Phoenix smiles and finishes her eggs and then spends the next half hour watching Gokudera until he's done.
"So what do we do now?"
Her European lover shrugs.
"I just wanna chill on the couch. Maybe we should just talk like we did before."
"Yes, because that went over so well."
The sarcasm is clear in Phoenix's words and Gokudera stares at her.
"Oh shut up."
Phoenix smirks and tries to stand up, pushing herself up only to fall back into her chair when the pain courses through her.
"Stupid ankles."
Gokudera hooks his arms under her legs and the small of her back, feigning pain as he picks her up.
"Damn, I think you gained ten pounds just now."
Phoenix scoffs indigently.
"You...I...How..."
Gokudera smirks as he carries her to the couch and once there he sets her down on one side. Phoenix turns away from him as soon as he lets go of her, Gokudera smiles slightly, wraps his arms around her waist and picks her up.
"No, sit on my lap. This couch is way too small for the both of us." He sits her down on his lap and hugs her waist as she leans against him. "Mmhm, you're so warm."
"So bigger bed and smaller couch. I think Reaper's trying to tell us something."
Gokudera laughs,
"I might actually agree with him. Sick bastard that he is."
"You agreeing with Reaper? That's a-"
She stops short as she feels her boyfriend's arms tighten around her.
"You're so soft and warm and..." Gokudera turns Phoenix's chin upwards and kisses her, "Your lips are smooth too."
"O-Okay...we can do this instead of talking. I don't mind.''
The blue-eyed girl says, her eyes half closed and her mind suddenly unable to concentrate on anything besides her boyfriend's lips. Gokudera smirks as she kisses him back, pecking her lips chastely before sucking on her bottom lip. She gasps and he takes this chance to roam inside her mouth, their tongues battling for dominance. Phoenix turns herself around so that she is facing him directly, straddling his waist, and wraps her arms around his neck. The sixteen-year-old gently pulls the silver-haired teens head back, breaking his concentration and allowing her tongue beat his.
"Ha. I win."
She smirks and kisses him again. A moan escapes Gokudera's lips as Phoenix pulls his hair slightly again.
"N-no fair."
The bomber pants as he grabs the back of Phoenix's neck and brings her closer, kissing her vigorously.
He pushes her onto her back and places his lips at the edge of her lips. Her breathing gets heavier as he makes his way along her jaw and then bends her head back as he kisses the exposed paled skin of her neck.
"No...No one said I play fair," Phoenix said through slight pants. She feels him nipping a bit as he makes his way down, "God, I love you."
The older teen somehow manages to bring her head back up and bends her own neck to kiss his causing him to shiver in pleasure as he feels her lips on him. His light green eyes look back down at her.
"No more than I love you, Aydan."
The Italian teen nips at her collarbone and leaves light pink spots.
"Stop talking."
She pulls him up for a kiss while her hand pulls at the back of his shirt.
"Mmmhm~" He kisses her but then pulls away. He backs up a bit and pulls his shirt down. "S-Stop...I can't..." He breathes heavily. "If you don't stop, I won't...I won't be a-able to control myself."
The Irish girl pulls him closer.
"I don't care." She presses her lips to his, "I want you, Hayato." She looks into his eyes. "I'm ready."
Gokudera's eyes widen. "R-Really?"
She nods,
"But I do think we should move to the bedroom. Even Reaper's not going to put cameras in there."
He doesn't wait another second as he picks her up and eagerly carries her to the bedroom, gently laying her down on the massive bed.
"Are you absolutely positive? This isn't your other side talking now, is it?"
"No, this is me. I'm positive."
"I'm actually getting kinda nervous now." He feels his body become excited, "I can't believe that we're really going to..." The fifteen-year-old kisses his lover, "I love you. I love you so much Aydan."
Phoenix laughs,
"Me too." The older teen places her hand against Gokudera's neck and kisses him back," I love you too."
