AN: Sorry about this one being so short. It's just a little journal entry from Yumi (In case you couldn't guess) that doesn't really belong in the last chapter or the next one. Again, read, review, and enjoy!
Friday, March 2 - 11:32 p.m.
Ulrich's mad at me. When I look at him sleeping now, I can see a slight from on his face like even in his dreams he's angry with me. I wish he had given me a chance to finish what I was saying.... And, I wish I could tell him the whole truth. The whole truth that I died inside when the Theo in my nightmare told me he killed Ulrich. And that it isn't Theo I care about or want to be with. In fact, I wish I had never met Theo. Then maybe I wouldn't have ruined even the slightest chance of Ulrich liking me. Then maybe I wouldn't be afraid to go back to sleep for fear of seeing Theo. Then maybe I wouldn't wish the last part of my nightmare was true and I really was dead...
Even now as I try to write by the light of a full moon, I feel sleep pulling at me. Maybe I'll sleep so deeply that they can't wake me up.... so deeply that I wouldn't hear Odd's snoring and Ulrich mumbling in his sleep...