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Entry 24

Today was horrible, probably one of the worse days of my life. Let me explain. Prussia was gone for the day, so I was at home alone with the kids. It was still pretty cold out, so I decided to heat up some water for some hot chocolate. When the water was hot, I of course went to get it. I swear that they were only alone with Kumabaka for less than a minute; to be honest I figured that they were going to follow me into the kitchen like they usually do. I was about fill up my mug when I suddenly heard a shriek from Fritz. I rushed back from the kitchen, spilling the hot water, and found Fritz and Regina covered in blood. Apparently while I was in the kitchen, Kumajihu stopped letting them play on him and swiped at Fritz.

When I saw this, I rushed over to them to see how badly they were hurt. Regina wasn't cut, just in shock; which meant that the blood on her was Fritz's. Fritz had a bad cut on his arm (luckily none across his veins) but was still bleeding badly. I took him to the bathroom to try to clean him up, calm him down and stop the bleeding. The bleeding wouldn't stop however, and he was beginning to look like he was about to pass out.

By then I knew that this was really bad, so I called an ambulance. In what felt like forever, they came and picked up Fritz; who had just passed out when they did get here. While they were doing this, Regina began to cling to me and ask what they were doing with him. When she did this, I realized that I had completely forgotten to clean here up too. So I then quickly clean her up while explaining that the people were taking Fritz to the hospital so that they could help him.

The ambulance had just left as the two of us got into my car. I drove there in complete silence, too worried about my boy to speak. How could this have happened? That bear's never attacked me, or the kids. He's always been friendly and gentle with them. I guess that I forgot that he's still a wild animal. I'm never making that mistake again.

When we got to the hospital, I could see them rushing Fritz inside a room. Regina and I were told however to stay in the waiting room while the doctors worked. While we were waiting, I called Prussia to tell him what happened. He seemed pretty concerned when he heard this, and said that he would be over in a few hours. I was still really anxious, so I called Papa and America too, hoping that they would come over to wait with me. They both said they would, and America showed up a few minutes before the doctor called us in.

The doctor called us into a little room where I found my boy fast asleep. He explained to us that Fritz needed to get some rest, but that he should pull through. He then left us there, saying that if we needed anything there was a nurse on call. The three of us sat close to his bed for a while; I was just relieved that he'd be alright. Then, after an hour Prussia finally found us. He looked at his son for a while, and then said that he wanted to talk with me alone.

We left the room for the hallway; there he asked me what happened. I explained to him what happened, and then he got really angry. He began to blame me, saying that I should have been watching them closer, that I shouldn't have left them with Kumahiho. Does he think I don't realize that? If I could do this day over, I'd have never left to get that water. Then he started blaming Regina for not looking out for her brother, and when I began to defend her he said that it was again my entire fault! How is this all my fault? Where were you when all of this was happening? I don't know what you do when you leave for the day. For all I know you could have been totally forgetting our family and was cheating on me again!

He then said something that made me just snap. He said, "Maybe you're just not awesome enough to be their mom. I think it's for the best if I take Fritz and move back in with West."

After he said this I jumped on him, pinning him to the ground. I punched him several times in the head, chest and stomach with all of my strength as I yelled, "If you so much as think about taking either of them from me again I'll kill you!"

I must have repeated this several times before Papa pulled me off of him and said, "That's enough! Is this really how you should act in front of your fille?"

I then looked back at the room to see Regina staring at us scared from behind an awestruck America. I looked down in shame of my actions and said sorry to Papa as Prussia freed himself and got up. He told me that he was heading home to pack his things, and all I could do is nod. As he passed the room, America looked at Papa and me. Papa gave him a nod, and he lead Regina back in so that they could see how "Freddy" was doing.

Papa took me someplace quiet to sit down and asked me what happened between Prussia and me. I told him my side of the story, and he sat there patiently listening. When I was done, he told me that it is probably for the best that Prussia leaves my house for a while; to give both of us some time to sort things out. He then told me this about Prussia, "Prussia has never really been good with long-term relationships. Like that little bird friend of his, he yearns to have the freedom to do as he pleases and to make his own mistakes. But I know for a fact that he still cares very much about you and both of your children. Why else do you think that he always comes back to you? It may take him a while, but I known that sooner or later Prussia will realize what he's left and will come back. It will then be your decision if you still want him or not."

I don't know if that made me feel all that better or not, but after that he pulled me into a hug and told me that if I ever need someone to help me while Prussia is gone he's only a call away. That last part definitely made me feel better.

We stayed there like that for a little while, and then went back see how Fritz was doing. It was around dinner time when he finally awoke, and I was more than relieved to see this. The doctors decided that he should stay there for the night to be monitored, and I didn't have any problems with this. We all stayed there with Fritz; and left shortly after he fell asleep for the night.

Papa decided to spend the night with Regina and me, and when we got home, I found that Prussia was already gone with most of his things. This made me really sad, but Papa was there for me and helped me get through it.

With maple syrup,

Matthew (Canada) Williams

For those wondering: When America said Freddy he was referring to Fritz, since Fritz is technically another nick-name for Frederick and Freddy is the typical nick-name.

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