A/N: Ah! School holidays! Two weeks (I think) Without school, though I still have work and about six assignments! So this is going to have a little bit suggestive, mainly Nick discovering himself and the new world around him + Niff feelings!:) Enjoy (Reviews would be nice)
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I was grateful for Jeff, he was super sweet and showed me all around Dalton. I still can't help but feel left out, even after about two weeks. There is so much new technology like cell phones and laptops – which Jeff laughed at me for not knowing about – and everything is simple. Through the metal and cold exterior of this place, lives something warm for everyone. For me, that's Jeff!
Some nights are hard, well most nights are. When Jeff's not occupied turning me on, I fight hard with myself not to rip the blonde to shreds! I don't know why I want to, but... I feel I need to.
Jeff hasn't had such a good life, I could tell, and he seemed so concerned when I didn't eat – which I can't help. Human food – what I have started to call it – doesn't satisfy my needs.
I lied on my bed, Jeff was at Warbler practise and I was on my own. He wouldn't be back for about three hours, so I thought this would be a good idea to figure out what I am. I sat up and crossed my legs, closing my eyes. I thought about that first time I stood in the mirror, how I felt when my eyes filled with darkness. Anger. I thought about everything that had ever ticked me off.
Anderson, the bully who wouldn't leave me alone until I was crying. Fuck I hate him! I thought as I clenched my fist. His stupid friends, Alexander, Daniel and the eldest, Thad Harwood... My eyes snapped open and I realised I knew Thad. Thad was one of my attackers – he hurt me so bad once that I couldn't leave the cottage for a month. I shot up and punched the wall, leaving a ding in it. I turned to my mirror and saw my skin turn a sickly shade of white, my eyes soaked in black. I smirked, opening my mouth to find my teeth, all long and jagged. I took a deep breath, I felt invincible. Without risking being caught, I snuck out the window. The cool breeze made my curls blow off my face as I started my mini journey.
Everything was going fine, until a junior apporached me,
"Nick!" The boy bounced, I think his name was Jason.
I ignored him, he was irrelevant right now, I wanted Jeff... so I could rip his throat out! The junior came up behind me and tugged on my blazer, that's when I snapped. I growled and pick him up by his throat, squeezing tight. The boy gasped, staring into my eyes. He was so scared! That was until I threw him to the other end of the field, I was the scared one. I ran away with incredible speed only to trip and hit my head hard on the ground. I cursed loudly, my eyes and teeth changing back – skin still pale. The sun was bright in my eyes so I shut them.
Jeff ran to me when he heard I had tripped. He rested my head on his leg but I didn't dare open my eyes, until I heard him gasp. He was feeling for my pulse. I felt a salty liquid on my face and realised the blonde was crying, "Jeff?" I whispered softly, opening my eyes.
"Oh... Oh my god" Jeff whispered, "I thought I lost you"
I stared the blonde in the eye, lifting his chin up, "I'm not going anywhere"
He smiled at me, rubbing furiously at his eyes. He hugged me tight, "Promise?"
Next, I did something I never thought I would, I leant forward and kissed the blonde. I felt him tense up, but slowly settle, kissing me back with force. I smiled, So that's how he want's to play, huh?
I stood up, pulling him with me, and dragged him to our dorm, forcing him onto the bed. I climbed onto him, holding him down with my hands as I kissed him passionately. He moaned and bucked up desperately. I laughed, "Like that, do we?"
He tilted his neck back and I stopped, staring wide-eyed.
KILL HIM! A voice, Jeremiah's voice, screamed in my head.
DO IT! KILL HIM!
My hands snaked up to Jeff's neck, resting lightly, ready to grip.
JUST TILT IT AND SNAP! HE'S DONE FOR!
"No!" I screamed, falling of off Jeff, fainting.