A/n- hello everyone its been a WHILE! and I kno the last chapter kinda sucked but the next chapter is almost done. No excuses I have been neglecting my writingbut no more i will update more I swear. That is if anyone still reads :/
"Deeks" I said still staring.
"What the fuck" he said staring at me. He turned to leave but before he could I grabbed his arm and turned to G. I pushed him back inside before shutting the door and turning back to Deeks.
"Look I didn't want you to find out this way, hey look at me" I said pulling him toward the chairs on the porch.
"Why, why didn't I already know, were partners I should have known" he said looking betrayed.
"Okay it's because we don't want to get fired or in trouble, only two people know and we were going to tell you. Bro I'm so sorry you had to find out this way" I said looking at him.
"You shoulda told me first, I'm your partner, I should know everything" he said still mad.
"I know and I will make it up to you I swear" I said hugging him. He sighed but smiled and hugged me with one arm.
"You still wanna come in and watch football" I said grabbing his arm. He sighed and got up allowing me to pull him inside. G was waiting leaning up against the wall in the hall. He smiled at Deeks and me before walking into the living room and flipping a football game on.
I let go of Deeks and wandered into the kitchen grabbing chips and cheese. I dropped them off then went to grab my Boise State jersey considering they were playing USC in the bowl. I walked back out and collapsed on the couch between my partner and my boyfriend. G smiled until he saw my shirt at which point he rolled his eyes. Deeks wrapped an arm around my shoulder in a half hug. I laughed and put my feet in his lap so I could lean against G.
I got up at half time and went into the kitchen. I made a beeline for the fridge and grabbed leftovers opening the Chinese box and eating everything. I went back in and sat down on Callen's lap. His team was loosing and Boise was winning so I was more than happy. At the end of the game I started feeling sick and by the time Deeks left my stomach was hurting really bad. I got up trying to get to the bathroom but I doubled over a few feet from the couch.
"What's wrong" G said running over looking worried.
"Chinese food" I said scowling at the box on the counter in the kitchen. I pulled away from G and ran to the bathroom hitting my knees at the toilet. After relinquishing my dinner I fell back and leaned against the tub. I felt a warm arm wrap around my shoulder as G sat down next to me. I glanced at him smiling weakly before throwing up again. I slid down against the tile on the floor. I heard G get up and walk out.
Good I thought he didn't need to see me like this and I could take care of myself. I continued to loss dinner and lunch and possibly breakfast if I had, had any food this morning. I lay back down on the tile just as I heard G approaching again. He set a pile of stuff down on the ground before sliding down next to me. He pulled my hair back and put it in a ponytail then he grabbed a shirt out of the pile of stuff. I saw it was my favorite plaid shirt. He had called Paige to see what he should do. It would have been cute if I didn't feel like shit.
"Thanks" I said weakly smiling up from the floor. He pulled me up slowly and into his arms. I curled into a ball resisting the urge to puke. We sat there for hours every time either of us would fall asleep I would get sick and move.
_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_Next Morning*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*
I sat up slowly looking around the bathroom. G was asleep with his arms wrapped around me leaning against the tub. I tried to move but when I did my stomach cramped and I quickly stopped. G opened his eyes then and smiled one of his dazzling heart stopping smiles.
"Morning" he said hugging me gingerly.
"Hey, you should get to work I'll be fine it's already ten your late" I said moving away from him and grabbing a Gatorade.
"No, I'm staying here I already called Sam he's covering for me and Paige is covering for you" he said getting up and stretching.
"G I'm better you should go to work I am fine" I said faking a smile.
"One thing about being with you I can tell when you're lying."
"Go to work now" I said ending the discussion. He sighed and looked outside then back at me.
"Go" I said pointing to the door. He grabbed his jacket off the hook in our bedroom and changed into a pair of jeans before walking out the door. He looked back at me and smiled before he shut the door. I heard the car start and drive away. I lay back down on the floor enjoying the cold tile.
$_$_$_$_$_$_$_$_$_$_ Five hours later G's Perspective_$_$_$_$_$_$_$
Hello, G wake up" Kensi said waving her hand in front of my face. I jumped and blinked coming back to the real world. I glanced around checking to see what I missed before turning back to Kensi.
