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It seems like the boys had radar for food, as soon as we pulled up they attacked us. Rome predictably was first to the car and grabbed the bag before either of us could protest. Suki looked green when she got out of the car and I couldn't help but giggle. "Uh huh, serves you right for driving like that. Morning sickness doesn't sit well with that kind of driving." She glared at me as she leaned against the car and rubbed her stomach. Shrugging I rounded the car in search of my vanilla wafer. The fed lady's car was gone so he was around here somewhere. He was outback talking to Tej and I could tell I interrupted something; the both of them had pretty intense looks on their faces.
"Sorry to interrupt, but food's here and Rome already has his hand in the bag." Brian rubbed the back of his head and I could tell he was bothered by something. Tej wrapped his arm around me and walked me back inside. "Hell naw baby girl! I'm starving!" Not diverted from my worry about Brian I held my tongue and went along with him. He'd tell me what was bothering him in time. Back inside Suki and Rome were both arguing with each other about the amount of food he'd taken. Usually they would argue a little and she'd give up, but with her crazy pregnant lady hormones raging she was not one to be denied. Figuring I'd stop it before things got out of hand I whistled and all heads turned to me. "Rome, quit being greedy, Suki grab a plate and sit down. I swear I leave you kids alone for five minutes and you're ready to start World War III!" Rome pouted for a second before sitting down. I felt arms wrap around me and a kiss to my neck.
Relaxing into his arms I closed my eyes and thought about my time away from him. Every day I missed him, I drew him. There had to be hundreds of sketches of him over the past two years. Sometimes they were triggered by a memory of us together or me just wanting to see his face when he was smiling. I can't imagine how he must have felt as I was driving away, but it hurt deep down in my core. Just as I thought of the twins, I would think of him. Turning my head I look up at him and smile. "Hungry?" White teeth blind me as he smiles and pulls me with him. "We got food at home….later!" With a laugh I let him lead me to the car. Throwing a wink at Suki, and mouth 'tell him' to her.
He's in the car and when I close the door he takes off. "Horny much?" Laughter fills the car and he kicks it up a gear. Letting my window down I take in the Miami heat. "Hey Bri….?" He shifts and looks at me. "Met a dude today, Julius, racer." He raised his brow and waited for me to continue. I had to smile in irony, I'm in his world now. Before with Dom, as a racer and a woman I was always challenged, even more so because of my relationship with Dom. Brian is totally different and it may be because they don't know me, but I'm loving this relationship a lot more than the one I had with Dom. "We're gonna race at the next meet up." I was sure Suki would mention it, and Julius would for sure make it know to Tej and Brian before the end of the day. He grinned and whistled. "Gonna be a good one, need to borrow my car?" Giggling I think about the rush I get and giddiness sweeps over me. I was more excited than I thought.
Soon we were at the house and off came my shoes. Instead of holding my hand and leading me into the house, he walks backwards looking at me until he reaches the steps. Off comes his shirt, then his shoes. I'm getting a mini strip tease and I like it. Before me stands a blonde Adonis, clad in only a well worn pair of low slung jeans, the tops of his underwear peaking out at me. He turns the tables on me and backs me into the wall. His mouth finds mine and I put up no resistance as our tongues meet. Reaching up with my arms they wrap around his body and his touch my face with so much tenderness I could cry. Pulling his body flush with mine I get excited as I can feel his need.
Hands release my face and brace himself against the wall. Coming up for air I kiss the corners of his mouth and down his neck. Using my teeth I scrape his neck softly and then follow with the flat of my tongue. His hiss of approval is all I need to be encouraged. Down and down I go, paying sensitive attention to his nipples, letting my hands roam all over. Sucking gently on his six pack I want to leave my mark but instead unbuckle his belt. My hand slides in and cups him. A groan leaves his lips and I'm back up against the wall. Hands slide underneath my shirt and soon its off and on the floor, the same with the pants.
We're both in our underwear and getting more naked by the second. With a flick of his wrist my bra is off and somewhere in the kitchen. Immediately his mouth finds my breasts and I let my head fall back. Devouring is a good word for what he was doing, because all I could do was hold on. His hands were cupping my backside so I couldn't move. One hand in his hair and the other had a firm grip on his shoulder. "Bri please…" I could only mutter, what he was doing to me was leaving me mute. Tightening my grip in his hair I pull his head back. "Quit teasing me Brian."
He grins and comes back up kissing my neck and sliding my underwear off. Helping him I kick them off and put my arms around him. He claims my mouth again torturing it slowly with his tongue. Digging a hand in his side he presses me firmly against the wall and slides a leg in between mine and pushes me up. For balance I grab onto his neck, upset that I can't get his underwear off and let him know by biting his lip. He bites back and teases my opening with his fingers. A squeal leaves my lips and I quiver. Pulling away I moan long and loud. Burying his head in my neck and continues to tease. "Brian!" His name continues to leave my lips as I begin to shake. He speeds up, slows down, continuously mimicking what he wants to do to me.
