A/N = Welcome to my new reader FlyingZoe, who I met at Supercity! :D And thanks to everyone who reviewed!
It's great to hear you're all liking this story!
And well I just HAVE to reply to Amy's review, because she asked if the boys are as fit in real life as they are on video.
YESSSSSSSS! No actually they look even better in real life. Esspecially Tom and Dougie looked absolutely gorgeous! Seriously. They are beautiful! -faints-
I actually cried after the meet&greet XD I wasn't the only one fortunately. But my boyfriend was soooo sweet to hold me :P He probably thinks Im such a fool hahah XD
And Amy asked who the nicest was.
They were all really nice, but Dougie was really sweet. He came to us first and he actually shook hands with us and introduced himself 'Dougie' and we were like 'yeah I know, Im Eveline ('omg I hope I don't faint') '
And then he was like thanking us for our hard work as Assistants and he was like really thankful! Then Danny and Tom came and I asked Dougie if I could go on a picture with him but Tom and Danny were in the way and he had to walk around them and he actually APOLOGIZED to me XD Awww bless you Dougie!
But Tom was really sweet too. He was smiling all the time and he complemented my Stargirl shirt which I had made myself, and Danny didn't want to leave when they had to go and security kind of dragged him away xD. And Harry was really nice too cause he hugged me when I was shaking like a leaf xD
Well anyway they are just too amazing, there's only one single person in the whole world who I love more in this world and thats my boyfriend Max =)
And omg Im sooo depressed right now, cause my dad just told me that he is in London on april 1st for a business trip and I was like: OMG MCFLY IS IN WEMBLEY THEN! CAN I PLEASE GO TOO? And he said no and now he is angry at me :(
How unfair! My dad is in the city where my favourite band ever plays in WEMBLEY! :O
Anyway Ive talked way too much.
One more thing:
I have 199 reviews now :D
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Anyway, here's the next chapter!
Chapter 31
Dougie's POV
When I had finally fallen asleep of utter exhaustion, I didn't wake up anymore at all, until I was softly shaken out of my dreamless sleep. Rough hands shook my shoulders, and slightly lifted me up from the ground, on which I was laying on my stomach. The hands were gentle with me though. But I didn't want to wake up, so I just kept my eyes closed and stayed limp, wanting to stay asleep forever.
'Come on, Dougie, it's time to get up.' A voice said, though it sounded distant and hollow to my ears, so I just groaned displeased. The shaking stopped and the hands let me go, the low voice mumbling something I didn't understand. Within seconds I was fast asleep again.
For what felt like hours later, which for all I know could actually really be hours, I felt big strong hands pull me upright by my shoulders and they softly shook me again.
'Wake up, Dougie.' The voice seemed annoyed and this time it wasn't so hollow and distant to my ears. I opened my eyes and gazed up with glazed eyes into darker ones. After a brief moment I remembered where I was and what had happened to me yesterday and suddenly I felt the stinging pain in my back again, though the pain was less than before I fell asleep. I recognized the man awaking me as Rick and I gasped. Together with the pain and recognition, the fear came back and struck me like thunder. I pulled back from his hands and backed away as far as the chain would let me, careful to avoid my back hitting the wall. Rick just looked at me sighing.
'Come on, Dougie. You know I won't hurt you if you just cooperate.' He said with an annoyed glint in his eyes. Somehow I believed him, he had never really hurt me. But he had hurt Tom. And he hadn't stopped Jared from beating my back to shreds. So I still didn't trust him and wanted him to stay the hell away from me.
'Leave me alone.' I said with a cracking voice, due to the fact that I had just woken up, ánd that I was shivering. Rick snorted and ignored my comment, but shot out his hand towards me. I flinched and tried to evade him, but the chain wouldn't let me and he grabbed me by my wrists and roughly pulled me closer to him. I whimpered and tried to pull my wrists back, but it only resulted in Rick getting even more annoyed with me.
'Stop it, Dougie. I'm merely going to unchain you so I can get you to the bathroom. Your pathetic behaviour is really annoying and even more, bloody unnecessary.'
I slumped my shoulders in defeat. Deep down I wanted to fight him off, and scream at him to leave me alone, but I knew it wouldn't help me at all. Plus, I wanted to go to the bathroom so I could take a look at the wounds on my back.
Rick grunted pleased when he noticed me giving up the struggle and he quickly undid the shackle around my ankle, then pulled me up to my feet and dragged me along to the bathroom. I looked around shyly, scanning the corridor for Jared, who fortunately was nowhere in sight. We got to the bathroom and Rick pushed me in by my arm.
'Take your time. You have 30 minutes.' Was all he said before he closed the door and locked it from the outside, leaving me alone. I noticed a folded shirt and sweater on the floor and I sighed relieved. I felt really cold and was actually shivering a bit.
So I had half an hour in peace. That was good. I didn't dare to take a shower though, afraid that the wounds on my back would hurt. So I just washed my arms and face in the sink, then inspected my face in the small mirror. My face was pale, with dark circles under my eyes. My hair was all shuffled up and it looked ridiculous. I didn´t really care to look good now, but nonetheless I splashed some water on it and flattened my hair down, making it a bit more presentable. I then pulled on the shirt and oversized blue sweater, with a few hisses in pain. Then I curled up in a ball in the back of the room and just sat there thinking and hugging myself, trying to warm myself up.
I knew I was being a coward the whole time. I shouldn´t be so scared, because being so vulnerable made them feel like they could do anything to me. And I wanted to be a real man. I should be fighting them and try to escape in stead of letting myself get beaten and just be scared shitless the whole time.
I bit my lip in frustration and my eyes scanned the room again for anything to distract me. There was a small white cupboard underneith the sink, and my curiousity beat my tiredness. I got up and opened it to find it filled with gel, shampoo, pots of crene and other stuff, but also a small packet with razor blades. I had quite a little beard, and decided to shave it all off just to pass the time. When I was done I examined the razors. Maybe I could try to break the shackles with a razor? They were quite sharp. Then I laughed at myself bitterly. Of course a little razor blade wouldn't be able to break a shackle. What was I thinking?
I put the razor back in the cupboard and rummaged about a bit more, until I found a tweezer. I swallowed. Maybe this would break the lock? I knew the chances were small, but it was worth a shot. Who knew, maybe the lock wasn't as strong as it looked like. It wasn't very heavy... I quickly put the tweezer in the pocket of my pants and made sure you couldn't see it poking out. I looked around a bit more, but couldn't find anything interesting anymore, so I just settled myself back in the corner of the room, and waited for Rick to get me out again.
After a little while there was knocking on the door and I got to my feet and walked closer to the door. The door opened and I expected to see Rick, but gasped when I saw who actually stood there.
Jared.
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