Should I leave a note or should I just ride things out with him and protect him the best I can.
"Luna?" he said sitting up
"What baby?" I asked wiping my face.
"Why are you up and packing?"
"No reason baby"
"Luna you are a really bad liar you know that right. You aren't thinking about leaving me are you?"
"I am only trying to protect you it is because of me that you got hurt every time it is me that gets you hurt love"
Marc got out of bed and hugged me from behind and whispered in my ear" Don't leave me Luna you don't have to protect me from anything you know that I am the one that needs to keep you safe not the other way around"
"Marc there is something big coming something bigger than the both of us I just don't want you getting hurt love"
"Luna just please stay here with me"
"Okay" I said putting my things down.
"Come back to bed with me"
Marc let go of me and I turned around and kissed him and put my head on his chest and started crying again. Marc just hugged me tighter "Shhh baby your okay"
"I am sorry I was thinking about leaving you"
"Luna your okay hun"
I laid down on the bed marc laid next to me pulled me close to him. He feels so cozy I feel like scum he is so sweet.
Marc fell asleep and shortly after I did too. When I woke up this morning Marc was gone there was a note "Luna went for a run be back before you even wake up Love marc" I rolled over and went back to sleep. A little bit later the door opened and closed I rolled over and rubbed my eyes.
"Marc?"
"Hey Luna sleep okay"
"Yeah I did" said as I got out of bed and kissed him
He kissed me back "Baby I am going to take a shower I need one"
"Okay baby hey you want me to wash your back?"
"Please" he said going to the bathroom I let him going in first and getting in the shower. I heard the water start. I went in and he left the curtain open.
"Give me your wash cloth and your body wash" I said
"Here you go" he said handing them to me.
I washed his back and then I got his hair too he loves his head massaged.
"Okay baby got your back and your hair you can get the rest I will be waiting for you when you get out"
"Okay baby thank you and I won't keep you waiting"
I left him to finish his shower and to just relax I closed the door behind me then I heard the water turn off and marc got out of the shower. I lay on the bed and Marc came out in his basketball shorts and no shirt. I looked at him and all I could do was smile. He gave me a smile back and he sat on the edge of the bed.
"Luna"
"What babe"
What is coming that made you so scared that you would have to run to save me"
"A huge war between vampires and everyone else baby and you are still so new I need to keep you alive because if I lost you I wouldn't ..." I didn't dare finish my sentence.
"Luna baby I am the strongest fighter here you know that"
"I don't want you going off to war!"
Marc looked at me shocked. He came closer to me and hugged me. I just let the tears roll and I held him closer to me.
"Luna look at me". I looked at him his eyes look like they were on fire I could see the love the passion and the fear all at once.
"I am not going to go anywhere not without you okay if the war comes we will fight you and I as a team okay"
I nodded my head and put it back on his chest.
"Come on baby just lay here with me I am not going to leave you ever"
He and I laid there for a while.
I kissed him and he kissed me back I wrapped my arms around his neck to bring him closer to me he kissed my neck then he stopped.
"Why did you stop baby"
"Shhh I heard something" he said putting his finger to my lips
Then I heard it too a drunken Irishmen
"Marc it is only Damien when he gets drunk he sings O Danny boy" Then out of nowhere the singing stopped and he fell down. Marc jumped up and went out side
"Honey he is on our steps is the guest room cleaned out"
"Why is it always our steps and yes it is bring him in here"
Marc picked up Damien and brought him inside I opened the guest room door so he could get in easily.
Marc laid him on the bed. "Come on Luna lets go he just needs to sleep it off he will be fine"
"Marc what day is today?"
"Saturday the 21 why"
"If we were still together today would be our 15th month together"
"Is that why he is drunk?"
"Yeah" I said trying not to show marc I was crying
We left and let him sleep a few hours later I heard him sing Scarborough fair by Celtic women.
"Marc I am going to go check on him"
"Okay baby holler if you need help"
I went in and he was sitting up and crying
"Hey are you okay"
"I want you back Luna!"
"Sorry you can't have me back"
He looked at my ring "You guys are getting married aren't you"
"Yes we are" I smelt blood "Let me see your arms now"
He pushed up his sleeves and they were so deep he might need stitches
"Marc get me the first aid kit now"
Marc showed up with it and his eyes got really big like he was going to attack him
"Marc go for a walk okay or go stand outside"
He ran out the door fast. "Why Damien"
"I want to die okay I messed up with the girl of my dreams just let me die Luna please"
" No I am not going to let you die you are so much better than this remember the first time you saw my arms like this what did you say to me "
"I don't remember"
"yes you do just think"
"I said I still loved you and that I was going to help you"
"Yes there you go baby we are going to work on this" I said cleaning his cuts and getting them banged
"You still love marc than me though"
"Of course I still love marc you lost your chance with me"
He passed out. I checked his pulse slow and shallow kept slowing down and fading till his heart stopped
"No come back please don't leave me. Marc!"