A/N I own nothing but my OC's. Hope you enjoy! I promise that I will get to bring Jeanine down. Say patient with me. I just can't keep my mind off of writing sickeningly sweet scenes between them. This chapter is NOT appropriate for younger readers.
We have only been seated for a few short moments when the doors are thrown open and Eric stalks in with Wes not far behind. The entire dinning hall falls into a complete hush. They stop for a moment before Eric's eyes land on me and they narrow. His eyes never leaving mind he comes to a stop in front of me.
"Why is it that while I was in a meeting with all the other Faction leaders that all the Dauntless leaders get a ping on their phones that one of there members has gained another fear? And did you know that when I looked down at my phone that the name on my screen is none other than MY girlfriend. The very one that I took to work this very morning where she should have been unless she went to eat or home!" Eric's voice started out low but has slowly worked up to a bellow.
I blink up at him waiting for him to finish.
"Well what was so bad that made you go see if it would be a new fear? Was it the explosion in the Factionless?" He questions.
"No it was you." I answer quietly.
"Do what now?" His anger quickly turns to confusion.
"You ranked." I whisper looking down at my covered hand.
"The fuck I did! What do you mean?" He leans down close waiting on my answer.
"Your death is my new few." I look into his eyes begging him to understand. "I couldn't stop it. You died at my feet with your blood covering me."
He sits next to me pulling me close. "I'm not going anywhere." He picks up my hands. "What is this?"
"Another tattoo. I have another on my back too." I lean forward so that he can see the part of the bandage that pokes over my shirt in the back.
He lightly touches them both. "What are they?"
"My new fears. I finally have one for Audi now that she has a tattoo and I also have one for you." I nod at my hand still clasped in his hands. I give him a small smile. "I will show you tonight if you want me too after I take the bandages off."
His voice gets very low. "I would love too."
Dinner is finished on a lighter note before the four of us walk out of the dinning hall with all eyes on us most with the look of disbelief on their faces. Eric has his arm wrapped around my waist with me pulled tight to his side as we step onto the elevators that Four and Tris are already on. They keep silent but have confused looks on their faces. When we make it to the apartments I tell Eric I will join him in his in a few after a shower. Four and Tris giving us odd glances as they go into their apartment.
After I step out of the shower I find a message on my phone.
Come when you are done. 3151986 -Eric
I look at the text realizing he has given me his door code. I get dressed in a similar sleep outfit before getting a few different sets of clothes and leaving the apartment saying goodnight to Wes and Audi who are getting ready for a party in the pits that I decline to go to but promise to go with another night.
I punch in the code and the door unlocks. I step in and go put my clothes in my drawer. I decide to sit on his bed waiting for him to come out of the bathroom. Which is where I am curled up as he comes out. He stops in the doorway taking in me curled up on his bed.
"Now that is a sight I will never tire of." His voice is low as he comes closer to the bed to sit at my feet. I crawl down to him and stop just inches away.
"Do you want to see them? I ask turning my back to him pulling up the back of my camisole. The three tattoos on my back in full display to his eyes. I feel his callus hands run gentle over my back than his lips as he leans down kissing each tattoo. As he pulls back I straiten my shirt and turn back towards him holding my right arm out to him wrist up. He traces his finger over his name and the smaller replica of his tattoo turning my hand to the side to see My Addiction.
"Do you really believe that?" He asks kissing the new tattoo.
"Yes." I look into his eyes.
"Do I have your permission to put your name on me? Here." He runs his thumb over his name. "I want everyone to know that I belong to you."
I gasp. "Yes." I move forward running my hands up his bare chest and over his shoulders and into his hair. He pulls me into his lap claiming my lips in a passionate kiss, letting me feel how much I affect him.
"I am yours as much as you are mine." He breaks the kiss to say.
I gasp looking into his eyes moving on top of his lap, feeling him harden farther against my bottom. "Are you sure?" He asks seeming to be holding his breath.
"Yes. I want this, I want you. All of you." I stand on my knees on either side of his legs, my arms still around his neck. "I need you to know that I have never done this before." His eyes flash, pupils blown.
"Fuck!" He whispers into my into my neck. "You are going to be the death of me."
"That is illogical." I hold him to me. "I love you to much for that to ever happen."
"What did you say?" He demands pulling me away from him holding my face in his hands as I try to look away. "I love you." I whisper. He crushes me to him as he turns our bodies leaving me lying beneath him. He racks my shirt up to reveal my stomach to his roving eyes. "God, you are so beautiful." He breaths against me as he starts kissing his way up my stomach to were my shirt is bunched up. He grabs the bottom of my shirt pulling it up and off as we sit up. My torso bare to his burning gaze. Pulling me back to him he kissed up my neck to my ear, blowing gently. Causing me to shiver as he sinks his teeth in to the lobe of my ear. "I love you too."
I lean back looking into his eyes. They hide nothing as they blaze into mine. "I know I am a dick to others, but you, you I love." He lays me back down with him in between my legs sliding my shorts and panties off as he does. His eyes look wild as he watches me. I move against him, needing him. He grabs hold of my hips stilling me. "Fuck, McKaven! Stop before I embarrass myself."
"Doubtful." I pant. He leans back kicking off his sleep pants and boxers, his erection springing forward as if to reach out and touch me. Even with nothing to compare it with he seemed monstrous, to a point that frightens me "oh my." He chuckles lightly as he leans down, cupping my breast, brushes the nipple with his thumb. Dragging his rough palms down my taunt stomach, over the flare of my hips before his fingers dig in. Squeezing, lifting me to his ever descending mouth, his tongue stroking in long, slow licks, curling in, banishing any worries that started to take root in my head. "Ahhh..." I pant harder. "Eric!" I arch against him when he moves up to my breast, his mouth hot against my sensitive skin leaving a trail of warmth behind.
His muscles ripple and tense as he locks eyes with me as he presses into me. He breaks though my thin barrier stilling against me, letting me get used to he feel of him inside of me. He is slow, gentle, moving in my body, and hitting a spot that turned my moans into one long, high-pitched scream. I lose all control of my senses as he holds me close as his body freezes next to mine. Eric kisses my neck, sucking hard on the base of my throat before his teeth bringing blood as he bites into my exposed neck. He reaches over and touches his finger very delicately to the edge of the love bite quickly bruising, near my collarbone kissing ever so gently. "I'm sorry."
"I'm not." I lean in kissing him. I pull he down with me snuggling into his side before falling to sleep.
I wake up feeling like I have never felt before, loving every moment of it. I never want to forget this moment so I take a picture of myself with the cover pulled up over my chest before sending it to Eric. I hear a beep come from the bathroom followed by a loud outburst, "Fuck!" I smile as he come barreling out of the bathroom. "Morning." I stretch letting go of the cover. He groans coming to the end of the bed. Before he can climb into bed my phone goes off.
"All medical personal report to the infirmary immediately." An electronic voice comes from my phone.
I scramble out of bed grabbing the first thing my hands land on, my sleep shorts and Eric's shirt from his hands. Grabbing my military boots and socks I run from the room after kissing Eric goodbye and grabbing my phone. "Bye, babe, love you! See you later!" Calling out over my shoulder.
A/N Hope you enjoy!