RPOV
It had been nice, having Alexander comfort me like he used too. He was so rational. It was nice, but I felt wicked just ignoring JAgger like that. Maybe Scorpius was right. I was worthless.
I walked into the Maxwell mansion and angered at what I saw. Jagger was sprawled out on the stairs with a bottle of vodka in his hand.
"What in god's name are you doing?"
"Waitttinggg for youuu," he slurred. "How'sssss Sterling? Carrre to confide in me?"
I glared. "Excuse me?"
"You heard me! I know you love him more than me! You—you're no good! You played me!" He broke down crying right in front of me and my anger diminished slightly.
"You're drunk." It had been obvious from the moment I even walked in, but I just felt like saying it. As if saying it could convince me that his words didn't hurt.
"You cheated on me!" His fangs ripped into my throat and I closed my eyes. I'd probably die either way. I could die by him or by professionals.
I would always choose him.
Even if at the moment I was mad as hell.
I woke up quickly, shooting up in bed, my hand attached to my throat.
"Am I . . . ?"
"No." His voice at least sounded sober.
"Get away from me."
"Raven—"
"Get. Away. From. Me." I jumped out of his bed, instantly feeling the dizziness
"Please, you need to lie down."
"Couldn't you at least have had the decency to kill me?" I asked.
"No," and he left.
JPOV
Couldn't you at least have had the decency to kill me?
Her words haunted me.
I didn't want her to feel this way. I loved her and she wanted me to have killed her. Her whole life, longing to be a vampire, to reach that spot of immortality, and now, that she's with me, she wants to die.
Absolutely wonderful.
Suicide watch on the human girl that I love.
SPOV
I remembered the day clearly. The day I lost her. Yes, our son came after that day and yes, we kept in contact for his sake, but she wasn't mine anymore, she was distant. I could see that Jagger was doing the same. But in the end it wouldn't matter, they would both die. Whether it was by us or by someone else the Company hires, they would die.
I didn't understand why we were doing this. Amelia knew that I could provide her with everything for her and our son. Damn her pride. I wouldn't let her have human blood on her hands, it would ruin her.
"Scorp?" she mumbled into my shoulder. It was nice, getting a suite instead of just one room. More time for certain things, and no waking up the children
"Yes?"
"What if . . . I mean, Jagger saw Sirius . . ."
"They won't, I promise you."
Amelia sat up in bed abruptly, anger taking over.
"How can you promise me that? You promised you'd never hurt me and I have scars all over my body from you."
I winced at the angry tone in her voice. I knew where she was the angriest though. She would say, 'fuck the scars, I want my son safe.'
"I still feel bad about that. Plus, I can promise you that he'll be safe because we won't be trying to kill them." She opened her mouth, but I ignored it. "We're going to fight with them, against the Company."
"The comp—Company is my family."
"If they were really your family, they wouldn't have made you do something that was so against yourself, and they certainly wouldn't taunt you with money for our son."
She looked down at our naked bodies, not really noticing them, just staring blankly. "They do it because they know he's your son. They never believed he was from a one-off. I told them over and over, but they never listened."
I wasn't surprised. I figured that I was the reason that she was knocked from top level to bottom level hunter. I was the 'enemy' even if I did kill hundreds of my own kind for her. It made me sick. How could they do that to her, to a child? Taunting them, with the promise of money, only to pull it away. I would have gladly given her money, but her pride, ego . . . Couldn't she have come to me for something?
"Mommy! Daddy!" Sirius shouted, pounding on our door.
Amelia dashed to the bathroom and I donned a pair of shorts. I opened the door.
"You okay, bud?" I ask, squatting so I could see in his eyes.
"I'm thirsty."
I instantly noticed how Amelia stopped moving. She had to know it would be this way. The bigger he got, the more blood he'd need, even if he is part human.
"I—I just gave you blood before we came."
"But I'm thirsty, Mommy!"
"I'll tell you what, you go back to the other room and I'll go get you something to drink. That sound good?"
"Yes."
"Good. Now go lay down. I'll be back in a little while."
He ran off with and smile on his face. I turned to Amelia and watched her sit on the bed and rest her head in her hands.
"He's a growing boy. Growing boy's require more food, or in our case blood."
"He's only been on two pints a month, Scorpius. Now, all of a sudden, he want's blood all of the time. I can't . . . I mean, the Company—"
"Fuck the Company. They would kill him, if they got the chance." I pinched the bridge of my nose. "We aren't going to kill the girl. We're going to befriend the Maxwell family and they will help us destroy the Company."
I expected her to yell and shout about how the Company had been her life, how they had raised her. I was shocked and happy by her answer. "Alright, but first things, first. Our son needs some blood."
I've had a few of you tell me not to end my story yet, but I think I need to. I'm lost in my story and I've lost inspiration on it. I'm trying to wrap up the storyline for you all, unless you want a cliffhanger(Check my profile for a Poll).
I hope you enjoyed this chapter. Another in about two weeks I hope.
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