Note:
So yes it's another chapter out so soon, It's because i love you all so much
Enjoy ;)
Beth still hasn't spoken to Daryl since the kiss, I don't think she will be anytime soon. Beth and Daryl keep giving each other looks, or nods. This is the only type commutation they were giving each other. Beth still feels really awkward around him, She doesn't know what to do or even say.
She doesn't even know what he's thinking, and he really doesn't show any type of body language. A couple of nods, grunts and groans. She's used to that now. It's Daryl for crying out loud, He gives the walkers more attention then he does Beth.
She really wishes, some times she could just punch him straight in the face. Maybe that would knock some fucking sense into him and for him to stop being such an ignorant old prick. She laughs at her thoughts, while looking up at him.
I wonder if he was lonely before, this all happened or was he just with that nasty brother of his? He's never really spoke about his life before all this happened? I wonder what his father was like? His mother?
Beth knew nothing about Daryl and Daryl knew most things about her.
He doesn't seem the type that would just open up about his past, or even talk about his family. Would she ever get the chance at this rate? Their not even speaking to each other.
'Oh sorry about the kiss,but what was you're mother like?'
Yeah cause that's going to go down well. 'Hey were you close to you're father?'
Like he would just confess right then and their what his mother and father were like. He'd probably tell her to mind her fucking business.
What the hell does she know about Daryl Dixon, nothing!
Then why the hell does Beth Green like him so damn much?
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Daryl turned round, to look at Beth was walking behind him. He was still thinking about how she kissed him. Smacked him right on lips with hers. She's a kid, nothing more than a teenager. Kissing a man that was way older than her.
What the hell was she thinking?
It's probably some school girl crush type thing? But you wouldn't kiss you're teacher? A man twice you're age.
She probably thinks he likes her too, he did kiss her back and all. Shit he thought!
She probably thinks 'I like her' He screamed inside his head, rubbing the top his head. Yeah he kissed her back, but it was a spare of a moment thing. You don't think in those sort of situations!
Daryl was taken by surprise with the kiss and any type of man wouldn't know how to react to that, so they just kiss them back. Daryl is different from normal men, he wasn't really the type to just kiss some girl back. Daryl didn't know what came over him when he kissed her back. He's not really a people person but when he started to get to know Rick and the other guys, Daryl was slowly starting to get the family he'd never had and Beth was a part of it at least. He'd never really taken the time out to talk to her but he knew she was their.
He knew she was a kind person and would help anyone, she has a very kind soul. He wouldn't wont to hurt her in anyway. Daryl know's he would hurt her, he's not boyfriend material at all. He's not like that!
And deep down she must know that about him, as people used to say if theirs trouble around Daryl Dixon would always be there. His mother used to say to him, 'trouble follows you.'
He's never had a girlfriend, always one night stands.
Daryl has always used women for what he wanted, fuck them and dump them. Party every night with is brother, they'd get up to all sorts of crazy shit.
Daryl Dixon didn't have the life, Beth green had. The perfect family, the big house and perfect school life.
Daryl rarely even turned up to school, his best friend was his brother. Did everything with Merle but when Merle joined the army, that's when his life fucked up even more. Daryl had a shit home life, so he took it out on himself.
Staying out all night, taking drugs and staying in cells all night. Daryl wouldn't sit down and tell Beth any of this. He's not share you're feelings type of guy!
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Both Daryl and Beth set up for the night, still not talking to each other. Beth looked straight at him, trying to make some sort of contact.
She needs to say some thing to him, they both can't go on not speaking at all.
"I'm sorry" Beth looking straight at him, he didn't even look at her. He carried on eating his food.
Maybe he didn't hear her, "I'm sorry" she said a bit louder. He still didn't look up! He can hear me she thought, He's just ignoring her. She got up off the floor and walked straight in front of him. "I'm sorry!" She shouted.
He looked up at her, "Keep it down" He said and went straight back to eating his food.
'Keep it down' she thought, 'keep it fucking down'
Is that all he has to say to her? Keep it down? who the fuck does he think he is? She smacked the food out of his hand.
Daryl looked angry, he got up off the ground. Beth moved back a little "We need to talk" she said really quietly.
"Y' wanna talk?" moving towards her.
"Yeah" Beth didn't know what to do at this point, not say anything at all or just cry.
