I'm gonna try to get two more chapters of other fics out before November hits, so expect some serious cliffhangers, because they'll be ignored for over a month. As always please contact me with anything you need to know. I love all of you, you keep me going ;*
I PRESENT TO YOU, OFFICIAL M STATUS!
After wiping her mouth clean of the soup that she managed to get on her forehead, I take Kirei by the hand and go to the small counter to pay the bill. I take out my wallet and pay our waitress, thanking her again for her service and leaving the restaurant.
Walking down the sidewalk, I see Kirei staring up at me out of the corner of my eye. I turn my head and smile down at her. "What is it, doll?"
"I just really like looking at you. It makes me happy."
"And why is that pumpkin?"
"Because you're pretty." She squeezes my hand, smiling wide. I smirk back at her, then turn back to the sidewalk.
Without words we walk to the edge of the woods, flying off in our usual configuration. With a happy laugh Kirei jumps off me when we land, dragging me into the house, kicking our shoes off as we go.
"What are you up to, silly?" I ask, smiling at her eagerness. Her tiny hands pull down on my wrist until we reach our bed.
Suddenly Kirei starts to undress, throwing her top clean over her head and tossing it to the side. She moves toward me, pulling on the bottom edge of the shirt I wore.
I put my hand on hers, stopping her from going any further.
"Kirei?"
"Hmm?" She tries to pull up harder.
"What are you doing?" I remove her hand completely, holding it in front of me. "Do you understand what's going on?"
"Yes, Goku, I do. Let me do this... Please," She shoves her hand back down to my shirt.
"Honey, listen. Why are you like this all of a sudden?"
Frustrated, she crosses her arms. "Like what?"
I gently place my hands on her shoulders. "Like you want to do things with me that you might end up regretting."
She looks me dead in my eyes and says with the most firm voice I have ever heard her use, "I want us to do this together. I need it."
I rub her shoulders gently, trying to calm her down. "It's alright, Kirei. Listen, it's just a little more complicated than you think."
She pulls out of my hands and plops herself down on the bed. "I'm not some sort of little kid, you know. I know what sex is."
I feel my face heating up, but I ignore it, seeing how dark Kireis cheeks have grown. I sit next to her, placing my hand lightly on the small of her back.
"I know you do. It's just that when you want to have sex with somebody, most of the time you're supposed to ask."
"What times do I not have to ask?" She stares forward, avoiding my eyes.
"Well, with me, usually all you'll have to do is tell me, and most likely I'll be up for it. With anyone though, you should ask, just to be safe."
She turns sharply, her hand gripping my bicep. "Goku. Can we have sex? I really want to do this with you... I've been thinking about it for a long time."
"How long is a long time, hon?" I lean in and mutter against her forehead.
"Ever since you told me you loved me for the first time. Isn't sex something you do with someone you love?"
"Yes, doll, it is, I think it just might be a little too early for you. You're just a little thing."
She puffs up her chest angrily, backing her head away from me. "I'm not gonna get any bigger than this."
I sigh, rubbing my face. It's really warm. "I know that, honey. I just don't want to hurt you. I've never done this either."
That slows her down. "You mean... You mean all these years you've had of being the prettiest man on the planet, and no one has ever asked you to have sex with them?"
I shake my head, pulling her back into me. "Plenty of people have asked me, but I always said no."
"Why?"
"Because, to me, sex is something to be cherished. Its a special thing for two people to be doing. I didn't want to give up my virginity to someone who I didn't love and who didn't love me."
"Do you love me?" Her voice is so quiet I have to strain to hear it. It breaks my heart.
"Of course I do, and yes, I do want to have sex with you," I hold her so she's over my lap, chest flush against mine. "But I want it to be special. I don't want it to be this messy situation where neither of us remember anything. I want to make love, not fuck. At least for the first time."
Kirei puts her head down into the crook of my neck, kissing it lightly. "Please, make love to me, Goku."
I shake my head, putting a firm hand on the back of her neck. She responds without my push, kissing me with open lips. I push back, crushing her to my chest.
After she stops to take a breath, I reach a hand up behind her head and pull the tie out, letting the hair unravel and hit the floor in a spray. "Of course, honey."
She looks deep into my eyes for a moment. Her lips are pink and swollen already, her cheeks far past red. I smile down at her, giving her permission to continue.
She hooks her tiny fingers underneath my shirt again, and I lift my arms up. The cool air of the house hits my back and I shiver, savoring the feeing of her little fingertips dragging lightly against my skin. She tosses my shit over on the floor next to hers. Her hands roam across the taught skin of my chest, feeling the muscles.
I place one hand on her shoulder, looking into her face. She nods minutely and continues to touch me. I slide my hand down her arm, feeling how soft her skin is and how tiny she looks under my giant hands. I take one of her hands in both of mine, bringing it to my mouth. I kiss every individual knuckle and each line on her palm. I slide her hand down my neck.
