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(Seth point of View)
Seeing Sonya...broken hurt me more then anything. I wanted to grab everything that was hurting her away from her and keepit away from her. After we had gotten off the plane and into Jacob's car, Sonya had cried herself to sleep about three times. She was holding herself as if she was keeping herself together, so that she wouldn't break in front of everyone. I wrapped my arm around her but she pushed me away. Her strength was gone and it felt like a small child had pushed me. She turned away from me and stared out the window. It was weird but the weather had somehow taken her mood. Everything was dark and cold. Once we got home, she got off and ran to her room. She shut the door, loudly, and then music began blasting out.
I sighed and turned towards Leah she just shrugged and went to her room with Jacob behind her. I slowly went up the stairs and sat with my back to Sonya's door, leaning against it. "You are the thunder and I am the lighting." I whispered, hoping she would hear me. I almost smiled when her music turned off. "And I love the way you know who you are." I heard a soft thump behind her door and knew she was sitting the way I was.
"But, I don't know who I am anymore, Seth." she whispered and sounded like she was truly broken.
"Why is that?" I whispered.
"My mom denied me. My entire family in minutes turned their backs on me and I could do nothing about it." she whispered back, "I was taught that family defined who you are. And it seems I have failed. Everybody."
"Sonya, your family doesn't define who you are. It only defines a part of you. I can tell you who you are. You're a honest person. You're passionate, you're smart, you enjoy life to the fullest. You're funny, lovable, genres, and many more positive things!" I whispered, "And no one not even your family can take that away from you. Sonya, you've grown up a lot since you've been up here."
"I don't know, Seth. It is just that... I really can't believe it." Sonya said and I heard her sigh, "It'll take a while, so that I can get used to this."
"Why did you push me away?" I asked.
"Because, I figured if my own blood can turn away from me, so can my soul-mate." she whispered.
"I can't. I'll love you forever, Sonya. You'll always have me." I whispered and I heard her sigh, I wasn't sure if it was out of stress or relief. "Can I come in, my Wil?"I whispered and I heard her hand twist the knob. I waited till she moved a little bit from the door then crawled in. As soon as I was sitting the opposite side of the door I grabbed her into my arms and held her. She snuggled up next to me and sighed again.
"Promise me, I'll always have you by my side. You'll never leave me even if I grew another head." she whispered into my neck.
"I promise. Even if you grew another head and an extra pair of arms." I answered. I felt her smile.
"Remember that conversation about our wedding?" she whispered and I nodded, "I'll change my last name. Why carry the burden of a world that denied me?"
"I don't want you to do something you'll regret later." I whispered back to her.
"No, You've loved me through my Change, and even when I said I didn't need you. I won't regret making La Push my home." she said, "My family was always was in the back of my mind, and now that I know they can throw me out of my life, I can too. Seth, I'm full La Push now." and I liked the sound of that.
"Okay Sonya." I whispered and kissed the top of her head.
"I love you, Sethie." she whispered and snuggled closer.
"Love you too, My Wil." I whispered back and she fell asleep. I laid her down on her bed and I went to Leah's room.
"What are we gonna do?" she asked. Her and Jacob were sitting down on her bed.
"Simple, Sonya accepted her family's decision. I think it's best we just act as a normal as possible." I turned towards Jacob, and frowned.
"I-I know Seth. This never happened before, but then again we've never had a non full blooded person become werewolf. Anyhow, Leah has some really great news." Jacob said
"I'm preggo lil brother! " Leah said with a huge smile. I smiled and hugged her close.
"I can't believe it! This is great! Wait are you gonna move up the wedding? We don't know if you'll show sooner." I said with a curious face.
Leah started laughing, "You and Sonya are so alike!"
"Why?" I asked smiling of the sudden light mood set in the room.
"Because she asked me the samething when I told her." Leah said and we heard a giggle. All of turned and saw Sonya standing there. "Hey honey, whats up?" Leah asked.
"Nothing, I just had a nightmare and wanted to see you guys." she muttered and went next to Leah. Leah hugged her close and she smiled.
"I can't wait to see, Lena!"Sonya whispered.
"Whose Lena?" Jacob asked.
"Your baby girl. I can tell what your having." Sonya said.
"How'd you come up with Lena?" I asked "Wait, how can you tell?"
"Well, I've always been able to tell. When someone is preggo I could somehow tell what they were having. Also, I like the name so I'm gonna call her that for awhile till the parents find a name for her." Sonya said with a grin,
"Cool." I said and smiled.
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