Gokudera's hand travels under her shirt and feels the girl's skin from her belly button all the way up and pulls the piece of cloth over her head. A slight fear enters the redhead's crystal blue eyes.
"Wait." She wraps her arms around her torso, "There's...something you should know first."
Gokudera freezes up.
"Please don't tell me that you've already done this before and are secretly pregnant with Reaper's child. I'd freak. So please, don't say that. Unless it's true then..."
He begins to panic and Phoenix laughs slightly.
"No." She avoids his gaze, "I'm suicidal, Hayato. I have been since I was six. I've tried to kill myself once a year every year for ten years. Nine of those times I just tried to OD or did OD, but the first time was the worst." She tightens her grip around her torso. "I was fed up with life and I just wanted to suffer and then die because I felt like that's what I deserved. You tell a child who just lost everything that they are worthless every single day for a whole year. Eventually...they start to believe it. So I pissed off a gang-banger who was famous for his work with a knife. That is the only scar I'm ashamed of...the only scar I don't want you to see..."
Silence fell upon them for several moments before Gokudera finally processed the information he had just been given.
"Aydan?" Her eyes meet his and he brings his lips to hers and kisses her passionately. "You don't have to be ashamed. I understand that your life wasn't the easiest, but I'll love you no matter what."
He tries to move her arms from her torso but she struggles. The smoker eventually pries her slim arms off and sees her scar. He barely suppresses the urge to widen his eyes and just looks at the large, puckered scar that splits her torso in half. The tip was hidden under the bottom of her bra and it did not end until a little bellow her belly button. He pauses to look for a bit before leaning down and kissing the large scar.
'It didn't heal correctly,' he thinks to himself. 'And it probably hurts her from time to time.'
The boy looks up at her.
"You're still beautiful to me, Aydan." He kisses the scar below her belly button, making her shiver. "All of you."
She places a hand on top of his head.
"I hate that scar. It's a constant reminder of how weak I really am."
Gokudera notices the sadness in Phoenix's voice but he shakes his head.
"No. The scar is a reminder that you were strong enough to live and that everything happens for a reason. If you had succeeded then..." A bitter taste enters his mouth. "We would have never met, and we would've never felt this love." Gokudera kisses the bottom of her scar again, "I'd be lost forever."
The tanned boy places chaste kisses up her scar and the girl arches her back slightly as he slowly kisses his way up.
"You wouldn't be lost. Not with the friends you have."
Gokudera stops as he hears this, he is only halfway up the scar but he still brings his lips back to Phoenix's. As they kiss passionately, Gokudera's hands slide down Phoenix's slim sides coming to rest on her hips. He presses closer into her, pulling a soft moan from Phoenix as the shape of his body presses into her own.
"Please...don't stop."
Hayato glances up at Aydan before finding the button to her jeans. Gokudera unbuttons them and slides them down her thighs, he throws them off to the side before leaning up and looking down at the girl below him. Phoenix's bright red locks were splattered all over the pillows and her cheeks were slightly flushed.
"Jesus, you're beautiful." She smiles up at him before noticing his lack of nakedness. The smile changes into a small frown as Phoenix continues to look at Gokudera's clothed body. If she was in her underwear, then he should too. "What happened?"
"You have too many clothes on."
He quirks an eyebrow and opens his mouth but can't get his words out before Phoenix flips their positions so that she was on top now. The redhead kisses Gokudera as her hand travels slowly over his shirt, she could feel his muscles through it but that wasn't enough. Phoenix wanted to see them. The two times Phoenix had seen Gokudera without his shirt had left her wanting more. But then again, there were parts of him that she had never seen, and that is what commanded her attention. Phoenix pulls back from Gokudera's mouth and smiles at him before moving her head down so that it was level with his crotch. She had done this before, not sex, not even making out, but she had convinced guys that they were going to be getting it before she killed them so she had some idea of what would set Gokudera off.
'Never thought I would be doing this outside the job.'