I put one hand on her knee, and the other on the curve of her waist. I close my eyes and take a breath.
This is it.
"I love you, Kirei, I love you so much."
Her hands leave me. "I love you too, Goku."
My hand travels to her back, trialing up and down her spine lightly. I lean forward, inviting another kiss. She repsonds instantly, pushing against my mouth hungrily. I suck on her bottom lip, scraping against it with my teeth and soothing it with my tongue. She sighs and returns the favor to my top lip.
With my eyes closed, everything is vibrant. Her skin tickles against my own. Her cheeks are hot against mine. I can feel her eyelashes just touching the tip of my nose. I groan against the contact, moving both hands to her back, pulling her hips closer to mine. She moans breathily and sucks my lip harder.
With both hands on either of her hips, I push her down onto myself, rolling against her.
She lets out a loud moan, throwing her head back a little and rolling with me.
My fingers leave tiny indents in her skin as I all but toss her to the side and stand. I offer her my hand and she stands with me. As soon as she gains her footing she goes to rip her skirt off, but pauses. Kirei looks up at me with those big eyes, holding one of my hands in both of hers. She mimics the kisses I gave her a minute ago. She places my hand on her chest, right above her breasts.
"I want you to do it," She says, stroking my hand, "And then I'll do it for you."
I nod silently and trail my hand down her front, palming over her stomach and hooking my thumb in the thin fabric of the waistband. I pull them down slowly, crouching and letting her step out. With the skirt in my hand I look up at her, seeing her body fully.
"Come here," He holds out her hand. "It's my turn."
I take her hand and stand, looking down at her wide eyes. On instinct, my hand goes to her head to stroke her hair. As she looks into my eyes, her hands trails down my stomach and stops right above my jeans. She smirks happily as she pops the top button open with her thumb. Her other hand is shaking against my bicep. I hold it and stroke the top soothingly.
With the zipper between her nervous fingers, she slides it down over my tent, the clasp pushing itself oven over the strain. She pushes them down over my hips and thighs, watching them pool around my ankles. I kick them off without her help and shove them to the side.
We stand there in each others arms half naked and aroused beyond belief. Kirei sighs happily and leans her head against my chest, rubbing her cheek into my skin. I pet her hair more and kiss her forehead.
"My legs feel all warm..." She mumbles, lips dragging against my skin.
"Me too, hon." My hand travels from the top of her head to her bra clasp, unhooking one loop at a time. Kirei looks up at me with a small smile as the garment falls to the floor. One of her tiny hands goes up to cup a breast, just big enough to spill out a little over her fingertips. I feel her hips and waist again, dragging my calloused hand up to the other. her already hard nipple pokes at my palm, and I flex my fingers gently over the soft pale flesh. She falls back into my chest with a quiet moan.
She puts her other hand over mine, encouraging me to be rougher. I smile into her hair and smooth my thumb over her nipple, feeling a gasp against my chest.
She's so sensitive.
Now fully hard, I'm poking into her stomach. she stills for a moment before looking up at me again with big eyes.
"Goku..." Her hands find my waist, squeezing. "Can I?"
"Yes, baby. Go ahead." I hold my breath as her shaky fingers lower and pry between my skin and boxers. Slowly, she lowers them down around my ass and then uncovering my erection.
She didn't gasp... She's holding her breath too.
Her fingers lace through my trimmed pubic hair, carefully avoiding my manhood. I anxiously play with her hair.
She reaches around with both hands and feels the contours of my lower back. She sighs, kneading her thumbs into the tense muscle.
"I'm sure we both have to be relaxed for this, Goku." She presses harder, spreading her fingers across my butt. I nod, kissing her forehead.
"Yeah, that usually how it's supposed to go. You're not very relaxed either, though."
She laughs lightly. "I'm just nervous. Being next to you makes it better though... And feeling your skin," She punctuates with curling her fingers. "it's really soft."
"Well, thank you," I say, stepping out of my boxers. "Do you want to lay down?"
She nods silently, stepping away from me. She sat right down on the bed in front of me, her breasts bouncing as she fell. I sit down next to her, letting her look at my body as much as she'd like.
"It's pretty." She says, leaning into my shoulder. I throw an arm around her.
"Hmm?"
"Your cock... It's really pretty."
Shocked by her language, I start, but my erection twitches with interest, dripping.
"Why do you say that, honey?" I avoid her eyes. My face is hot, I can feel it.
"I have to hold myself back, Goku. My legs feel like water. Really warm water." She sighs, tracing an index finger around the inside of my thigh. I shiver.
"You know that you can do whatever you want." I try to comfort her, but I'm making myself more nervous.
