Chapter 12: Doubts

Len POV

After three whole chapters I finally have a POV of my own. If you thought drunk people don't have a mind of their own then you're terribly wrong. I'm quite special; such rule doesn't apply to me. Why am I special you asked? Well… I think that's because I'm the main protagonist here! Hello!

Anyways…

I manage to win against Rin. If I count back my memories, this would be the first time I won. Rin was always aggressive when it comes to competition. Even If it's against a child she wouldn't hold back just because of inferiority. She always treats everyone as her equal, enemies and friends alike. To her they were an irreplaceable existence. That's probably one of the reason I like her. It's because Rin is Rin. She showed her best and wrong sides to other and was proud about it.

But if it wasn't for me, Rin would always be kept in the dark.

I taught her to make friends and enemies.

I taught her to smile.

I taught her to laugh.

"Len, I'm ready…" Rin said timidly. She stared hard on her shoe with a flushed face. She waited. She waited for me.

What am I doing anyway?

Giving Rin a slight peck?

Is that what I want?

A small movement as such isn't going to satisfy me.

If I could only earn her love, then that would be enough.

"Err… Len?" she looks up onto my face seeing why I was like a turtle. It seems she wanted this to get this over with. She doesn't like the position she was in. Standing there anxiously in a room where there was no one other than us. How she wanted to escape and run away as far as she could. But a lost is a lost. I won and I get to claim my personal prize. Even if it means forcing it to such extend.

"Yes?" I answered her call and she gave me a frown.

"Err… should I say hurry up cause I want to get some sleep? In fact, when will you be sobered again?"

"Whenever my princess desires," I chuckled playfully.

"L-listen here, don't – call – me – a – Princess!" She fiercely said in embarrassment. Now I know what her weakness is. Kagamine Rin doesn't like being called as something as cheesy as that but her face shows slight delight in it. So does it mean she's not being honest with herself?

Damn, Rin is so cute!

Okay, calm down mind.

Take a deep breath, exhale… inhale…

Wait, since when does a mind breath?

No~ my logical senses~

"Then what should I call you?" I countered her words smirking. "Honey? Dear? Sweet Heart? Darling? Cupcake? Cookie? Wify? Kitty?" and the list go on.

Ugh, I looked like a pervert with multiple fetishes.

Rin clenched her knuckles so hard that her skin had turned white. It amazes me how she could stay calm and still without saying anything. Her face was undoubtedly in deep shades of red. It's been a long time since I saw her so vulnerable.

It makes me want to do *** and **** or **** with her. Oh yeah don't forget **** *** and **** *** **.

I DID NOT think about those things at all.

Rin took a deep breath and continued what she did. She stood there waiting patiently with her eyes closed. I took a step forward. Our face was no more than an inch further. She stood there willingly with sweat drenched her bathrobe. It is summer and we did run around the inn freaking someone out.

I caress her porcelain cheek which made her backed away in surprised and swayed my hands around her ear which guided her golden locks behind her ear. Her cheek was smooth and soft. I watched how she tried hard forcing herself to close her eyes in awe. Rin is cute, that is a fact.

Then why…

Why can't I bring myself to kiss her?

I knew it… changing was hard.

My true colors are always visible wherever I go.

I don't need an alcohol to change myself.

It doesn't even make me any different.

Come on Kagamine Len.

It just a peck on the lips!

What's there to lose?

That's right none!

If you don't have the courage to change yourself then you're better off dead!

Oh please… I died too much in your opinion?

"Hey Len…" Rin frowned as I was hesitating. We were standing there unmoved for more than three minutes now so there was a reason for her getting pissed. "Will you hurry up?"

"I…" Seriously, since when did I become such a sissy?

"Tch fine… if you don't want to do it then I will."

What?

Before I could protest, Rin placed two of her hands onto the sides of my head. She forcefully pulled our heads together, hence, our lips connected.

"mff," I struggled, my eyes were wide open, still shocked by Rin's act. Despite of my continuous struggling, Rin pressed her lips hard onto mine. After less than one minute the connection broke away. How I miss the sensation even though it was a forceful short.

"There, I'm going to sleep," Rin exclaimed with eyes of a dead fish. She went out of the room yawning leaving the shocked Len on the floor with blanked mind.

