A/N = To make it up to you that my previous chapter took so long to write, I decided to upload chapter 18 already ;) And of course the cliffhanger was really mean of me xD I promise, no mean and frustrating cliffhanger in this one, but it's kind of a shocking chapter I guess... A tearjerker maybe? haha I don't know, just start reading the story already!
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* *squeeks* It wasn't me! It was Jared! Go beat him up!*
Chapter 18
Dougie's POV
Jared looked down at me, still angry as hell, but smirking because of his little victory of getting me to obey him. I felt naked, exposed, sitting there with my bare chest, looking up at a way bigger and stronger man. He motioned for the pair of shackles on the ground, with which they had yesterday chained me to the wall by my ankle. I sighed. Was he going to chain me up again? But the sigh wasn't only reluctance to be chained up again, but also a bit of relieve. If he was going to chain me up, maybe that meant that he was going to leave me alone now. But he still looked at me so angry. What did he want? He answered my unspoken, (but obvious in my expression) question by barking at me.
'Crawl over to the chains. Now.' I hoped that if I just obeyed him now, that he would just leave me alone. I was so tired. And my sides hurt from the kicks I had just gotten. I just wanted to be left alone. So I did as he said. I crawled on my knees, over to the where the chains laid out on the floor, and I looked up at him again, to see what he wanted now. He bend down, and I had to supress a little flinch, then he took hold of my right arm, and held it out to the chain. Surprised I let him put the shackle around my wrist, then he took my other arm, and closed the other shackle around it. I didn't understand. Why did he chain me up by my wrists instead of my ankle? The chain wasn't long enough for me to stand up now. And why did he chain me up with my head facing the wall, instead of the other way around, with my back at the wall? I looked at him a bit fearfilled. Now I was chained up again I felt so defenceless and weak. He could do anything to me now, because I couldn't fight or run away.
'Put your hands on the ground and sit in a kneeling position.' Jared told me sternly, and instead of obeying immediately I just kept looking at him confused and a little nervous. Why did he want me to do that?
'DO AS I TOLD YOU!' He bellowed and I saw he had his belt in his hands, ready to strike at me if I didn't obey. Flinching I did what he said, I faced the wall as I put my hands on the ground. The chain was just long enough to have my hands on the ground right beneith where the chain came out of the wall, which was around 30 cm high, but I couldn't turn around anymore to see what he was doing.
'Good boy. You are starting to learn it. But you still deserve some punishment. You've been a really bad boy and you're going to learn to never disobey us again.' Jared said low and in a dangerous voice. I was suddenly scared of what he was going to do. I didn't have to wonder for a very long time though, because suddenly a horrible pain filled my whole back as the belt collided with the bare skin of my back, and I cried out in pain and surprise. My whole body convulsed and I pulled at the chains in shock, wanting to get up but I couldn't. The chains around my wrists prevented me from moving away. Then he struck again, I could hear the sweeping in the air before the horrible pain came again, and my body spasmed in pain. Another strike on my back, and another one. The leather made a sick 'tchack' sound everytime it hit my bare skin and I cried out in pure agony. I could feel the blood tickling out of the wounds he caused by hitting me over and over again, and my whole body was shaking and convulsing, while I desperately pulled at the chains with all my might, wanting nothing more than to stop this horrible pain I felt now.
'That'll teach you! You little bitch!' Jared screamed at me. He was furious at me.
Another strike on my back, making me clench my eyes shut and let out a high and tormented scream.
'Please! Stop!' I cried, with tears streaming over my face, pulling at the chains so hard I could feel blood tickle from under the shackles over my wrists.
'You need to pay and learn NEVER TO DISOBEY US AGAIN!' Jared screamed crazy and I cried out a terrified and tormented cry and felt my head starting to spin.
'PROMISE TO NEVER DISOBEY US AGAIN YOU STUPID BASTARD!'
'I promise!' I cried out without having to doubt one second, then cried out again when I felt the belt collide with my skin again anyway.
'I PROMISE! I'LL NEVER DISOBEY YOU AGAIN! I'M SORRY! PLEASE STOP! PLEASE!' I started to sob desperately, my whole body ached and I was gasping for breath, feeling like I was choking in panic and pain. He stopped hitting me but I went on screaming anyway, so afraid and panicked. I didn't want him to hit me again. My back hurt so much, I felt blood drip from it.
'Please! I'm sorry! I'll never disobey again! I'm sorry! Please stop! Please...' Then I couldn't plead anymore as huge sobs started to wrack my body.
I tried to hide my head in between my now slightly bleeding wrists when Jared dropped the belt and bend down next to me. He cupped my face in his big hands, and forced me to look at him. High sobbing sounds left my throat as I looked at him petrified, begging silently for him to just leave me alone. My body was shaking in fear and pain. He smirked satisfied and stroked his thumb over my face gently. Then he softly slapped me on my cheek, and I screwed my eyes close in fear.
'I hope this taught you to obey from now on. You are going to behave from now on, and if you don't, you now know your punishment.'
I nodded frantically when he barked for me to answer him, still keeping my eyes closed, but he slapped my cheek again.
'Open your eyes and apologize.' I opened my eyes and looked at him with bloodshot and defeated eyes.
'I-I'm sorry.' I choked out and gasped for breath again, my whole body was shaking in pain.
'I'm...I'm sorry... I-it...h-hurts.' I wanted to scrunch my eyes closed again to try and block out the pain that came from my back that felt like it had been ripped apart in shreds, but quickly opened them again, afraid of how Jared would react if I disobeyed him again.
'I hope it does.' Jared growled darkly, then stood up and slowly walked away from me towards the door. When he had reached the door he looked back at my shaking and sobbing frame again and shook his head.
'You brought this on yourself. It's your own fault I had to do this to you.' He accused me darkly, then he unlocked the door and walked out of the room, closing the door behind him. I was left in the room, chained to the wall by my wrist, that were bleeding and aching. I kept sobbing for a while, my abused body trembling with the pain that wrecked my body, until I slowly slumped half against the floor, half against the wall, with my chest, and my world slowly started to spin and fall away to blackness.
A/N = *starts to run away in case anyone is going to want to hit me after this chapter*
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