She stands slowly, putting her hand on my shoulder to keep me down. I hold my breath again. She stands over me, sliding around my legs and straddling my hips. My precum smears over the front of her little pink panties, darkening the fabric. I clench my jaw, the contact sending electricity down my legs. She lowers further, rolling her hips into me, tucking her head into my neck. I wrap my arms around her and hug her as close as I can.
"Goku. I think it's time."
I nod and kiss her head, laying down and taking her with me. She stands and turns around pulling down her little panties that have a little red heart on the back. I smile. She turns back around and gets back into position, the front of her flower sliding against me. Her creamy legs flexed around my waist, nervous.
"You're okay, baby. Do you want me to do it?"
She nods fast, her eyes clenched shut tight.
I flatten my hands against her ass and lift her off of me, flipping us both over. I squeeze it for a second before putting my hand on her neck. I line myself up with her entrance slowly.
"Open your eyes, Kirei."
Her eyebrows slowly unknitted and her eyelids rose to expose sparkly silver eyes. I smile at her warmly.
"Are you ready?" I whisper gently.
"Yes. Go ahead. But please be gentle." Her face reddens more.
"Kirei I told you that I would never, ever hurt you on purpose. This is probably going to hurt a little though. Promise me you'll be strong for a minute. It'll get better." I run my thumb over her hot cheek and push forward.
Kirei clenches her eyes again and gasps. I stop and rub her cheek again. "Baby, open your eyes."
She opens her eyes again, looking terrified. I lean down and kiss her lips gently.
"It's okay. Please relax. I'm gonna go slow so I don't hurt you."
She nods for me to go again.
She's warm. Very warm. I shudder under the pressure, and push in a little further. Pressure decreases. The head is in. I sigh and look into her eyes.
"Are you okay?" I kiss her again. I cant help it.
She nods. "Go ahead."
She's dripping, it's easy to sheath myself halfway. I hit a wall.
Shit.
"Okay, baby. Relax... Just relax okay? This might hurt a little, so breath slow."
She nods.
Steadily, I push past the wall, feeling the release. Kirei seethes and bites her lip, holding back a possible yell.
I kiss her eyelids and whisper sweetly in her ear.
Soon she evens her breathing and opens her eyes again.
"I don't think it'll hurt anymore, Goku."
I nod at her and push all the way in slow.
She sucks in another quick breath and I stop.
"No, Goku, please. Please. Please don't stop. Please."
I smile and pull out a little, shoving back in quickly. Another gasp.
With a smirk that feels out of place on my lips, I continue, rolling my hips and kissing all over her neck.
"I love you, baby." I whisper as I find a pace.
She mumbles highly, the only word I can make out is my name. I kiss her lips hard, feeling her skin.
I wrap my arms behind her back and flip us back over, never pulling out. I hold her up by her as and thrust upward.
She screams out and throws her head back, clenching down hard on my cock. I moan with her. She falls forward onto my chest and I finish not long after her. She lays on me, panting with her tongue out. I chuckle and plant a kiss on the top of her head and pull out. I lay her down next to me and cup her breast again, rolling her nipple between two fingers. She moans lowly and turns to me.
"Gokuuuuu." She moans into my chest and wraps her legs around my waist.
"What is it?"
"That was amazing." She sighs and nuzzles into me.
"You should shower though baby. You're all sweaty and sticky."
"I'm not sure I'd be able to stand."
I smile and scoop under her knees and walk her to the bathroom. I kiss her nose as I set her down on the toilet seat cover, and turn to fill the bath.
After checking the temperature, I grab three towels and lift her into the tub. She sighs as her sore muscles hit the water, and I follow, sitting behind her.
"I love you, Kirei."
She mumbled into the air, leaning back into my shoulder. I laugh, taking a washcloth and running it over her shoulders while moving her hair out of the way. She sighs.
I slowly wash her hair and body, taking my time to feel every inch of her skin. She turns to face me, running the soapy washcloth over my chest in an effort to return the favor. I chuckle and take the cloth from her hands, rinsing it in the bathwater and draining it. I stand, helping Kirei to her feet. I wrap a fluffy towel over her shoulders and lead her to sit down on the edge of the bath. I rub a towel through her hair, trying to dry it the best I can. I comb my fingers through it and braid it quickly, helping her dry off the rest of her body.
I dry myself off and wrap my towel around my waist. I take Kireis towels and toss them in the washer, and lead her out to my clothes, giving her my biggest shirt.
"It's time to sleep, my love."
She nods sleepily and drops down onto the bed, curling up and snoring almost instantly. I chuckle and put on a pair of boxers and hop into bed with her, covering the both of us with a heavy blanket.
Yay! It's done! This was super fun to write. I hope you liked it!
~MVO