"Ha… haha…" for some odd reason I began to laugh after she closed the door. "Hahaha," call me crazy but I don't know what to do, "Ahaha…" Rin just kissed me, "hahaha, you're really cute you know that… Rin?"

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Rin POV

"HELLOW WORLD…IT'S MOOOOOOOOOORNNNNNNINGGGG!" I shouted on top of my lungs which made the others woke up by surprise. "Cough, cough." Excuse me.

"Rin… I'm so going to kill you…" Miku muttered under her breath, "shouting in dead morning like that…"

"Wa-wait!"

"Cross-arm lock!"

"The right arm takes out the opponent's right elbow, and pulls it out while circling around towards the back. A rather perfect execution," Gumi explained as she flicked her camera shutter.

"Ow-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w," I yelped as Miku stretched my left arm out.

"What's critical is to tighten the hold with the knees. If the hold is too weak, the opponent will extend his arm and the hold won't work," Gumi continued giving her unnecessary warnings.

"Okay, I got it!" Miku answered and pulls out my arm stronger than the usual.

"Stop right there," Luka's presence came as she slide open the door. "You girls should get ready for breakfast. Those who late will have none," just like that, she shut the door back and went to tell her other customers.

"Yeah yeah you heard what she said, if you don't go then your beloved green stick will disappear from its plate," I grinned.

"Come on girls, the food is waiting! I need some carbohydrates, vitamins, irons, proteins and leeks!" Miku's voice echoes from the hallways outside the room. It's amazing on how a person's personality quickly changes just by speaking the word food.

"Give me an hour… You can go to school yourself Ted…" I heard Teto mumbled in her sleep.

"The bills!" Neru shouted in her sleep as she stretched her arms into the air. This one's having nightmare. Well serves her right I guess.

Miku and Gumi are already in the dining area eating their food. Should I wake Teto and Neru up?

Growls

My tummy's growling at me! I need to feed it some oranges or it'll gobble me up instead! As that being said bye bye to those who's sleeping in this room~

"Hey wait up!" I shouted and ran after them. The aroma of the majestic hunger antidote materials also called as food was around the inn's hallways.

Before I knew it, the hallways turned a racing arena with food as its prized. Speaking of prize… err… um… somehow I can't remember… I feel like I know it but I feel like I don't… ah~ what the heck… I'm too hungry to think about complicated stuff anyways.

"Lemme see…" Miku grumbled as she investigates the amount of food on the table, "… My nose isn't picking any signal from these alien-like substances…"

"They're called edible Miku, not like your un-edible green substance."

"I don't want to hear that from a person who eats oranges with its skin on."

"At least it's not green."

"This is why your feminine figures are…"

"You're no different."

"WHERE'S MAH LEEKS!" A voice roared along the hallways as the dining room's door started to slide open with a loud thud.

"Shut up Mikuo," Miku said darkly as she stepped her fainted twin brother on the ground. Did I mention Miku could resemble a monster in the mornings?

"Uh… what's the ruckus…?" Kaito came inside the room releasing a loud yawn.

"Help…" Mikuo cried under his twin sister's foot. Sorry my bad he's still alive.

"Ah, the piece of meat talked," Kaito replied uninterested.

"So harsh…" Mikuo barely said and went back to his sleep. I suppose he gave up and just went into his peaceful deep slumber. Well not that I'm relating the fact that he's being stepped on by his own younger sister could be called as peaceful.

"Where's Len?" Gumi asked still not taking her eyes off from the food on the table.

"Still sleeping, I'm not going to wake him up," Kaito said.

"How bad could it be?" I asked them after gulping down my important source of energy.

"Worse than Miku rampaging in the morning I guess."

"Hey, I'm not that bad!" Miku yelled still not taking her feet from Mikuo's corpse. I like exaggerating stuff!

"Why don't you wake him up Rinny?" Gumi suggested. Seriously, I'm supposed to be a year older than her so stop calling me that freakishly weird nickname!

"Eh~ why me!"

"Because of a certain reasons~" That smirk of hers certainly means trouble. Then again, I'm a person who likes creating troubles.

"Tch, fine…" I forced myself to stop eating the oranges and placed them on the table. Just like that I stormed out the room and went to the sleeping beauty.

