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(Sonya Point Of View)

I was sitting on my bed, looking at the picture of me and my family, crying. It was around midnight and I knew Seth wasn't suppose to be in until three. Leah was in a sleep-like comma and Jacob was with Seth. I brought my knees to my chest and rested my forhead on them. I started sobbing, knowing that I'll never be able to go back to my old life, never see my mom again. I thought I would have made it work but it all was screwed up.

I tried to be happy, I tried to make sure Seth, Leah and Jacob thought I was okay, so that they could move on and think about the new life that was coming soon. I thought about all the good things that came out of moving to La Push. One being Seth, two being the pack and three being the love I am surrounded with. I wasn't suppose to be sad here in this bright loving home, but I couldn't stop thinking about my mother's facial expression when she heard what I am. I took a deep breath and I heard movement behind me, I turned quickly to see Embry standing at my door.

"Embry? Whats wrong?" I asked rubbing my eyes. "Is Seth okay?" I felt my heart drop.

"No, he's fine, but you aren't. Sonya, I heard about what happened." He said and walked into my room and sat at the edge of the bed. "I don't think anyone told you this, but my mom didn't know about me being a werwolf. She...rejected me when she found out what I was. I told her during the bon fire, she screamed and pointed at me. She called me a monster and said I was never to live in her house again. Billy made her pormise that she wasn't going to tell anyone. She said no one was going to believe her so...she left. I haven't seen her since. I was broken, a little bit worst then what you are. I only had one parent and she didn't want anything to do with me. But then I found something speical. I found my true family."

"With the pack?" I asked.

He smiled, "No, I found it in Cici. If I didn't imprint on her the week my mom left me, I don't know what would have happened. You already have you're home, in Seth. Together you guys will keep each other happy. Keeping this emotions away from him isn't good, for you or the relationship. You two love each other and should trust each other with everything." Embry said and threw an arm around my shoulder. "You know, it's funny that in such a short time you've became such a big part of all our lives. We're happy you're here Sonya...some more then others." and as he said that he looked up towards my window. I did too, and saw Seth. I got up and opened the window, he climbed in and smiled at Embry.

"What are you doin here?" Seth asked with his eyebrow raised.

"I was passing the house to start patrol when I heard crying from Sonya's room, I checked it out and we had a talk. I got to go before Paul rips my head off." Embry said and jumped out the window. I hugged Seth and he squizzed me,

"How've you been holding up?" he asked and I smiled.

"i've got everything I need right here." I whispered and kissed him. "We need to talk." Seth nodded and we went to my bed. We curled up together and he put his head on top if mine. "I'm sad, really sad. I sometimes see a mother with her kids and I can't breath. I imagine my mom's face when she understood what I am, and how she threw me out. I cry alot but I really try to hold it in. Seth I'm sorry I've kept this from you." I whispered into his chest.

"Sonya, I know you weren't happy, I'm sorry I hadn't said anything it's just you seemed so breakable." Seth muttered into my hair.

"Does everyone know? About me being this bad?" I asked,

"You do pretty good at hidding your feelings from everyone. But not from me, I can see it in your eyes." Seth said and laughed, "You're eye give everything to me, my Wil." I smiled and leaned up to kiss him.

"You're the best Seth." I whispered, and hugged him tighter.

"I know, hey, we will fix this. It will just take time, and tons of patients. Good thing we have both." Seth whispered. I nodded and moved closer to him, "You're tired, go to sleep, My Wil."

I fell asleep hearing Seth's calm breathing.

Hey I'm so sorry I haven't updated for so long! Please forgive me :(