(Seth's point of view in thought)

Pain. More pain. clothes ripping ,screaming ,Leah ,mom. Thoughts kept running through my mind. It had been two days since I changed into wolf form and I still couldn't change into human form. Dammit all to hell! I thought.

Try deep breathing ,Seth. thought Jared. I growled then started taking deep breaths. Good good. Now think of a place you love. Somewhere relaxing and peaceful. He thought in a soothing voice. Then I started to think of a beach and the wave sounds. I began to relax. Wow Jared! You're really good at this calming stuff. Paul thought. I rolled my eyes and started thinking about the beach again. Slowly I felt my body began to shrink. Soon I was standing on two legs butt naked in the middle of the forest.

Leah-wolf came up and threw shorts at me. I blushed and pulled them on quickly. When I looked up again Leah was dressed and standing in front of me. "Seth!" she said and hugged me. This was the side not a lot of people see in Leah. "Hey sis." I said hugging her back.

"I have something to tell you." Leah said pulling away. "Yeah?" I said taking deep breaths "So there is a problem." Leah said. "What?" I growled. "You have to stay with Sam and Emily until the beast is under control." she said in a stern tone. I laughed "Trust me I've been told." I spat. Deep breaths deep breaths.I chanted in my head.

Leah smiled and hugged me "My brother is a wolf now! That is so great and so wrong at the same time!" Leah whispered then let me go "Bye Seth. I'll see you later." she said and ran away. I sighed and felt the damn beast ripping at my center of my body. I growled and quickly ripped off the pants when I blew up into the damn wolf.

Looks like it didn't work very long. Paul thought smugly to Jared. I started running.

What blew you up this time kid? Jared asked and flashbacks started flashing in my head. Mom showing us the girl that was supposed to live with us. She was beautiful and I really wanted to meet her. And it was so rude not to be there.

God i wanted to meet her. I thought and the guys laughed. I growled and started running faster. From what I heard through the grape vine was that she isn't much different from the girls here ,Seth. She has long dark brown hair ,dark eyes ,okay body from what we saw from the huge clothes she wears. Paul stated I saw pictures from his mind and she was very pretty. I sighed and stopped. Okay Jared. Work your magic on me.I thought and Jared began to talk in his soothing voice. Soon I was human again and walking towards Sam's house.

He greeted me at the back door "So Jared calmed you down enough?" Sam asked I smiled at him and nodded "You gotta be hungry. So come in and join everyone for dinner. Just if you feel mad walk casually toward the back door. Jared will follow you." Sam said and we went in to eat some cheesy hamburgers ,my favorite.

When dinner was over I walked to the back door and turned wolf. I felt better ,because I think I finally got it think I got this down. I run to my house just to see how things are going. I won't even go inside. I ran towards my house. I slowly walk just where the trees would allow me to see ,but not be seen.

A girl was standing at the window of the sink. She was looking up at the moon with an elbow on the sink. She was looking at the moon ,but I never got a good look at her face.

Seth? Leah's thoughts soon came swimming into my head.

Sup?I thought back. She felt angry so I turned around and ran deep in the forest.

What were you doing? You are supposed to be with Emily and Sam. she thought and I snorted. I just wanted to see how mom was but since she wasn't there I saw Sonya. I thought and went back to Sam's. I relaxed and changed human.

"Looks like you would be able to go home soon. If you keep that up." Leah said as she pulled her hair out of her shirt. I smiled and sighed "It sucks. I miss mom. And what the hell is up with this damn wolf never leaving me alone? Shit man I can't stop fighting it." I mumbled. "He will never stop. That is the thing you have to gain control over it then just don't listen to him." Leah said with a smile. "Trust me nobody got it the first time. So just wait."

I groaned "But it has been two days ,Leah! Two freakin' days!" Leah sat down and said "You are actually doing really good. I had to wait five days in order to calm down enough to turn back human." I nodded and sighed. Sitting next to her. She put her arm around me and I leaned on her shoulder. "Remember when used to sit like this when we were younger?" Leah whispered. I nodded "Yeah ,but instead we talked about your boy trouble and my stalking Anna." I whispered back laughing.

"Yeah, what happened with her?" Leah asked and I started shacking. "Damn it!" I said standing up. "Control ,bro. All about control." Leah said and I took deep breaths. Soon the shacking stopped and I sat next to Leah again. "Sorry ,sis." I mumbled embarrassed. She smiled and said "Don't worry. I used to lose it when somebody would just look at me."

"So...." Leah said I smiled "Anna went out with Embry. She was off limits since then. Also I was thirteen. I'm older and wiser." I mumbled and Leah laughed "Yeah like two years ago was so long ago."

"It was enough time to change me." I said and she nodded. "If you keep up your control like that you'll be home soon. I promise. " Then she stood up "I've got to go and get some shut eye. I have next patrol and Sam would bite my head off if he found out I feel asleep on the job." Then she winked and walked away. I smiled again. I stood up too and walked away towards Sam's house.

Maybe I'll be home soon I thought.

(two days later)

"Seth? Wake up!" Jacob's voice yelled. I mumble something about mom and turned on my side. Jacob growled and grabbed my foot. He pulled me off the sofa and started dragging me toward the door. "What the hell ,man!" I yelled not even shacking that's right I'm just that good.

"Time to get you new clothes! And Leah said she will take you shopping with her." he said still dragging me. "Do you guys really think I will be okay with being around high school jerks?" I mumbled and Jacob was still dragging me.

"Damn! Stop dragging me! Shit man. And what the hell am I supposed to wear? Hello cut off jeans and no shirts aren't the nicest outfit out there." I said standing up. "I'll give you some jeans and a shirt that are too small for me." he said and looked me up and down "Yeah you are about the same size I was when I first changed." he mumbled and started walking.

I followed him to his house and he gave me a black shirt and dark jeans. I dressed and waited with him for Leah. She came about twenty minutes later and we walked outside to her car. Jacob opened the front passanger seat and I opened the back door and the scent came stronger. I slip inside and I looked at Leah. "So how long is this going to take?" I asked and Leah grinned "All day long little brother." she said and started the car.