"Sam don't you bitchface me."
"Oh I am, and you know why? Because you're acting strange ever since Jimmy's back and won't tell me why!", Sam crossed his arms in front of his chest. "I mean, guy didn't call for a year then showed up yesterday and you were super happy, you two go out and when you come back, you cry like an hour straight! You haven't really cried since dad passed, god damn it! Then, just a few hours later you disappear again and come back drunk and smiling like an idiot."
Dean sighed, "Sam listen..."
"Oh no, that's not even everything! Don't you think I heard you screaming last night? Nightmares Dean, you had fucking nightmares! It's been years since you had nightmares! Don't think I'm stupid Dean, I saw you two on the stairs earlier today. What is going on with you? You have worse mood swings than a 13 year old Girl!"
Dean rolled his eyes, "You done?"
"No... yes I am.", Sam sighed.
"You know, I wanted to explain the whole thing anyways. If you would've just let me talk we'd be done already Sammy, but hey, I already knew that you're quite the drama queen so.", Dean shrugged. Sams jaw dropped and his bitchface intensified. "Okay okay before you start talking again, I'm just gonna explain it, but you keep your mouth shut. Not one word, understood?"
Sam rolled his eyes and nodded.
"Okay well then... I'll be right back.", Dean said and turned back to the door and opened it. "Okay Cas, come in."
Sam frowned and looked at his brother. Dean nodded his head into the direction of the open door, where... Jimmy? Didn't Dean just say something like 'Cas', or something like that?
"Sam, this is Castiel Lord. He is Jimmys twin brother, the whole thing was kind of a misunderstanding."
Sams jaw dropped and he stared at his brother with wide eyes, then he looked at Jim- Castiel. The other man was still, he was looking at Dean as if he was looking for help. Sam tried really hard to find any diferrence between the man in front of him and what he remembered about Jimmy. At first there was nothing, but he noticed that ... Cas.. Castiel? Yeah, Castiel. He wore stubble, Jimmy had been clean shaven most of the time. Castiels hair was longer and messier, but that was it, except those two points they looked just the same. Castiel looked at Dean and his brother nodded slightly. Cas threw another look at Sam before leaving the room again.
"I- I don't understand if - if that's not Jimmy where-?!"
Dean swallowed thickly. "Jimmy is... he's dead. He got struck by a lightning..."
"Wha- Oh god Dean I- I'm sorry ... ", Sam ran a hand through his hair. "Why didn't you say something? God, I acted like a total bitch!"
"Sam calm down okay, I'm fine it's just- I was pretty rude to Cas when he told me and I took him out later that day to apologise... the thing is, I like him but I had those nightmares and now I just... I fear that he's just like Jimmy."
Sam nodded quietly. He remembered just how hard it had been for Dean when Jimmy broke off the contact. His brother had been suffering for months. He had already wondered why would come here all of a sudden anyways...
All those months he'd thought about what he would tell Jimmy when he called, or whatever. He had prepared several speeches, had prepared to yell at him, but then Dean hit rock bottom a month ago or so. He gave up hoping that Jimmy would call and to be honest, it was almost worse than the time after their father died. Dean wouldn't speak, he was always in a bed mood and spent most of the time at work. At this point Sam had decided to push down his own anger and try to get Dean back to normal. So when 'Jimmy' showed up yesterday, he didn't yell, he didn't scream at him. All that mattered at that moment was to get him to see Dean, so he tried to be nice. For Dean.
Sam frowned a little. "How long is he going to stay?"
"One week."
"Like -"
"Yeah like in spain...", Dean sighed a little.
"Listen Dean, I don't think this is a good idea. You're sad because of Jimmy, but that's no reason to repeat the whole story with his twin...", Sam said and looked at his brother in simpathy.
"Sam I'm not trying to repeat the things that happened with Jimmy. This is not something I do because I miss him or so. If you knew Cas, you would understand! He is - there is just no way you wouldn't want to spend time with him!"
"Dean-"
"Oh no, you listen to me now! You are going to go to the roadhouse with me and Cas later, we are gonna eat something and you'll get to know him. If you still think that he is kind of a second Jimmy for me after that, fine. Then I'll let you drive Baby for ... two weeks.", Dean said and crossed his arms like a five year old.
Sam sighed, if Dean was betting on his Baby it really had to be serious. "Okay fine. I'm in."
Dean smiled. "Okay, Cas and I are going to take a walk around the town so you've got a little time to get ready."
"Dean are you really sure about this?"
"As sure as a man can be."