"Sorry Kens, I am really tired I didn't sleep well last night" I said yawning and grabbing the file I had been reading.
"It's fine G I was asking if you were okay and if you needed me for the rest of the day, Christy is at home sick I was going to make her soup" she said smiling at me.
"Umm actually I need you to help Paige with uhh paperwork" I said trying to think straight. I knew three things; Christy would be pissed if I brought anyone home, Kensi couldn't go to Christy's apartment because it was basically empty, and I was way to out of it to be working. I glanced at Kensi who had wandered over to Paige's desk and was helping her with all of this week's paperwork. I glanced down at my phone for the hundredth time today hoping for anything from Christy.
I looked up from the file I had been reading for the past thirty minutes. Sam Kensi and Deeks were all watching me. I knew they knew something was up with Christy and I but I wasn't about to acknowledge them. I knew Sam and Deeks knew part of our relationship but neither of them realized how much liked her. Hell I was starting to think I loved her, and I didn't care which for me was crazy. I sighed and grabbed my jacket walking toward the door.
"Hey G where ya goin" Kensi said smiling at me with a knowing look.
"Okay look I have to go, I need to check on something, Sam you're in charge while I am gone, Kensi you have paperwork, Dom and Paige take the rest of the day off, and Deeks go workout upstairs you need it" I said before walking out.
I started my car and drove toward my house. When I got there I parked and jumped out of the car and walked up to the door unlocking it before wandering inside. I walked through the hall to the back bathroom and found Christy lying on the floor looking really terrible.
"Christy, hey can you hear me" I said kneeling down putting my hand on her forehead. She moaned and opened her eyes smiling slightly before closing them again. She was burning up. I pulled my cell phone and wallet out of my pocket before unclipping my gun and sitting down onto the shower floor. I pulled Christy into my lap and grabbed her phone out of her jeans. I checked the rest of her pockets before turning on the water. I shut the shower door and let the cool water wash over us.
An hour later I heard someone knocking on the door. I shot up in the shower and turned off the water before checking Christy. She seemed better, her temperature was down and she seemed to be sleeping. I got up and grabbed a towel drying my clothes the best I could. I walked through the house grabbing the gun I kept by the door. I opened it and there was Paige and Deeks. Both were holding different kinds of food and both were out to get me into trouble.
"Really guys, really why would you do this she doesn't want people here don't you get that" I said standing in my soaking wet jeans dripping all over the floor.
"Let me in or so help me god" Paige started just as I was shutting the door. Deeks slid his foot into the rapidly shrinking gap stopping the door a few inches from closing. I sighed and walked away from the door knowing they would find a way in if they really wanted to.
I motioned to the living room and kitchen walking down the hallway toward the bathroom. I picked Christy up and carried her back to our bedroom hearing Paige's footsteps behind us. I laid her down on the bed and walked over to the dresser grabbing a pair of sweats and a tee shirt. I walked over to the bed again and dried Christy of the best I could before I heard Paige clear her throat.
"Yes" I said a bit to short for someone who actually needed help.
"Look let me do this, when Christy gets sick however rare it is always pretty bad" she said walking over and rifling through one of Christy's bags.
"Wait this has happened before" I said staring as Paige pulled a bottle of pills out of the bag. She handed me two of them and walked back down the hall motioning for me to wait. I sat down next to Christy and sighed. It had been a long day, hell it had been a long month… no it had been a long time since my life was "normal". I hadn't had a normal day since she had walked into my life all 135 pounds of her. The moment I saw her at the academy dripping wet from spring break I knew she was going to work in L.A. Then she punched the shrink and I knew we would be friends and then that night in her apartment that kiss, I knew she had to be "mine" as much as anyone could possess her. Paige came back in the middle of my, self pondering? No self brooding. She handed me a glass of water and then walked back out and started talking to Deeks.
"Hey Christy," I said picking her up and shaking her ever so slightly. She moaned and curled into my chest. Well if I wasn't sick now give it five minutes. I put the pills up to her lips and tilted her head back pouring some water into her mouth. She tossed and turned in my arms for a minute before stopping and curling into my chest. Paige sighed and threw a blanket over us. I smiled thankfully toward her before turning back to Christy and lying back on the pillows.
