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Chapter 13- So What

In that moment of Daryl telling her he loved her was the greatest feeling she ever felt. Thinking of it made her stomach go all funny, thousand butterflies rushing around in her stomach. Was this one of those romantic stories that could never to be told. Did he want it to be a secret? Thinking about him made her feel weak, she knew she loved him and it was most crazy's feeling ever but she has no one to tell and get all excited about with. She felt like she couldn't go to sister about Daryl because of what she said about Daryl in the first place. How would Maggie react about him telling her he loved Beth or the fact they've done stuff.
She would loose her shit over this.
But they can't keep this a secret for long can they? Some one is gonna find out.
She needed to tell Maggie and it had to come from her.

Beth and Daryl were both lying in bed, it was the early hours in the morning. Daryl always sneaks out when the morning light starts coming through or Judith starts crying and she normally wakes some one up but this morning she was fast asleep.
Daryl was playing with Beth's hand, putting their hands together mocking her small hands. "Their not that small." She giggled. "At least I don't have fat fingers." She looked over at face, It was strange seeing him like this.
"Aye my fingers ain't fat." He chuckled. He rolled over on his side, giving her a kiss on her cheek. "I need to get up." Beth smiled faded. "Y' know Beth, I can't get caught in here." He gets off the bed, bent down to get closer to give her a quick kiss on the lips. "I'm sorry."
Went towards the door, look back at her and left.

This is the part Beth hated, the mornings. Hiding it all.

…

Beth was collecting fire wood, Daryl and Rick was just coming back from getting supplies. "Judith?" Rick asked. "Sleeping." Beth replied. Rick nodded and unloaded the car and took it into the church.
"Y' alright?" Daryl asked.
"Good." Beth smiled, taking the wood to the church. "Daryl."
"Yeah?"
"I wanna tell them." She turned around to face him. "About us."
Daryl looked down floor then at her he itched the back of his head. "Beth, I can't yet." He looked away again. He started walking away from her. Beth dropped the wood she was carrying started walking after him. "No Daryl, stop."

"No not here." he said. He grabbed her by the hand and started ragging her towards the woods. They went far in the woods. "Daryl!" Beth snapped.
"Beth!" He mocked her.
"Stop it." snatching her arm away from his hand. "I can't keep doing this."
"Doing what Beth, this is what you want, me?" He snapped at her.
"Is it me? are you embarrassed of me?"
Daryl face soften, He just stood their facing her. "No." He got close to her stroked her cheek. "Not at all." He grabbed her face and kissed her. Beth pulled back from him.
"Why then?"
"Because I want this to be about you and me, not everyone else." he brought her closer to him. "Not them saying shit behind our backs." He looked at her in those big blue eyes. "For now I want it to just to be about me and Y'." Beth softened at his touch, She wrapped her arms around him. In way he was right. Lets keep it on the down low she thought.

In at moment he lift her head up with his finger and leant down kissed her on the lips. The kiss got deeper, she let him in again and this is one of the moments where the butterflies were back. He picked her up off the ground and leant her up against tree. "I want you here and now." He said in her ear. Was this really happening. Was he gonna make love to her right here right now? "What if some one hear's or see's."
Beth gave him a look.
"So what."he smirked. He kissed her, "Besides no ones gonna come out here, they know you're safe with pretty old me." He winked. Beth giggled as she wrapped her legs around his waist. The kiss got deeper, his hand went to her jeans and pulled them down. "I'll take it slow." He said. Beth took a large gulp, she was nervous but she was also excited too.
"Sure you're ready?" Beth nodded.

Eugene heard some shouting coming from the distance in to the woods, he decided to check out it. Now Eugene isn't the bravest of them all but he thought if he could at least kill or even save the camp he would be spoken to again or at least not just get ignored by everyone. As he walked through the woods.
He didn't see any walkers but were their people he thought to himself. As got a little closer. He realised it was Beth and Daryl. From the looks of it they arguing, but Eugene was to far to make out what they were talking about, he was just about to turn away but when he saw Daryl grab and kiss Beth. Turn back to face them. He leaning Beth up against tree.