And So!

"OI WAKE UP!" I shouted louder as the first time.

"Tch… wake me up and you're dead…" Len replied in his sleep. I know he's unconscious but he's seriously creepy.

"WAKE UP!" I shouted for the third time directly inside his ears. At that instant, he grabbed me by the collar of my orange printed pajama and whispered.

"Shut up," he glared sharply which could make anyone yelp and run away as fast as he could. But I'm not that kind of person, no I'm not. I'm one of those who are amused by his warnings. Oh yes I'm being sarcastic.

And Then!

"That was fast," Kaito laughed as he saw the big bump on Len's head, "as expected of Rin."

"So, picking up from last night, are you sobered Len?" Miku asked looking interested as she move her eyes from me to Len endlessly.

"Hah, what are you talking about, since when did I become insane?" He asked back in confuse.

"Looks like the effect had worn down…" Gumi let out a huge sigh. "Wonder why my recorder broke… tch… must be the rats…"

"Are you really okay Len?" I asked him worriedly.

"Yeah, other than the bump on my head it's all fine," he answered not knowing why I was making that face. Well I'm glad he's okay again, I really hated when Len teased me all the time. Call me sadistic or whatsoever but I like to do the teasing than being teased at. I shall forever pray that Len will always be my toy!

"Hey guys, look what I caught this morning!" Luka announced merrily as she held a fish on its tail. It was ridiculously huge; the length was the same as my height. Wait, I'm still taller! I'm not going to get beaten by a fish! EVER!

"Lemme guess, it's a tuna?" Len asked sweat dropped. What's the use of asking a question as such? There's already been a theory that says that every fish that falls into the hands of Megurine Luka is always a Tuna.

"It's not just a Tuna Len," she grinned, "From its color and rarity, the one and only black diamond in the sea; the highest quality of Pacific Blue Fin Tuna." This is Japan right? "But yellow tails will always be my favorite." Luka come back to us!

A couple minutes passed. Everyone was busy eating their food. Teto and Neru just woke up from their sleep. Miku was having a fight with Mikuo. Kaito was sleeping at the corner of the room. Meiko had also waked up and is having booze loud and clear. Gumi was biting her carrot as she flashed her camera around the room. Gakupo was introducing on how awesome (not) an eggplant is much to Luka's dismay. And then there's Len and I.

"You're not going to eat?" I said as I playfully swing his favorite fruit in front of his face.

"No… not hungry…" he replied. Is it me or his face is a bit red.

"Suit yourself."

"Hey Rin."

"What?"

"Do you remember last night?"

"Fuzzy."

"I see. Yeah, it's better that way."

"You were saying?"

"Err… No! I just wanted to ask did anything happened last night cause I don't remember anything!"

"Humnn… oh yeah you were drunk."

"Yeah, I mean I did?"

"Yup, annoyingly drunk may I add."

"I see… what did I do?'

"You licked my ear…"

"And?" Len blushed. Huhu so cute~

"Called me weird nicknames…"

"And?"

"Played the scaring the gang game…"

"And?"

"I won."

"…"

"…"

"…"

"Okay I lost… tch…"

"Was that all?"

"I gave you a prize for winning… not sure what it is though."

"Good," he finally smiled and eat his banana.

Hmm… prize… prize… prize… prize… Oh yeah I kissed him.

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WHAT?

WE-WELL… AT LEAST HE DOESN'T REMEMBER RIGHT?

He was drunk so he doesn't remember…

RIGHT?

"What's wrong Rin, you're kinda bit red?" Len laughed.

Yeah… he doesn't… should I be relief of this?

Miku POV

"Hey Miku did you steal one of my bottles when I was asleep?" Meiko asked.

"Why would I want to steal it? It's probably the inn keepers cleaning the room." I'm not going to tell her that I used it for my little operation. "Besides, it's just an alcohol."

"Hmm… no, it's just plain water."

"What?"

"Like I said plain water, I thought I'll need it if I dried my throat out. It's not good driving while you're on high you know that."

Wait… does that mean Len wasn't drunk all along?

Chapter finished~ *went to sleep*

Next chapter: Summer Comiket (Probably around Saturday. Exam starts tomorrow so the chances of me updating is slim. The horror! T.T)

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