Daryl was just staring at her, Beth wishes she never even opened her mouth now. What was the fucking point? He's not going to talk to her about the kiss they shared.
"Speak then" He harshly said.
Beth at this point felt like bursting into tears but she was going to keep strong. "I'm sorry"
"I know I heard you before" He turned away from her and sat back down. "Let it go beth"
Let it go, the words hit her hard.
She sat back down where she was sat before talking to Daryl. Beth felt like crying, Daryl seems like he wants nothing to do with her. What was the point of sticking around with some one who going to just ignore her.
Beth could do all this on her own, she could survive. She's proved that she can take down walkers well she couldn't take down herds by herself, she wasn't strong enough for that.
She could survive, she learnt a lot from Daryl.
She packed up her bag, grabbing her knife putting it in her belt. She put her back pack on.
"I'm going" She said not even looking at him just walked away from the camp. Daryl didn't even say anything to her, he just watched her leave.
Beth was five minutes away from Daryl and the camp. She leaned up against a tree slipping down to the ground. She covered her face with her hands.
"Shit" she cried in to her hands "Shit"
She took her hands away from her faces and wiped away her tears away. What the hell is she going to do? if she just goes back to camp she'll look like a baby. He'll just laugh at her but what if he's gone now?
'No Beth no' She thought, He'd still be sat their waiting her to return. She covered her face again with hands, knowing running away was stupid idea.
"Well look what we have here, a pretty little blonde thing" Beth looked up to a man standing right in front of her rubbing his together. Beth shot straight up from the ground, She grabbed the top of her knife from her belt.
" Know need for that little girl" Grabbing her by her belt. Beth tried pushing him away, trying to fight back But no luck he was a lot stronger than her.
"Now, I have a camp" he smiled, Beth noticed most of his teeth were missing. The man pushed her up against a tree. "Some of the men in my camp, like's little girlies" Smelling her hair. His hands where griping on her waits tight. Making her skin burn.
She could feel his hand moving up under her top, She let out a little scream. "Get off me"
Beth was getting really scared, Why did she leave the camp and leaving Daryl behind none of this would of happened.
"Keep still" The guy shouted, hitting her a cross the face, making her nose bleed. Beth could feel him biting her neck. Rolling up her top up, feeling her skin with his rough hands. She's going to die she thought. Tears rolled down her face, Beth remember she still had her pen in her back pocket of her jeans, she grabbed the pen as quick as she could, She stabbed the pen in to the man's neck as hard as she could.
The man took a step back from her "Bitch" he shouted pulling the pen out of his neck. "You've done it now" Walking up to her, putting her knife to her neck. "I'm going to watch the pretty little thing die" he whispered in her ear.
She watched the man pull his belt off, he chuckled as he going towards Beth's jeans, the man dropped to the floor. Beth looked over to see Daryl stood their with crossbow at point then looked at the dead man on the floor.
Beth started to cry, she was saved by Daryl once again. She felt Daryl arms wrap around her pulling her close.
"I'm sorry" he said holding her tight.
Beth just let herself cry into Daryl, She's never felt so save being in his arms. She didn't want to talk. She just wanted to stay here in his arms.
"I shouldn't of been such an asshole" Rubbing her back with his hand.
Beth actually thought she was going to die, now she's sat on the ground being held by Daryl, not exactly her big princess story but it was good enough.
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Things were starting to get better since that day. Beth and Daryl were actually on speaking terms. Daryl was actually training and helping her to hunt and to fight, just incase in anything like that happens again.
It was Beth's idea.
Beth wanted to be a little stronger, she wanted to fight for herself and not to be this little girl people think she is.
They didn't really spoke about what happened with that man or even about the kiss, but they were back to some what normal! Well Daryl normal.
Both Beth and Daryl, were sat opposite each other round the fire. Beth had her knee's up against her chest trying to keep warm.
"Y' wanna talk about what happened?"
Beth looked up at him and shook her head.
"I'm okay, Daryl" She gave him a small smile. "Nothing happened, he didn't get that far"
Daryl just looked at her.
"I'm sor" before Daryl could finish what he was about to say, Beth stopped him.
"You can actually stop saying sorry now" She took a deep breath. "You saved me"
Daryl looked up at her
"No, you saved me Beth"
Beth felt herself blushed, What does he mean by that? 'I saved him' she smiled to herself. "What?" she said feeling herself blush again.
"Y' made me give a shit"