"What you doing out here." Eugene turned round as quick has he could.
"Oh howdy Rick."
"Well?" Eugene started picking up pieces of wood off the floor also turning Rick so his back was facing Daryl and Beth. "Beth asked me to finish off getting wood for the fire." Trying to think of lie as quick as possible.
"Where is Beth." Rick said resting his hands on his hips.
"She went off with Daryl, She asked for some lessons in hunting, Y' know what teenagers are like." He chuckled.
He patted Rick on the shoulder, Rick gave him a odd look and then looked at his shoulder where he touched him. "And don't do that again." He started walking off to the church, "Come on, lets have that fire wood then." Eugene turned back to Daryl and Beth and quickly followed Rick back.

"Sure you're ready?" Beth nodded.
Daryl smiled and leant down. he ran his along the waistband of her jeans, which made Beth shiver at his touch. He undone her jeans and pulled them down along with panties. He stood up again and wrapped her legs around him, He undone his own jeans and lifted Beth up little more. "Slow okay" Beth Nodded again. Beth felt his erection against her, She arched her back, pressing into him more. She felt amazing,His ran his hands up her thighs Beth moaned at his touch. It felt amazing being with Daryl.
"Please," Beth whimpered as his fingers danced across stopped his motions and grinned. Finally, she was begging for him. He put his hand palm up against her and ran a finger along her slit. She was soaking wet. And it felt like she had been that way for awhile. Daryl let out a guttural moan and buried his face into her neck as he plunged two fingers into her. Beth let out a small cry, Daryl grinned at thought Beth moaning. He started biting her neck, Beth gripped on to Daryl back trying to keep quiet. She wrapped her legs even tighter around his waist and moved her hips in time with his fingers. Daryl lifted her little bit higher and guided himself into Beth, She squirmed slightly at the pain that was going straight through her body, As the pain was slowly going as Daryl was pushing his way in. It was actually starting to feel good, Beth relaxed on to him. She pulled on to his hair a little, letting little moans come out of her mouth. She could feel Daryl breath on the back on her neck. Her body left like it was closing in, she was stiffening again. She felt so good, Daryl was gripping on to her hips. Her whole body just took over and she let a big moan. She's never ever felt anything like that before.
She heard Daryl chuckled in her ear. He kissed the side of her head.
He pulled away from and pulled him his jeans and buckled up his belt. "Y' okay?"
Beth did the same, "Yes, I feel amazing." Doing the button up of her Jeans. Daryl pulled her in and kisses her softly. "Your amazing." Smiles at her. Beth Blushes a little.

…..

As they both reached up to the church they let their hands part. They watched Maggie walk out of the church not looking very happy. 'shit' Beth thought.
"Where the hell have you been?" Getting closer to them.
"I..Uh I was with Daryl." Beth tried to make out.
"I can see that." Looking over at Daryl.
"I was giving her some training sorta thing, Just keeping her stronger."
Maggie gave them both look. "Thanks Daryl." Taking Beth's hand and walking towards the church.

"Was that the truth?"
"Yeah Maggie, He was teaching me a lot when we were stuck together." She smiled "I wanna get stronger not having to rely on anyone."
"Y' don't have to feel like that Beth, I'll always look after you."
"I wanna do this for myself. right if you don't mind I'd like to give Judith some food."

Maybe Daryl was right maybe they shouldn't tell anyone, you could already see the judgment in Maggie about the two of them just spending time with each other, if she only know what they just got up too.

She was giving Judith her carrots and peas. When Eugene came up behind her. "Little girl don't get yourself in to trouble now."
Beth turned round to face him. "What's that supposed to me?"
"Y' and Mr Dixon." Beth eyes widen. "Don't worry little miss sunshine you're little secret is safe with me."
"Eugene…."
"Don't worry, I won't say anything." He smiled "Nothing to do with me."
"Okay." She gave him a nervous smiled back.
"Just be careful."

How was she supposed to tell Daryl about Eugene knowing, I'd think he would kill if he'd actually would tell anyone. Beth carried on feeding Judith.
She was worried.

Maggie would kill her.

Daryl looked over at Beth, gave her a funny look and mouthed 'Y okay?'
Beth just nodded and picked up Judith took her to the back room. She sat with Judith on her lap, Judith was cuddling in to Beth sucking on her thumb. She kissed Judith on her head.
Daryl walked in.
Beth looked up at him.
"Is it me?" She looked at her with sad eyes. "Do you regret it?"
"No of course not" She put Judith in her crib. "I loved being with you."
"Then what is it?"

Beth looked down at her shoes. "Eugene knows."