Phoenix thinks as her hands slowly undo the button of Gokudera's jeans, her eyes locked with his the entire time. The girl pulls the zipper down and she can see that Gokudera's bulge has already taken shape. Aydan pauses, this is normally where she would kill the man she was seducing during the few times she had resorted to this plan. She had never liked doing it and now that her own pleasure depending on it Phoenix had to think about how to proceed. Eventually Aydan just decides to let her instincts guild her so the girl grins up at Gokudera and bends her head down, breathing heavily on his crotch so that he could feel her warm breath.
"J-Jesus, Aydan. Stop teasing me!"
The older teen grinned widely, this was perfect. She could see that his body had reacted positively to her actions so Phoenix just let her instincts have full control.
"As you wish." She quickly pulls his pants off and moves up, pretending to kiss Gokudera before swinging her leg over him and sitting down. Her crotch makes contact with his, a deep, low growl forming in the back of Gokudera's throat. It take all of the girl's strength not to moan at the feeling of her bulge against her crotch but she doesn't let this be seen by her lover. Rather, she shakes her finger. "Ah, ah, Hayato. Patience."
Phoenix grins down at her soon to be lover as her slim fingers reaches the edge of his shirt.
As she pulls it up, Aydan purposely grinds against Gokudera and this time she could not stop a low moan from leaving her as he hardens even more under her. The Italian gulps as his pants begin to speed up as Phoenix pulls his shirt completely from his body, flinging it over her head. The red-haired teen places her hands on Gokudera's shoulders and rubs against his clothed, rock-hard member, her eyes closed from the pleasure that came from just feeling him against her.
Suddenly, the redhead finds herself staring at the ceiling, her back against the mattress. Gokudera had pushed her down and quickly placed himself on top of her, his crotch made contact with hers again and this time it was Gokudera who ground their low halves together.
"I can't wait any longer, Aydan. I can't..." He presses his entire body against hers. "I'm..."
Phoenix smiles smiled to herself and nods, almost as if granting him permission to do as he pleases. So Gokudera bends his head down and places a few kisses across Phoenix's chest and up to her lips while the girl arches her back off the bed, giving the silver-haired teen access to the back of her bra. Gokudera kisses Phoenix as his trembling hands work on the clasp, he stops kissing her however when it becomes clear that it wasn't as easy as he thought. Gokudera struggles for a few more minutes before finally giving up.
"Goddamn it. That stupid thing won't come off."
Phoenix laughs.
"You're such a spaz."
She reaches behind her and easily removes the hook from the hoop, taking a deep breath as she slips the piece of fabric from her body. Gokudera can feel his face begin to heat up as he just takes in Phoenix's breast.
'Dio mio...They're...They're...' The last word of Gokudera's thoughts slips between his lips. "Beautiful."
Phoenix feels her nipples perk up as she hears him say the word. She had expected her first time to be slightly awkward but laying there while Gokudera just stared at her bare chest didn't make the Irish girl feel awkward or embarrassed.. She felt...comfortable and for the first time since Reaper had become distant she felt wanted. Phoenix never wanted the feeling to end so she wrapped her arms around Gokudera's neck and brings him closer. The Italian teen's tanned cheeks take on a slight pink tinge as her mounds brush against his chest. Gokudera pecks Phoenix on the lips before traveling down to the two mounds on her chest. His eyes dart between the two for a moment before he instinctively places his hand over one of them, gently squeezing it. As Gokudera caught sight of how erect the nubs of the woman who would soon be his lover became at his actions he brings his other hand up and does the same to the mound on the opposite side. As Phoenix felt Gokudera's hand gently squeeze her breasts, her heart rate speeds up considerably. This, the younger teen gently massaging her mounds with his calloused fingers, felt right to her. Gokudera glanced up at Phoenix before experimentally lowering his face to one of the two fleshy busts and flicking his tongue at the small nub.
"Ngh...mhmm!" Phoenix exclaims. Her thoughts became scattered, no man had ever so much as touched her like this before and the little skin ship she felt with her boyfriend was overwhelming. A sudden burning sensation flares up in her lower regions.
