Once Dom reached his quarters he collapsed onto the bed, sighing with frustration. It wasn't long before his over exhausted body forced him into an unwilling deep sleep.

I can't Neal,' Dom had sighed. Why was Neal asking him things like this when he knew that he couldn't answer? What wwas the point? He had managed to fail Kel and that is all there is to it.

'We have to try and find Kel!' his younger, although only slightly, cousin said. Suddenly Dom snapped.

'How do you think I feel, Neal? I FAILED MY WIFE! SHE NEEDED ME AND I FAILED HER!' Dom yelled.

'Dom, yelling is only going to get you no voice,' Neal said trying to calm him down.

'I DON'T CARE! KEL IS OUT THERE, CAPTURED BY SCANRANS AND I AM HERE! FALING HER!' The last two words had been taken out at a furious roar. The door to the room opened.

'Dom, you need to calm down. The whole castle can hear you,' Lord Raoul said poking his head in the room. Dom spun around and nearly tried to kill his knight commander at that! Raoul held him off until Dom stopped struggling.

'Go away,' he said softly, almost too soft to be heard. 'Leave me to my own regrets.'

The dream ended and finally Dom's mind was able to get its first real rest since the last time Neal had to drug him asleep.

*'^'*

Neal patiently waited for his shift to end before retreating to his own bed. He did wish that his Yamani (sp?) Blossom was there with him, but that wasn't going to happen. Even though it had been three years after Kel had gone missing, he still hesitated in bringing Yuki up with him here. He simply didn't know what he would do if she landed with the same fate as Kel had. But his mind knew what he wouldn't admit.

He would end up like Dom.

He was just so confused. Dom had been getting better, why did he choose now to start going psycho again? The war was almost over and every able bodied man was needed. Although it was starting to look like he wasn't as able bodied as everyone like to think.

Raoul was coming the next day, Neal would go and talk to him about getting his cousin taken off duty. He was just going to kill himself and Neal couldn't deal with that along with everything else.

There was too much paper work to start off with...

Edited: 25 Jan 2012

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