"I'll get rid of Deeks and go back to the office and distract everyone" she said simply before walking out of the room.
"Thank you" I said quietly trying not to move to much. I heard her whispering to Deeks in an increasingly agitated tone till I finally heard the door shut. I leaned back against the pillow shutting the lamp next to me off.
Christy tossed and turned for the remainder of the day and well into the night. I got up every six hours or so to get meds and a new glass of water. I laid down next to her and pulled her into my arms trying to keep her warm. Her fever had slowly gone down but now she was cold. I sighed and grabbed the phone. I needed to talk to Paige about this and preferably before it got worse.
"Hello" I heard Paige say in a stressed tired voice.
"Hey Paige its G, the fever broke but she is freezing cold and her breathing has slowed down. Do I need to take her to the hospital?" I said sitting down in the kitchen watching the microwave spin slowly.
"Look this has happened before in Germany, it takes three days max for her to get better, she is gunna be cold and have minimal movement because her body shuts down to the basic functions and heals itself. She is going to be fine, okay" she said on the somewhat distractedly.
"Ok thanks" I said hanging up and eating the food that I had just heated up. I walked back into the bedroom and laid back down on the bed pulling her back into my arms. She seemed so weak right now it was a shock to realize I was taking care of her. I sighed and let myself drift off into a restless sleep.
- Middle of night Christy's POV-
I sat up in bed shivering and sweating. I looked around the room feeling paranoid. I checked all the shadows, the windows and doors. I looked at the bed and saw G still asleep. I sighed and slid off the bed slowly moving silently around the room and over to the door. I was hungry, thirsty and weak which was not a good combination for me. I moved down the hall scanning for any movement as I made my way toward the kitchen. When I got there I turned on a light and started rummaging through the fridge. I grabbed the milk and retreated to the pantry looking for cereal. I was rewarded by finding a box fruit loops. I shut the door and walked over to where the bowls were. I poured a bowl and retreated to the game room turning on the TV.
I was sitting watching cartoons at 6 in the morning when G walked down the hall wearing a pair of old sweats. He saw me and stared for a second in shock.
"Babe are you okay" he said walking over to the couch and sitting down.
""Umm I guess I have gone through a box of fruit loops and a gallon of milk and I'm still hungry" I said looking around for something else to eat. G stared for a minute before laughing and pulling me into his arms.
"I will go to the store and get more milk and cereal and maybe some pizza ok" he said kissing me on the cheek before getting up.
"Ok I love you" I said turning back to the TV. He walked down the hall smiling before changing and leaving to get food. I heard the car start and pull away before I got up and went back to our room to change. I grabbed a pair of jeans and an old t shirt that said "SNIPER, if you run you'll only die tired." I walked back to the TV and flipped through the channels till I found an old western. I laid back against the couch and let myself be absorbed in the movie till I heard the door open. I reflexively grabbed the gun before I heard G's voice.
"Hey babe" he said walking through the house making sure not to startle me. I slid off the couch silently and slinked down the hall to the kitchen seeing G putting the groceries away with his back to me. I smiled and slid right up behind him before pressing my body against his back. He stiffened reaching for his gun before realizing it was me. I smiled against his back feeling his breath quicken then slow enjoying his presence.
"You scared me" he said turning in my arms and wrapping his around my waist. I smiled not wanting to speak. I loved the simplicity of being in his arms. Not caring the about the world or what was going to happen. I thought about how much I loved him. He smiled down at me before kissing me on the forehead and going to turn back to the food. I grabbed his shirt and kissed him slowly.
"You said you were hungry" he said against my lips.
"Not anymore" I muttered pressing myself into his chest. He picked me up before pressing me against the wall. I grabbed his shirt pulling it over his head quickly and returning to kissing him. His hands ran under my shirt and up my back making me shiver.
He pulled my shirt off before letting his hands roam over my body. I threw my head back moaning as he kissed down my jaw and onto my neck. I let my hands fall down to his pants line and sit there for a minute before I grabbed his belt undoing it slowly before I returned to kissing G. I heard my phone ringing in the other room and I rolled my eyes.
I kno this was a tad sucky too but it would be nice to know someone read it :) maybe