"Did that...feel good?"
Gokudera asks and all Phoenix can do is nod, as she doesn't trust her own voice. So he does it again, repeating the action again and again until he decides to cover the whole area with his mouth.
Aydan's back arches off the bed in ecstasy, the burning sensation she feels is almost unbearable now. She needs something that she can't quite identify until Gokudera moves slightly and his cock rubs against her. It hits her then, she needs him, but she dares not disturb him since she can tell that he is also enjoying himself by the large bulge that presses against her though his boxer-briefs.
Gokudera moves his mouth to give the other mound the same loving treatment, moving around his tongue, constantly sucking and flicking at the nub gently. Phoenix's moans go straight to his length and he is so hard that it begins to hurt, but her chest...it is too beautiful for him to stop. But not only that, he can't stop since he knows how much he was pleasing Aydan with such a simple act. So despite the growing discomfort in his boxers Gokudera continues to suck on Phoenix's mound until, all too soon, it became too much for Phoenix to handle. The Irish girl presses against Gokudera's chest, panting loudly.
"H-Hayato...no more...I can't...please..."
Gokudera nods and takes a deep breath. His hands begins to shake and his arms suddenly have goosebumps as he slowly slides Phoenix's panties down her hips and off her legs. He knows that this is the point of no return and once he has them completely off, Gokudera can't tear his eyes away from her most private parts. His member begins to throb as he sees the light-colored triangle in between Aydan's thighs, she presses her thighs together, almost as if shielding herself from him. The green-eyed teen places his clammy hands on Phoenix bent knees and spreads them apart. Phoenix feels the somewhat cold air enter between her legs and a sudden mixture of fear and excitement enters her. This is nerve-wracking for the both of them.
'I'm about to give everything to him. Do I really want to?' Phoenix looks up into Gokudera's eyes and sees want but also a questioning look. He was asking her if it was okay. 'Yes. I do.'
Phoenix spreads her legs a little wider and that is all the answer Gokudera needs. He takes a deep breath before removing his rings and sliding his fingers down her abdomen and into the tuft of soft hair. Aydan closes her eyes as she feels his fingers graze her clitoris and move into her inner folds. It feels weird and disconcerting, but they both adjust to it quickly. Gokudera uses his index and ring finger to spread her lips and then lets his middle finger enter her slowly. He knows that he needs to stretch her out, he can't just force his way in as that would hurt too much. So the tan teen slowly moves his fingers in and out, her natural lubrication making the intrusion fairly easy for her even though it feels...weird. After a few minutes Gokudera tries to slide a second finger in but the girl winces in pain and the he quickly removes his hand.
"I-I'm sorry! I was just...I can't just stick it in. I have to...stretch you out..."
Gokudera can feel his whole face redden as the words tumble from his mouth. He feels like a complete idiot, the only reason he doesn't leave the bed is the soft knowing smile on Phoenix's face. She cups his cheek with her hand, running her thumb along his cheek bone.
"It's fine Hayato. I just...It's going to hurt anyway, so I'd rather you just do it. I can handle it."
Gokudera bites his lower lip.
"Are you sure?"
Phoenix nods and places a hand over her scarred stomach.
"I've had worse."
Hayato straightens out his shoulders and takes a deep breath as he slips out of his boxer-briefs, not even noticing how Phoenix's eyebrows shoot up at the sight of his length. Phoenix was not worried. Far from it. She was sure that however much it hurt, she could handle it. What caused her eyebrows to shoot up was Gokudera's member itself, this was what she had been wanting since the moment she figured out her feelings for Gokudera and now that the moment was finally here. Well, Phoenix couldn't tear her eyes away from her boyfriend's length.
Gokudera was having a different problem, he could see Phoenix opening and he knew just how much it was going to hurt her as he entered her. But it was too late to turn back now.
"It's now or never."
