A/N: I have an epilogue and maybe even a sequel in mind, so I'd love some reviews. Something about getting a review just makes the words start to flow. Thank you everyone who has reviewed so far, and I'm sorry this chapter took so long. It was just stuck somehow. If you haven't yet, check out my smutty one-shot, "DSL." My next project is a non-smutty AU Klaine fic, so keep an eye out for that as well if you like that sort of thing. Enjoy!
Blaine was really starting to appreciate the little moments of assertiveness Kurt was displaying. He might not have found the nerve to make the next move if Kurt hadn't made his feelings clear by moving Blaine's hand back to his ass. He told himself that he was just being extra careful with Kurt's feelings.
Blaine kneeled on the bed between Kurt's legs. He brushed his fingers against Kurt's entrance and gave him a flirty look. Blaine took a moment to catch his breath and shore up his courage, but he could only ask Kurt how he was doing so many times before he caught on to the fact that he was stalling. Blinking back his nerves once more, Blaine applied some extra lube and slipped two fingers back inside of Kurt, then studied his face for a reaction. "Mmmm..." Kurt just smiled and closed his eyes.
Blaine inched his fingers deeper, the heat from his boyfriend's body driving him to distraction. Up until this point, Blaine had been resolutely focused on being patient, and gentle, and good, and restrained, and everything else he felt he needed to be for Kurt. He had been trying not to think about what was in it for himself. But feeling the heat on his fingers broke his focus, and for a little while he allowed himself to fantasize about what it would be like to have his cock inside of Kurt instead of his fingers. Blaine closed his eyes and panted against Kurt's skin, pausing to kiss his hip.
"Oh my god, Blaine," Kurt gasped. "Another finger... please? Please!" Blaine slipped a third finger easily inside of Kurt, caressing his stomach, chest and thighs with his free hand while mesmerized by Kurt's expressive face. He saw no fear, no tension, no pain, only bliss. The fact that Kurt was enjoying it so damned much certainly made things easier.
Blaine began to thrust his fingers, gently stretching Kurt open. He leaned forward on his free arm, moving his face closer to Kurt's. "Are you still okay?" "Okay doesn't even begin to describe it." "Are you... do you want to..." "Blaine, all that matters to me right now is pleasing you. Give me a chance to prove it to you." Blaine's face fell. "It's all my fault," he said. "I know I've apologized already for my awful behavior the other night, but apologies don't put things back the way they were. I've put pressure on you, and I never wanted to do that. Let's stop, it's okay, really." He pulled his hand back and patted Kurt's arm in what was meant to be a comforting gesture, but under the circumstances it was infuriating. "Stop treating me like I don't know what I want! I may be a naive virgin, but we've already established that you're the oblivious one in this relationship. For the last time, I trust you completely and I'm ready for this. Now! Stop! Talking!" Kurt emphasized the last words by grabbing Blaine's cock and setting his face in a confident, sexy stare that seared all of Blaine's doubts and fears out of his mind. "Okay." Blaine leaned forward to press his lips against Kurt's, before drawing Kurt's knees up and adjusting his hips.
Blaine gently pushed into Kurt, just an inch at first. The sensations blew his mind. They were far more intense than he could have possibly imagined, but he was able to keep control and continue the excruciatingly slow pace. Breathe, Relax, Kurt thought to himself, his pulse quickening from eagerness, with no room left in his mind for fear. Blaine moved deeper into his lover, watching Kurt's flushed face. Something about the slight reactions of Kurt's beautiful eyes and mouth, and the knowledge that he was causing them, was highly erotic. Blaine's heart still felt like it was beating out of control, but he felt it as a connection to Kurt, like their hearts were pounding together in time. He continued to move forward steadily. Finally, he was able to slide all the way inside of his boyfriend. Blaine closed his eyes and wrapped his hands around Kurt's knees, taking a breath and feeling everything there was to feel about that moment. Kurt chose that moment to swivel his hips ever so slightly. Blaine couldn't help but let out a moan that sounded like something out of porn. Kurt delighted in the sound and moaned in response. He's mine, all mine Kurt thought. The feeling of Blaine inside of him was empowering, doubly so knowing that he could make the beautiful boy react so amazingly. Maybe I really can deserve him, make him as happy as he makes me.
Blaine opened his eyes and locked his gaze on Kurt's face, then started to move. After a moment he realized he was subconsciously holding his breath as he moved, being so careful to restrain himself from pushing too far before Kurt was ready. He gasped as he let himself breathe again, reveling in the tightness and heat. Kurt, far removed from any kind of discomfort, was transfixed watching Blaine's muscles move in the candlelight, skin glistening with sweat, as he rocked back and forth. Blaine reached down to stroke Kurt's cock in rhythm with his thrusts, moving at a slightly faster pace. Kurt whimpered happily and moved his own hips to match Blaine's motions.
Blaine grinned and went just a tiny bit faster. As his orgasm began to build, he worked Kurt's cock desperately, and Kurt responded with small noises of pleasure on each stroke. Hearing him, Blaine lost all desire to hold himself back, finally going as fast as he wanted. Blaine's efforts finally pushed Kurt over the edge, and he came hard, spurting all over Blaine's hand and both boys' chests. Watching and feeling Kurt come brought Blaine to that point as well, and he let go of Kurt's cock and dug his fingers into his hips, thrusting as deep as he possibly could. Blaine's orgasm seemed to last forever, and Kurt was enthralled by the look it brought to his gorgeous, chiseled features.
Blaine slid out of Kurt, taking a minute to really catch his breath again while braced on his forearms. He scooted up on the bed until they were lying side by side and gazing into each others' eyes again, as they had at the beginning of the evening. Blaine smirked: for once, Kurt actually had a hair out of place. Blaine looked at Kurt with a dopey expression and smoothed his hair back tenderly. He was just so beautiful like this. "How do you feel right now?" "There are no words. I can't imagine it gets any better than that." "I know exactly what you mean, but all the same I can't wait to try again."