He licks my pulse point with his tongue, bites down and I lose it screaming his name until my throat is raw; and this is only four play. Fighting to catch my breath I still have a hold on his shoulders. Looking down I can see him straining against his underwear. Using my position, I push them down with my feet, springing him free. Taking his bottom lip between mine I nibble sliding my hands up and down his back before sliding one down his chest inching slowly south. He stops me before I can feel the warmth and rests against my body. Feeling all of him I moan more and squirm beneath him. "Let, baby quit moving. If you don't stop it'll be over before it starts."
His eyes bore into mine and I couldn't help but smile. If I inched my body a little higher he would be right in line. Pushing myself against his shoulders I leveled myself up and then back down. He was now rubbing against me. Locking my legs around him I pushed against his sex. His head flew back as he tried to control himself. "Fuck, Letty!" Giggling to myself I bit his neck and pushed myself up against his shoulders and lined our bodies up together before sinking down onto him.
Time stands still and right now nothing else matters, only the two of us. I only wanted him to the one to make me laugh, to cry with, to grow old with, and to fight with. No matter who had come before he would be my first and last. If there was ever one person in our lives that we were destined to be with then he was mine. A soul mate was never a person I thought of as having in my life, but I was blessed enough to have found him. We moved in tandem together bodies meshing against one another, no words needed as physical movements said even more. Moans and groans filled the air, cries escaping dry lips and sweat covered bodies mating together.
We both fight for dominance, pushing and pulling neither giving up, neither winning. Switching positions we move down to the floor, still connected, me on top still together with him. Dominance isn't an issue as we dance together in the oldest dance in history. Many have said to have mastered it, but as we move together bodies in sync both of us giving all the love a body can handle, perfection is realized. In the one moment that it all finally came to fruition a scream as primal as the jungle ripped through my chest and he is snatched of his breath. Together we lay on the floor, exhausted unable to move, satisfied and loved. After a while he scoops me up and carries me to bed. There we lay, spent and tired, with breaths mingling together and fall asleep.
Hours later I wake up to the rumbling of my belly. Looking over he's still asleep and I slide out slowly, inching so I won't wake him up. I don't want to cook so delivery is the best option. Cursing myself for not grabbing a plate before he drug me out of there I call in for Chinese. Glancing at the clock I have time to kill before they get here. Turning on the shower I step under the spray of warm water. He's got the best shower, with a removable head and sprayers all around. It felt like a massage standing up. I couldn't take a lot of time the way I wanted but I wouldn't mind a little loving in the shower later on. Keeping that in mind I get out and wrap a towel around myself. Padding softly through the house I watch him while he slept. His bed head was crazy, blonde shoots sticking up all over the place. Resisting the urge to caress him face I put on some clean clothes and go to collect our other ones. I would never be able to look at the room the same after this. Hands down, it was the best sex ever, can't say how, but I just know.
The Chinese came and a hand grabbed me from behind as I was opening up the cartons. "I woke up alone." Turning in his arms I kiss his chin. "I got hungry. If I want to do that again with you I definitely have to eat." He grinned and kissed my nose. "We're definitely doing that again." Laughing at him I get cups and sit on the counter. He just watches me for a while and I cock an eyebrow at him. Rubbing his head my stomach flips a little. He did that earlier, he only does it when he's worried or frustrated.
"Have you uh….have you thought about ever having kids again?" The chopsticks in my hands freeze and my eyes stay on the lo mein in the carton. Slowly my head lifts. Not sure where this was coming from but it shook me a little. Children hadn't really been on my mind. After the whole thing with the twins I hadn't had the faintest idea of having children again. It's not that I would never have any more, only that it was too painful to have lost them to even think about carrying another child. Of course I saw babies all the time an d felt a tug on my heart but I don't think I could take that pain again. I was really happy for Suki though, excited for her even. Every woman should have the opportunity to feel that little miracle, something growing inside their womb. Picking at my food I plaster a small smile on my face.
"Not really, no. It's a little hard to see them around, but I hadn't thought of having anymore anytime soon." He noticeably shrunk back and swiped his head again. Hopping off the counter my food forgotten I stood in front of him and looked up into his eyes. "Hey whats up? Do you want kids? Cause I'm not saying no never again, just not right now. I couldn't take it right now." He wrapped his arms around my middle and rested his head against mine. "What are you worried about Bri? Talk to me." Pulling away he leaned against the counter and rubbed his eyes. "I was talking to Tej today, told him about us going to L.A. He's happy for us. Said it would be a chance for us to have a fresh start and be together, before we knew it we would be ready to start a family. And when he said that it hit me. We didn't use anything any of the times we've been together."
Looking up at him I think back to each time and curse myself for my stupidity. We wanted to be together so bad, never thought about what could happen. I hadn't taken a birth control pill since I found out I was pregnant with the twins. I wanted him that much I didn't question it, didn't care enough. Closing my eyes I fight the emotions running through my head and my heart. His hands run up and down my arms and I take his strength allowing myself to burrow into his chest. I would love to have his babies. But was I ready was the question. With a deep breath I tilted my head back, blinking away the tears that had threatened to form.
" I guess in a couple of weeks we'll know if you're going to be a daddy then huh?"