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Entry 25

It's been about one month since Prussia moved out, and I have to admit that it has been weird not having him living with me anymore. I've also been stricter with Kumkobu; I don't need another accident like the last one. Papa, America, and England have been checking up on me a lot more recently too; I guess they want to make sure I don't try anything like what I was planning last time. I'm not planning on trying anything like that, not know that I have two kids to take care of.

This whole mess has been also been hard on the two of them. They ask me practically every day when he's coming back. Each time they ask it gets harder for me to try to explain this to them. I doubt they even understand what's going on. How am I supposed to explain to them why their Vati decided to leave, while not completely ruining their idea of him?

Another world meeting came up, and when they overheard me lining up one of my providences to be a babysitter they rushed over to me and they both started crying about me not leaving them too. Of course I can't leave them now; I know how it feels to feel abandoned. The meeting was held in England, so I decided to call him and after explaining the situation asked him if it would be alright if I brought them with me. He understood this and agreed with the idea. Then there was the task of getting the hotel room arranged and making sure that the kids will be ready.

The three of us arrived in London yesterday, and the two of them were excited about being in a new place. They were also excited because they could see Prussia again. Regina kept asking me like every five minutes when Prussia would show up. Maybe I should let them meet with Prussia during one of the breaks; who knows, maybe he wants to see them too.

We met with England for dinner and ate at a normal restaurant; no way will I let the two of them eat his cooking, they'd die of food poisoning. Papa met up with us when we got back to the hotel and the four of us had a pleasant time and then I left when it was time for the kids bed time.

I decided to take the kids into the meeting with me, under the idea that the two of them would control themselves. This lasted a total of five minutes, until Prussia walked in with Papa and Spain. As soon as the two kids saw them, they rushed up to Prussia and each gave him a hug. Prussia was at first shocked to see them, but quickly recovered and picked them up. It was obvious that he was happy to see them too.

He then turned to me and asked why they were here. To this Papa explained about how the two of them were afraid that if I left I would never return like a certain albino who they call 'Vati.' When he heard this he gave them a sympathetic look and both of them another hug.

The meeting followed shortly after that. The two of them spent most of their time trying to play with Prussia or some of the other countries, or sitting in the chairs we found for them looking at everyone. Like the last time they were at a meeting, they both got a lot of attention during the breaks, which they really liked. I also got a little bit of attention from a few countries sympathetic to my current situation with Prussia. A lot of this was from Hungary and Ukraine. Hungary because she wanted to know if she had to beat up Prussia for breaking my heart like last time. To this I told her that I already did this, and she seemed alright with this. Ukraine gave me attention simply because she's my friend and she likes kids. Since Prussia and I broke up, she's been calling me a lot more and even visited a few times. Maybe she just doesn't want things to be like last time where she blew me off or maybe she has another motive; either way it's nice to have her around to talk with and help with the kids.

After the meeting was over, the kids decided to be stubborn. They didn't want to leave Prussia. I can kind of understand why they wouldn't want to leave Prussia again, but I really don't want to leave them with Prussia a long time. The two of us decided that we should at least try to do things civilly for the kids' sake, and decided to talk it over during dinner. I of course brought the kids while Papa tagged along, and Prussia came with Germany.

We sent most of the dinner trying to figure out what we should do, and by the time dessert came around we had decided that it was not fair to either the kids or Prussia if he did not have an active role in their lives. So we then decided to split the custody of them, where for two weeks every month, rotating between the first two and the last two weeks, the two of them would live with Prussia. I honestly didn't like the idea of leaving them with him for that lng, but he and Papa where eventually able to convince me otherwise. The idea had occurred to simply split them up for custody, but the two of them are always together; that would probably be even harder on them. We of course had to ask Germany about this, they would be staying at his house, but he seemed fine with the idea as long as they followed the rules of the house.

It was then decided that Prussia would pick the two of them up at the end of the month at my house, and I would pick them up. After discussing all of this, the three of us left for our hotel room and would leave for home tomorrow.

With maple syrup,

Matthew (Canada) Williams

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