as if he was thinking about something really hard, "... third? Fourth time?"

Castiel chuckled and the fact that Dean had changed multiple times just for him made him blush, the red crept up his neck and started to spread all over his cheeks. He quickly looked down, trying to hide it but he saw the younger boy smirking in the corner of his eye.

Stop that!, he scolded himself, Dean's not dressing up for you, he's dressing up for him. For Jimmy. You're not Jimmy remember?! You're gonna tell him! As soon as you two are at this restaurant or bar or wherever you are going you're gonna tell him!

Castiel bit his lip and tried to stay focused. His inner voice was right. So he finallly looked up again and stepped inside barely noticing the bright smile on the face of Deans brother as he did so. He stopped in the doorway as he waited for Dean. And then he heard someone walking down the stairs.

"Sam I tried the green one do -", Dean stopped in the middle of the sentence because he spotted Castiel. Both of them stared at the other one with wide eyes.

Dean looked totally stunning. His sandy blonde hair was a little tousled - but on purpose -, he was wearing slightly ripped jeans and on top of it all a dark green flannel shirt. It was matching his green eyes perfectly and literally made them shine even brighter. All of it together was just breathtaking. But when Castiel was finally able to breath normal again he saw that Dean was struggling to catch a breath too. He heard how Sam laughed.

"You two are cute.", he chuckled but then serious again, "It's disgusting."

Castiel smiled shyly and looked away. Dean walked down the last few steps and soon stood in front of Castiel.

"So uhm... you ready?"

Castiel just nodded slowy looking up at Dean but still trying to avoid the stare of his green eyes.

"Hey Jimmy," Deans and Castiels heads turned around in unision, "How's Gabe doing?", there was a broad grin on Sam's face. Castiel cocked his head a little and looked to Dean who had huffed after the question.

"Gabriel is fine. Why did you ask?"

Sam chuckled and Dean groaned. "C'mon Jimmy let's go ..."

Castiel looked at Sam and then at Dean with a slight frown while being pulled out of the door. As soon as they were standing outside Castiel gave Dean a confused look. Dean just rolled his eyes. "What?! I'm still not a big fan of our brothers being a thing.", Dean said his voice full of disgust.

Castiels eyes widened a little but he tried to hide his surprise. So Sam and Gabriel? Huh, that was strange.

He followed Dean towards a black car.

"So, this is my Baby! Isn't she a beauty?", Dean asked with a bright smile on his face. Castiel looked from Dean to the car and back again, yes it was a beautiful car but not as beatiful as the one who was standing right next to it. Castiel smiled a little and then nodded. Deans smile only grew brighter, as he nodded him over to get in the car.

It wasn't a long drive until they arrived at the 'roadhouse'. It reminded Castiel a little of a saloon in those old western movies that his father had always watched with him. When they went inside they were immediatly greeted by a young blonde who ran towards Dean and pulled him into a hug before he could stop her.

"Dean! You have a phone, use it god damnit!", she mummbled against his chest. Castiel gave Dean a puzzled look. Dean himself was laughing, but looked a little nervous.

"Jo, c'mon let me go!", he said as he pushed the girl a little.

She sighed. "Yeah yeah fine but would it hurt you to call once or twice? Just to tell us that you're okay, or come around here a little more often?"

"No, but please could you just stop embarassing me...?", Dean nodded towards Castiel a little and the slight blush that had crept up his cheeks was obvious.

The girl - Jo - grinned broadly as her eyes wandered over to Castiel. He felt himself go red as she examined him thoroughly. After a while she looked at Dean again with a grin that literally screamed 'thumbs up'. Dean gave her a scolding look but she just wiggled her eyebrows a little.

"Why don't you two go sit at the table in the corner over there, very quiet, very -", she gave them a knowing look, "romantic."

Dean continued to stare glare at her but quickly started to pull Castiel towards the corner.

"I'll take your orders soon!", she yelled towards them in a happy sing-song voice. Dean rolled his eyes.

"Sorry about Jo she's uhm ... she's like the annoying little sister I never wanted.", he said nervously rubbing his neck. Castiel smiled shyly hoping that the slight blush had removed from his cheeks by now.

"No it's okay ... she- she seems nice."

"I'm glad you like her.", Dean smiled while sitting down.

Castiel sat down across from Dean, clinging his jacket onto the chair. As soon as they both were comfortable Dean leaned over the table a little.

"So, what happened last year?"

Castiel swallowed hard. That was his cue.

"Dean I... I have to tell you something...", he said in a low voice nervously trying to fish the small piece of paper he had written his 'speech' on.

Deans expression dropped immediatly and Castiel saw how every colour left his face.

"Oh god I- ", Dean sighed, "I'm such an idiot. Oh god why didn't you tell me?"

Castiel frowned a little confused. "What?"

"You have a new boyfriend right? Oh god ...", Dean said and rubbed a hand over his face. Castiel started to laugh all of a sudden, he didn't know why he was just so, so nervous. Dean shot him a puzzled look.

"I don't have a boyfriend Dean."

Deans face lit up again almost immediatly. "Really?"

Castiel nodded and smiled a little.

"So what's it then?", the men opposite him asked. He looked at the paper in his again.

"I uh-"

"Hey guys! You have any idea what you want to eat by now?", Jo interrupted him. Thank god!

Dean looked at her a little huffish but answered anyway. "I'll just take the usual. Jim?"

Castiel looked from Dean to Jo and back again. "Oh I uh... I'll just take whatever Dean takes...", he muttered a little moony.

"Kk' I'll be back with the food later.", Jo said with a smile and slightly waved at them before disappearing. Dean looked at Castiel again.

"So what did you want to tell me Jimmy?"

Castiel looked at the note again and crushed it in his hand.

"I'm not Jimmy."

Dean laughed. "Yeah okay, ha ha, was that all?"

"Dean, it's true. I'm not Jimmy. He...", Castiel paused as he saw how Deans smile was slowly fading.

"He's dead."

Deans jaw dropped and his face went colourless again. "No.", he whispered looking a little terrified. "No that's not possible."

Castiel bit his lip and looked at his hands, wanting to turn back the time so that this never happened. So that he never would have read the article about Jimmy.

"Oh god...", Dean sighed. Castiel saw tears shining in Deans eyes.

"How is that even possible?! Who the hell are you?", Dean didn't sound shocked anymore. He was upset.

Castiel swallowed hard. "He- he was my ... my twin brother. I found out about it when- when I ... I saw an article about him. He g-got struck by a lightning..."

Dean looked so unbelievable sad that Castiel felt his heart break in two halves.

"Oh god...", Dean whispered again. "I- I have to get out of here!", with those words he got up and gripped his jacket.

"Dean-"

"No!"

He turned around and stormed out of the local almost running into Jo who was holding the ordered food on a tablet in her hands. Castiel was left alone in the restaurant, a tear slowly running down his cheeks.

Okay before you yell at me because this is a stupid-ass for a chapter but this Story is not over yet, just hang on for a while ;)