Gokudera thinks as he grabs his length, shivering as it makes contact with his clammy hands. The silver-haired teen positions it outside Aydan's opening, his hands spreading her legs a bit further apart, and he slowly pushes in.
Inch by inch, Aydan feels Hayato's cock enter her. The first few aren't that bad, but as he enters further, she feels as if she is being ripped apart. Phoenix's hands clutch at Gokudera's back and with one final push, Gokudera is fully sheathed inside of her. Her nails dig into his smooth shoulder blades, small crescent-shaped marks now adorn his back. Gokudera can almost feel the blood start to trickle out of the markings but he is sure that his pain isn't anywhere near the pain his now Irish lover feels at this moment. Gokudera looks up at Phoenix and into her eyes. She has clenched her eyes shut and her teeth are bared in a soundless snarl but when Phoenix opens her eyes, there are no tears. The couple waits for the pain to subside, staring into each other's eyes, Phoenix trying to block out the pain and Gokudera trying not to think about the pain he's causing Phoenix. Just as Gokudera starts to feel guilty about the amount of pain he has caused Aydan, the red-haired girl tells him to continue.
The Italian pulls out slightly and thrusts back in completely, the pain is still there for Phoenix but as Gokudera rocks back and forth, the pain soon turns into pleasure. Gokudera's hands go to the girl's hips, keeping her in place as his thrusts become more erratic. With every thrust, the sound of his ball sack hitting against her skin makes loud noises that echo off the walls. Hayato's heavy breathing grows louder and every thrust brings Aydan pleasure, the filling of being filled, it was amazing. Gokudera tilts her hips up and thrusts at a certain angle which hits a bundle of nerves within her.
"Ahhh!" Phoenix yells out, making Gokudera pause. "W-What...What the hell was that?"
She asks while her insides are still tingling.
"I don't know."
Gokudera pulls out completely, making Phoenix stare at him for leaving her empty, but then he completely slams back into her, hitting that precise spot once again. Aydan's ardent screams of ecstasy ricochet off the walls and blend in with the various sounds of lovemaking. Repeatedly Gokudera hits that area and makes Phoenix yell for more until, suddenly, he feels her tightening up. Phoenix looks up at Gokudera, panting heavily.
"Hayato...I'm...I'm close."
She moans as his dick moves in circular motions in her. Gokudera nods in agreement.
"Me...Me too."
He bends down and kisses his older lover, she buries her hands in his hair and wraps her legs around his waist. The redhead urges Gokudera to go faster and harder, their kisses are sloppy but just as passionate as ever. As the head of Gokudera's cock hit's Aydan's G-spot once more, her southern pink lips clench around him as she cums. Her back arches off the bed and her chest presses against Gokudera's, leaning into him and tightening so much that the hot moist area was finally too much. Hayato buries himself deep within her before he falls off the edge, his essence spilling into her. Gokudera feels Phoenix shiver as the dense liquid enters her. The girl collapse back onto the bed and Hayato falls on top of her, catching his breath. The aftershocks of their orgasms still affect and immobilize them, they were at such a loss of energy that they just lay there. Gokudera doesn't pull himself out of Phoenix and yet, they don't care. They feel oddly comfortable in each other's arms. At the time, neither of them could have felt any better.
The two teens spend the rest of the day in bed, neither of them talking about what they were doing as they recuperated from the orgasms that affect them. Sometimes, they spend up to an hour just lying in each other's arms, not talking just listening to the sound of the others breathing, and other times they barely spend ten minutes. Phoenix is the first to fall asleep, her head over the Italian teen's heart feeling completely safe in his arms. Gokudera pulls the blankets up over their naked bodies and follows Phoenix into the world of dreams, holding her rapidly chilling body against him. The last thought in Gokudera's mind before sleep claimed him was not what one might expect.
'Why is she so warm during the day and so cold at night?...I should really...ask...her...abo...'
And so the two teens, now lovers, fall asleep holding each other in their arms.