I opened my eyes in an attempt to blink back sleep. A quiet yawn escaped my lips as i sat up and looked around the room. My eyes swept over a figure in the corner.
My heart stopped.
"Hello Lucy,"
"Dad? W-what are you doing here?" why is he here? I thought i was free from him? I reached my hand for the nurse call button.
"Don't bother, it won't work." I used it but nothing happened. I tried again. Nothing. he grinned evilly at me before he took a step closer to my bed. "What's wrong? You look scared i just wanted to spend some time with my favorite daughter." He laughed sarcastically.
"Leave." I said firmly
His smile faded. "What did you…"
"Leave." I held my breathe, but didn't move. "You have no business being here, s-so leave." I cursed myself for stuttering.
He took a step closer and stood at the side of my bed. "You want me to leave do you?"
I nodded cautiously.
"Ok, I'll leave…"
I couldn't believe it. Had he really just agreed to what i said? That was a first.
"...But you're coming with me." he hummed. Of course. before i could respond he was on me, pinning my hands behind my back and pulling my IV out. Then he ripped me away from my bed, and tied my hands behind my back. He then shoved me out the door and dragged me down the hall to the glass door of the hospital. "We're going home...sweetie" he growled before shoving me into his car.
The drive seemed short, like it had only taken a few seconds. I thought we lived further away? Maybe he's taking me to an old building so he won't have to bury the body.
Soon i was being pushed into a wall in a dark building. "Welcome home!" he cheered. This isn't my house. Is it? He flickered on a light and I noticed all the features of my house. The old yellow wallpaper that was once pretty but now was peeled and faded. The old brown sofa. The small Tv. The yellow kitchen, and the creaky stairs.
"Let's play a game shall we? How about guess what I'm thinking?I like that one" He snarled. I knew this game well. He would start a sentence then ask me to finish it. If i got it wrong he would whip me once. This would go on until i got the right answer.
He pulled out his whip and i knew the game had begun. "Finish this. Lucy is…"
I hated this one. The ending was usually cruel and made me wonder if he ever really loved me. I took a short breathe. "Lucy is… w-worthless," I whispered as i stared at the ground. "Close…" My father hummed, and with a flick of his wrist the whip snapped and hit my arm. I held in a whimper and tried again, the sooner this was over the better. "...ugly and fat...and a ..bitch" He smirked "Very true...but stilll not it," he whipped me again. I thought for a second. "Ugh," He groaned, "I'm tired of waiting. Do you want to know the answer? Lucy is a worthless peice of shit and an aweful daughter. Your little Natsu friend deserves better." He spat. And I beleived him. Every word. How could I not?
"Come come now Lucy dear I have a surprise for you," he smiled evilly, then led me to the roof where a figure in a chair sat. I stared at it. What the hell is that? As we approched the figure my heart stopped. The figure was Natsu. Natsu. Natsu. Natsu. "Natsu!" Before I could react, he was pushed off the roof. I screamed and tried to run to the edge but my father pinned me down. I heard a thud and….. What sounded like a crack. My heart fell and i felt a lump begin to form in the back of my throat. I stood for a second and processed what had just happened. My good for nothing father killed the love of my life. Natsu didn't deserve it. I did. I should be that splattered body on the ground. I should be the one the police investigate. Not Natsu. Definitely not Natsu. He was too sweet. Too innocent. I on the other hand was far from innocent I was worthless. I should be down there not him.
"What's wrong Lucy? crying about your little dead boyfriend. Maybe it was for the best. He never really loved you anyway," The way he said dead caused something in me to snap. I launched myself at my dad struggling to push him off the roof, but he was stronger. He threw me a few feet and stood there watching as I sat up. I attempted to to stand but ended up falling back down with a thud. Natsu's gone. He's really gone. The only person I ever Loved Just…..vanished. And it was all my fault! I broke down into tears. Weeping hysterically as i rocked back and forth. I just couldn't believe it. It seemed like everyone I've ever loved died because of me. I'm so selfish that other people die. I'm a murderer a worthless peice of shit who no one loves and an awful daughter. Maybe I should just jump here and now. It would be easier for everyone if I was gone. Right? I shakily stood up and walked toward the edge of the roof. I peered over forgetting that Natsu's lifeless body lay at the bottom. I love you Natsu. I always have. And always will. You deserved better than me. An now I'm going to get what I deserve.
"Finally going to do it hu? It's about time you.." he stopped as soon as i actually jumped.
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I'm comin home
I'm comin home
tell the world I'm comin home…
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Well…..That just happened. Anyway.. I love you guys so so much! Also I was wondering if anyone knew how to make a cover image on the computer, and wanted to make me one. Maybe? And this is not the end of the story just so you know!