Disclaimer: I don't own the characters of Star Trek or Harry Potter. They belong to J.J Abrams, Gene Roddenberry and J.K Rowling.

Warnings: Slash (male/male pairings), threesome, AU, violence, language, angst, character deaths, psychological/anxiety disorders, sexual situations, etc.

Pairings: Spock/Harry/Kirk, hints of Sulu/Chekov and Scotty/Uhura

Note: Adaptation of the TOS episode The Conscience of the King

78. Disquiet

Spock couldn't be certain what was occurring that was agitating Jim, but he could sense that he was bothered and sought to correct it. Yet it wasn't a simple matter he realized. His T'hy'la refused to reveal the source of his distress, going as far as to close off their bond for a while. He explained that an old friend needed his help with an emergency although he avoided divulging information on exactly what the emergency was. But it was apparently enough to warrant Jim's attention, not to mention he was risking his career and ship. If Star Fleet learned of their detour, the consequences wouldn't bold well for his captain.

Hands tucked behind his back, Spock walked stiffly toward Sick Bay having just left the company of his lover and commanding officer. No matter what sort of reason or logic Spock used, Jim refused to elaborate on the situation at hand and it was beginning to test the Vulcan's restraint. He did not enjoy being left in the dark as humans would say and to have his own bond mate withhold information from him was disconcerting. In a way, whether he meant it or not, Jim's denial to share his thoughts with him seemed to imply his lack of trust in Spock.

This was the reason why he was currently seeking out his other lover, hoping the wizard would have better insight as to what was occurring. Although the chances of Harry knowing the source of Jim's unusual behavior was low since Spock had sensed his darker T'hy'la's confusion when Jim shut his end of the bond. And perhaps the small human part of him wished to seek some sort of comfort and reassurance. Either way, he needed to see Harry.

The moment he stepped into Sick Bay Harry rushed over to him quickly checking him over to ensure his physical health. Once he was satisfied, he questioned, "What's wrong? First Jim suddenly disappears and I can't feel anything from him, then I begin to feel distress, frustration and concern from you. And don't you dare deny it Spock, I know what I sense."

For a moment, Spock allowed himself weakness as he held out his fingers in gesture for a kiss. Harry's features softened as he pressed and rubbed their fingers lightly together, returning the action while sending soothing waves down their mental bond. Despite the much lighter ties between wizard and Vulcan, the emotions were just as strong as any other full bond and at the moment it was appreciated. Leaning up to place a light kiss upon Spock's lips, Harry inquired, "Now tell me exactly what's going on that has you and Jim acting this way."

So Spock told him, explained the strange message Jim received in private and his sudden need to head for Planet Q; his apparent friend's distress but his silence on the details. It spilled forth without much prompt and Harry listened, his lip pressed into a faint line that conveyed his own unease. Their hands were still held in a light grasp taking comfort and strength in each other. It didn't take a genius to understand that something was wrong with both Jim and the situation. But to uncover the truth would be hard because Jim was stubborn.

"I am… uncertain of how to proceed in convincing Jim to disclose the truth of the circumstances surrounding our rapid pursuit to Planet Q. We are T'hy'la… bond mates and it is only logical that you and I offer our assistance to him," Spock stated. Harry sighed, "I know, but you realize how Jim is. He's more mulish than either us the arse."

"But he is still ours. I do not agree in Jim's methods of withholding vital information. If he were to offer an explanation, we could provide better aid," Spock reasoned.

"Yet you know he won't," Harry shook his head in exasperation, "It's like trying to pull teeth with him sometimes. And while I understand a person's need for privacy, there are times when secrets shouldn't be kept; not when it's going to jeopardize everything and everyone."

"What actions do you propose we take?"

"Just keep close to Jim, maybe let Leonard know as well. The more people there are to keep an eye on him, the more difficult it'll be for him to do something stupid," Harry advised. Spock nodded in agreement brushing their fingers together once more. The young doctor offered an encouraging smile scooting closer to his lover and resting his forehead against his chest. He murmured softly, "We'll protect Jim Spock, I promise we will."

Drama! Never can have enough of it! I hope I'm not being too hard on Jim or making him look like the bad guy. He's got his reasons for doing what he's doing so I suppose in my mind I don't see him at fault. He's just trying to protect the people he loves from a very dangerous person. I would probably do the same if I were in his shoes. Anyway, hope you enjoyed it! Please review! Thanks!

~Seth

P.S! Still looking for someone to make a music video for this fic! Let me know if you're interested!