My Fireflower
Song : Fireflower by Vocaloid
DISCLAIMER : I DO NOT OWN LCDO AND THE SONG
I looked down and saw the place I have been living on. I could see the clouds that enveloped around the spherical land like a mantle.
I floated across and saw my hometown, Japan. Nothing really changed much. Everything stayed the same like it was the day before I died which was a year ago.
It was when my beloved redhead ran away from my hands and disappeared into God knows where. Just when I was about to cross the road to chase her, a speeding car came and ended my life when it wasn't supposed to. It wasn't time for me yet. I am NOT supposed to die! Well, but I can't blame Kahoko for making me chase her either. I know how she feels..
Suddenly, the lyrics of one of my favourite song started to sing in my head.
"Saisho kara kimi o suki de irarete yokatta" nante
Sora ni utaunda
"I'm glad that I've been able to love you from the start"
I'll sing those words to the sky
True enough. Even if you've failed me, even if you don't love me anymore... I'm glad that I've been able to love you from the start. I'm glad that I met you, Kahoko. My days had never been better. But if only I could meet you just once more..
[*~]:
Ha ho...yiei yiei yiei~
Ha ho...yiei yiei yiei~
Ha ho...yiei yiei yiei~
Ha ho...yiei yiei yiei~
I started to hum as though the song was a chanting spell that would let me meet my beloved.
Tsumekonda yume o uchiageru basho
Sagashimotomete kono machhi kara deta
Furueru chakushin dengen o kitta
Moedasu doukasen daremo tomorarenai
A place in which I can launch up bursting dreams
I've left this city in search of such a place
Turned off the power when I felt it vibrate
There's no stopping a lit fuse
Sekai no owari ga ima otozureta toshitara
Zenbu hoppotte futari eien ni issho nanoni ne
If the world were to end right now
I would give up everything else just to be together with you for the rest of eternity
The world had ended a long time ago, well, for me at the very least. But I would even spare myself just to be together with you for the rest of my life, even the after life.
Like a fire flower
Boku ga kiechawanai you ni
Hinoko chirase yume uchiagare
"Saisho kara kimi o suki ni naranakya yokatta" nante uso made tsuite
I must not disappear
Sparks scatter everywhere as my dream launches away
"It would have been better if I had never loved you from the start"
I tell such a lie
I should never disappear. I am very sure Kaho-chan is still searching for me. Don't worry Kaho-chan, I'll still be there for you, and if you don't have anymore feelings for me, I'll still wait for you for as long as it takes.
Now that the candle that had once been just a little, tiny spark of life, had now turn into a burning desire. I kept hovering around, over the clouds and across the horizon, only wishing that she would appear in front of me right at this second.
[*~]
Narenai keshiki
Fushizen na egao
Hanayakana matsuri to wa chigatteta
Kurikaesu rusuden "Ganbare" no koe
Namida de doukasen kiechaisou dayo
Scenery that I'm not accustomed to
A forced smile
This festival is a bit different from your average showy one
The words coming from my answering machine repeat "Do your best!" again
This fuse has almost been put out by tears
I still remember the forced smile a showed Kaho-chan that time. I was trying to make her think that I am just alright when in times trouble. Thinking of those moments makes my heart feel a searing pain. Not physical pain, but more like my feelings. The burning desire had almost been put out by my overflowing tears that started to dwell within the eyes of my heart.
Uchuu no hajimari ga ano kuchidzuke datoshitara
Hoshizora wa futari koboshita kiseki no ato
If the beginning of the universe were that kiss
Then the starry sky would be traces of all our
miracles scattered about
I still remember our first kiss, at the school's rooftop after a wonderful prom, and a promise, a promise that could and should have lasted for eternity. "I will always be by your side".
Like a fire flower
Kimi ga mitsuke yasui youni
Raimei no gotoku
Yume todorokase
"Saisho kara kimi o suki ni naranakya yokatta" nante
Barenterun darou na
My dreams
Will make a thundering sound
So that you can easily find them
"It would have been better if I had never loved you from the start"
I guess my lie has been found out
I almost gave up on you. I have been searching but I still couldn't find you. All I could do was sit at the corner and distance myself from the others and waited for you to come, like when we were younger. "It would have been better if had never loved you from the start," I thought. Such a lie.
Umare mo sodachi mo
BARABARA na bokura
Sugata mo katachi mo
Sorezore na bokura
Otoko mo onna mo
Chiguhagu na bokura
Soredemo kokoro o hitotsu ni dekitanara
Being born and being brought up
Separated us
Appearance and shape
Different between us
Man and woman
Like night and day, we are
And yet, if only our hearts could be made into one
I'm so stupid, I thought to myself. Didn't I say that I would spare myself just to be together with you for the rest of my life, even the after life? I'm such a horrible bastard. If only our hearts could be united again, if only they could be one...
The pain, memory and my hopes was like a stimulant. The burning desire burned even more.
Jinsei no tochuu ga senkouhanabi datoshitara
Isshun de mo futari terasu himawari no you ni
If the way of life were a sparkler
Even if it were only momentarily, it'd be nice if it lit up us two like a sunflower
Like a fire flower
Itsuka yozora ni tairin o
Sakasu sono toki made matte kure
"Saissho kara mi o suki de irarete yokatta" nante
Sora ni utaunda
One day, the night sky will be filled with large flowers
Until the day that they bloom, wait for me
"I'm glad that I've been able to love you from the start"
I'll sing those words to the sky
One day, I would be able to meet you. And it's not " I'll wait for you for as long as it takes" any more but it's "I'll keep on searching for you for as long as it takes, there's no time limit".
Ha ho...yiei yiei yiei~
Ha ho...yiei yiei yiei~
I kept humming the song as if it were a chanting spell.
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