Now we're back to the beginning

It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Neal's P.O.V.

(Pay attention to the italicised part [The really long one])

'Dom!' I called out. I had been trying to find my idiot cousin for the past half an hour and by now I was starting to get annoyed.

'If you don't get out here in ten seconds, I'll… I'll…'

'You'll what?' Dom asked, suddenly coming out of the corner that he had been hiding in.

'I don't know what I do, but I will certainly try to keep you alive for as long as I could,' I threatened and dragged him into my room. My Yamani Blossom was sitting there with her feet tucked beneath her, as if she was waiting for us.

'Sit, Dom,' I ordered and he sat robotically. He sat up straight for the whole of two seconds and then slouched and stared at my roof. I rolled my eyes. 'Next time, Dear, remind me to put a painting of Kel up there. At least then he would have a reason to stare at it.'

She laughed her bell laughed and placed one hand on her stomach. I was reminded of why I was forced to spend a rather long time searching for my idiot cousin and I leaned over from my chair and poked him.

'What?' he was irritably.

'I would like to tell you something,' I started and he rolled his eyes.

'That's nice,' he said and looked away again. I was just about to get up and punch him when Yuki placed her hand on my arm. Give him a break, her eyes seemed to say. Yep, I thought back. And then tell him that we are expecting our first child when he won't even get the chance with Kel. Boy, this is going to go down well!

'Dom, how you feel about being godfather to the child Yuki and I are expecting?' I asked him. Dom looked up startled and grinned at us. Then that grin faded and I just knew that we were about to start arguing again.

'I can't,' he muttered and looked away from us.

'Why not?' Yuki asked whilst in my head I was yelling at her not to.

'Because,' he started, his face turning into a horrible snarl, 'do you really want someone who is practically useless? Would you want your first child learning that when their world turns upside down slightly, to just give up?' he yelled at me.

I snapped. I can't say it any other way. I have never really snapped like this before and I don't plan on doing it again. Now that I think about it later, one half of me is desperate to pretend that I somehow learnt it from the Lioness, but I know the truth and I can't deny it. I lost it at my cousin.

I don't remember what I shouted but from the way that his jaw dropped I think it wasn't something so nice. But who does he think that he is? Kel knew people other than him! Yeah, they were great for each other, but if somehow we ever see Kel again I am going to tell her to just ditch the loser once and for all, he isn't good for her.

After I finished yelling, I think I looked at Yuki and she nodded in agreement with me, I think… I don't actually know, I was still considering killing my cousin to put him and the rest of us out of our misery.

I finished, his jaw snapped shut and he walked out, back straight and head high. Proudly.

I smirked. Job done.

Hi! I have been off school sick for the whole of this week! I hate getting sick in the summer!

:)

Now I am procrastinating for the next chapter...

Aly