Gokudera takes both of Phoenix's hands and holds them above her head, intertwining their fingers as he kisses his lover. The red-haired teen's panting starts up as Gokudera trails his kisses down her jaw and onto her neck, where he starts to nip and suck on the skin leaving bright red marks. As Phoenix moans softly, Hayato quickly goes back to her mouth and kisses her, inserting his tongue. The two teens tongues go back and forth between their mouths as they kiss, until Gokudera pulls back to look down at Phoenix.
"Jesus Aydan..."
The boy kisses his girlfriend again and they spend the better part of the movie making out. It isn't until Phoenix hears a bomb go off that she breaks away.
"Let me up."
"W-Why?"
"Just let me up. I love this part."
Gokudera sighs and sits back up, pulling Phoenix up with him.
"You really know how to kill the mood."
"What?" Phoenix gestures to the TV. "Explosions!"
Gokudera doesn't look at Aydan as he eats some candy.
"Meh, I've seen bigger explosions."
Phoenix throws some candy at her boyfriend.
"Shut up Hurricane Bomb."
Gokudera laughs and wraps his arm around Phoenix's waist, pulling her closer to him.
"Hey, I'm just saying the truth."
"Well I don't watch movies for truth!" The girl leans against Gokudera, draping her arms around his neck. "I watch them for fiction."
Hayato puts his hand on Ayden's hip.
"That's what I use books for. Movies are a bit too...predictable. Though I must say, The Dark Knight is one of the best. I still prefer a good hardcover to something on the big screen, ya know?"
Phoenix pecks Gokudera on the lips.
"I'm with you there. My apartment is more of a library than anything else. But I love Batman and short of 80's TV shows and comics, movies are where I get my fix from."
The silver-haired teen quirks an eyebrow.
"You're into comic books?"
"Yeah, so? You got something against comic nerds?"
Gokudera shrugs.
"I don't really know. You just don't look like an otaku."
He laughs and Phoenix smiles slightly.
"Oh shut up." She laughs at the Joker. "I find that man fascinating."
"The man's a genius! Too bad the actor OD'd. He was the best Joker I've ever seen."
"Oh don't talk about Heath Ledger. He was my favorite actor. I've seen everything he's been in at least...two times."
Gokudera stares at Phoenix.
"Even the one about the two gay cowboys?"
Phoenix looks straight ahead.
"Yes."
"Uh...huh...My cousin made me watch it with her. So yeah, I've watched it too."
"It was awkward right?"
"So fucking awkward, Jesus Christ. It was frustrating as hell too! I mean, I don't see why they just couldn't buttfuck and make up and get together. No need to live a lie if you can't even be happy about the decisions you made."
"Sometimes living a lie is easier than being happy. If I wasn't so selfish I would have never told I loved you because it was easier to live the lie."
Gokudera stays quite while he thinks about what Phoenix had said and sighs.
"Well, when you put it that way...I guess you're right. I've been in a similar position. If I hadn't met you, I'd still be suffering and pretending that it didn't bother me."
Phoenix glances back at Gokudera and starts to sing. Gokudera holds Phoenix close to him as he closes his eyes and lets her sing.
"I always knew that you'd come back to get me. And you always knew that it wouldn't be easy. To go back to the start, to see where it all began. Or end up at the bottom, to watch how it all ends. You tried to lie and say I was everything. I remember when I said, I'm nothing without you. Somehow I found, a way to get lost in you. Let me inside, let me get close to you. Change your mind, I'll get lost if you want me to. Somehow I found a way to get lost in you. You always thought that I left my self-open. But you didn't know I was already broken. I told myself that it wouldn't be too bad, but pulling away took everything I had. You tried to lie and say I was everything. I remember when I said I'm nothing without you. Somehow I found a way to get lost in you. Let me inside, let me get close to you. Change your mind, I'll get lost if you want me to. Somehow I found, a way to get lost in you. The pain of it all, the rise and the fall. I see it all in you. Now every day, I find myself say. I want to get lost ins you, I'm nothing without you. Somehow I found a way to get lost in you. Let me inside, let me get close to you. Change your mind, I'll get lost if you want me to. Somehow I found, a way to get lost in you."
The song fades out and Phoenix waits for Gokudera to say something but he doesn't.
"Hayato?"
"Hmmhm?"
He keeps his eyes closed and leans against her.
"What did you think of the song I wrote you?"
Gokudera's eyes snap open.
"W-Wait...you wrote that?"
"Y-Yeah..."
"Damn..." Gokudera looks at Phoenix is awe. "You have some serious talent Aydan. You really do."
The girl shrugs.
"You should hear it with music. But what did you thinks of it?"
"I like it...a lot. But you know I'll never want you to leave." He buries his face in Phoenix's shoulder. "I'll always want you."
"I know...it's was just a very good line. My personal favorites are the first two lines. 'I always knew that you'd come back to get me. And you always know that it wouldn't be easy.' They're perfect don't you think? For us I mean."
"I always knew you were a sap, I just never knew how much until now." He laughs. "But you're right, they are perfect."
"Shut up before I take it all back."
She laughs and Gokudera hugs her.
"Aw, you know I love it when you get girly. You never do get sappy enough."
The silver-haired teen kisses Phoenix and the girl smiles.
"Well you are enough of a sap for the both of us."
She smiles and curls into a ball by Gokudera's side, resting her head on his lap.
"Me! How? I'm rarely ever a sap!"
"You just keep telling yourself that Hayato."
"Yeah well...you just love abusing me don't you?"
"It's how I show affection."
"But whenever I try showing my affection you call me a pervert."
Gokudera's hands travel up Phoenix's side, pulling a small shiver from the girl.
"No. I just say that your mind is in the gutter and that it doesn't belong here."
"Have you seen the man that trained me as a kid? You just gotta be happy I didn't turned out exactly like him."
"Trust me. I really am!"
Gokudera laughs.
"You should meet him one day."
"I already have. I broke his nose."'
Hayato's eyes widen.
"W-What! You met Shamal!"
"Once on a job. He hit on me. I hit him. I left. End of story."
"He didn't grab anything, did he."
His eyes narrow as a thought runs through his head.
"I swear if he groped her..."
He would be dead if he did. But you can kick his ass anyway."
She beams up at Gokudera.
"Of fucking course I will!" The boy sighs "And people wonder why I'm fucked up."
"Did I mention he tried to kiss me?"
