A/N I DO NOT OWN ANYTHING! I ONLY OWN THIS PLOT! I AM CO-WRITING THIS STORY WITH ELAN RAIN! She wrote most of this chapter. Thanks for all your reviews and alerts and favorites!

WARNING: This chapter is very much abusive to Bella. Rated M chapter! Please do not read if this offends you! You have been warned! It isn't pretty… Proceed with caution!

Read on…if you dare…

She headed for the door but he grabs her arm roughly and pulls her as he sends her flying into the shelves against the wall. Everything comes crashing down around her and she is hurt badly. "Rather you be dead then one of them" he mocks as he looks down to her fallen body. There were a few pieces of glass thrown across her body and she was bleeding in various places. "Let's see if your bloodsucker still won't hurt you now" he taunted as he picked up her battered body and walked from the garage once more.

Jacob held Bella in his arms bridal style and she began to stir so he placed her down before he dropped her. He wouldn't want that, that would be too easy. No taking the easy way out, she deserved to be punished for what she was doing. Planning your own death was a bad thing and frowned upon in most cities. He had to plan the best friend part for now.

"Oh my god Bella I don't know what happened!" he lied smoothly as he looked down to her. There were tears in her eyes "Don't cry Bella I didn't mean to hurt you. I don't want to see you cry" He taunted her further. The games just starting and he couldn't wait to finish them. It was going to be so much fun.

"What happened?" she whimpered out in obvious pain. Her arms and part of her leg was covered in broken glass. She didn't want to move, every inch she moved brought extreme pain.

"I just told you I don't know. Did your fall make you deaf or something?" He teased her with a smirk on his face. "Are you even listening to me?" He was growing angrier but he had to hold his cool a little longer. He had to stick to his plan. She would doubt her choices and her decisions and then everything would be perfect.

"I…I didn't fall… you pulled me and then threw me into the wall…"

"Bella, I am hurt that you think I could do that do that to you"

"Well you were mad at me…"

"Yea… but I would never hurt you…"He knelt down to her level and wiped a tear from her eye before smoothly smacking her across the cheek. "That was hurting you…"

Bella gasped from the sting and said "Jake what the hell?"

"You are going to die anyway... better me kill you then that bloodsucker"

Bella panicked for a moment not knowing if he was kidding or not. He was starting to scare her and he was powerful, what if he couldn't control his anger? "Jake… calm down…this is crazy…"

"Is it?" He stood and towered over her angrily. "Just imagine for a moment Bella, close your eyes and imagine that the person you love most in this world just told you that they had a date planned for the night they were going to kill themselves…"

"Jake… you know I will come back. It isn't like I am really dying"

"That isn't certain. Your body might not be able to handle the change and you will die at his hands, his mouth draining you of every last drop of blood until you're no longer breathing.…"

"I… I didn't think about it like that"

Jacob smirked; he knew he would be able to talk some sense into her. Maybe he wouldn't have to kill her after all. "Do you even know the process Bella?" He put emphasis on the word know when he spoke. "It is supposed to be the most painful thing ever experienced and here is the best part. Lover boy won't be able to help you. It is all about you and your body, nothing he does after it starts will help you."

"Wha-" Bella couldn't breathe it was all wrong; it wasn't supposed to be like that. "Edward never told me that…" she whispered softly, her head hung in defeat.

"Of course he didn't! Why would he tell you that it is going to hurt you and be painful to be like him? He wants to see you suffer! He tells you no so you will do it more! It is called reverse psychology."

"No, it can't be. Edward loves me; he doesn't want to hurt me"

"Pfft if he didn't want to hurt you he would let you be with me. With someone who cares about you enough to know when to stop and when to not take things beyond control. You are in way over your head Bella…"

"I am not; I can get out of this anytime I want to."

"Yea… then prove it."

"How?"

"Kiss me…"

"No! I will not kiss you. I love Edward! Ahh! What am I talking about? Stop putting things in my head"

"I am just speaking the truth Bella; I think you are making the wrong choice."

"This wasn't just a choice between you and Edward. It was between who I should be - and who I actually am…" She paused and didn't let him speak, she had to keep going. "I've always felt - out of step. Literally - stumbling through life. I've never left... normal. But now I know…" She took a deep breath and then continued. "I'm not normal. To be perfectly honest… I don't want to be." She finally stood and faced him before speaking again. "I've faced death and loss and pain in his world. But - I've also never felt stronger, more real, more... myself. Because it's my world, too Jacob. It's where I belong."

Jake didn't hesitate and he slapped her once more. "Snap out of it, you're living in a dream world…None of what you just said makes any sense. You need to be with me and if you can't see that then I need to make you…" He grabbed her roughly and pulled her close. "You wouldn't have to change for me. Or say goodbye to anyone. I can give you more than him. He probably can't even kiss you without hurting you." He pulled her into a deep kiss his hands holding her closer to him so she couldn't pull away. Him holding her hands to his warm chest. Of course he didn't have a shirt on. He never wore shirts.

Bella pushes against him angrily, but he pulls her tighter to him. She spins back toward him and punches him in the mouth! There's a horribly loud crunching sound on impact. Jacob doesn't even finch but his laughter rubles in his chest. Bella grabs her hand in obvious pain as she lets out a small scream. She clutches her hand in her other hand and glares at him angrily.

"Oh you are so dead" he tells her angrily as goes to hit her again but she runs off stumbling a bit.

She wasn't used to walking, let alone running with all of her injuries. She grit her teeth and pushed through the pain. She had to get away from him. She had to move fast and she needed to be safe. Where was she? She groaned as she ran not knowing where she was going to end up.

Jacob chuckles and says "Oh yes… hide and seek, I love this game." He shut his eyes and said "1…2…3… ready or not…" He said mainly to himself before chasing after her in his wolf form. Not hesitating to transform. He loves the chase and the fear makes the catch so much better. Within seconds he found her but he didn't attack just yet he loved to hear her heart race. Just knowing that she was terrified of him made this all the more exciting.

Bella paused to catch her breath, her hands on her knees, the pain burning her entire body. She knew if she stopped she wouldn't be able to survive his next assault. She blinked and gasped in shock when she realized where she was. She could get to the river she would be safe. She had to cross the line and she had to do it fast.

He continued to just follow her running, pausing as she stopped to catch her breath. This was so much fun! He chased her until he recognized the part of the woods he was running to. There was no way that pathetic human was going to cross the line. He would kill her first and that is what he planned to do. He increased his pace and tackled her to the ground, stabbing his giant paws into her stomach brutally knocking her out instantly. Smirking as he hears her ribs cracking as well as her collar bone, part of her shoulder was also messed up. There were some random broken bones here and there just enough that she would live.

Once he was satisfied that she was bleeding enough that no Cullen would be able to go near her. Not even the great doctor. No one would be able to save her without killing her themselves from their blood lust. He chuckled and transformed back into his human form and picked her up tossing her back to the ground. Kicking her body until it met the edge of the river. "Bella Stay" he mocked her fallen body and laughed.

The long river before them that was the huge line that the filthy, blood suckers couldn't cross or the fight was on. He dared them to cross it, he wanted to fight. He needed to fight. "Your bloodsucker friends can't come here to save you… your all mine…" He leaned down and kissed her bloodied lips as he whispered "You should have picked me…"

A/N what will happen next? Will the Cullen's be able to save her? I promise none of the other chapters will be so violent!

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