I am writing this to try and get back into my life because my family says I need to move on with my life. On the 17th of January 2013 my grandma died so gram I dedicate this and anything I write after this to my Gram, to my goober.

Chapter seven

"Jake "said Nessie as she opened her bedroom door to find Jacob sitting on her bed waiting for her. They quickly found each other beginning to take his clothes off as they kissed like love starved young lovers.

"Nessie they can hear us "whispered Jacob his voice dripping with lust.

"I don't care I love you you're all I want right now "said Nessie desperately as they found the bed. They kissed until they both needed breathe as he started to remove her clothes as she continued to remove his.

Jacob took off his jeans beginning to stroke himself as more and more of her clothes disappeared. They kissed again after they were both naked as his hands explored her while she started to straddle him. Renesme lay on the bed, Jacob on top of her kissing her as his hands found her already wet womanhood.

"Jacob fuck me "moaned Nessie as he touched her between the legs fondling her breasts. She spread her legs for him when he told her to, but at first all he did was tease her by kissing her tummy, and stroking her inner thyes.

When he began to touch her in that intimate way he watched as her face turned into a vessel that showed the pleasure she was feeling. "Oh god Jake "moaned Nessie as he moved his finger inside her as another hand squeezed her breast. At this same moment he took her clit into his mouth listening to the sounds of her pleasure as he moved inside her harder, but at the same pace.

"Jake I'm going to cum oh god I'm going to cum "cried Renesme her head thrown back spreading her legs wider.

"No baby "ordered Jake kissing her as the head of his manhood found her entrance.

Jacob slammed into her making Renesme scream his name louder than meant to.

"Now baby "whispered Jake feeling as Renesme came quaking underneath him as he kissed her.

"I love you Jake "breathed Nessie looking up into his eyes, and kissing him slipping her tongue into his mouth. Wanting his own release Jake started moving slowly, but gently inside of her at the same time building another for Nessie. Their bodies worked together like puzzle pieces as their thrusts met, their kisses deepened, and their hands intertwined.

"Oh god Jake yes "hissed Nessie as he thrust inside her harder and faster until they were both ready to cum. His hands came to fondle her as they kissed at the same moment as their release hit them washing over them.

"Baby "breathed Jake pulling out of her laying on her other side pulling her onto his chest.

"I love you Jake "whispered Nessie after several minutes of silence.

"I love you too "whispered Jake on top of her again kissing her as his hands began to wonder.

"Again want to do it again "asked Jacob kissing her neck. Renesme straddled him bringing her hands to his face.

"Yes "said Renesme kissing him.

" I love you baby " laughed Jake as Renesme placed her hands on his chest as he raised himself to a sitting position as he began to suck her nipples. She gasped as she felt his manhood slip inside her as he sucked her nipples.

As they were both close to exploding he brought his lips to her neck still thrusting inside her.

"Oh yeah Jake fuck me "moaned Nessie as he thrust inside her faster as she met his thrusts.

"I love you Nessie "growled Jake thrusting inside her harder his hands caressing her back as his lips remained at her neck.

"Kiss me now "breathed Nessie clutching at him desperately. They kissed their tongues clashing together it was the kind of passion filled kiss that you only saw in lovers.

Renesme moaned into the kiss as Jacob continued to make love to her faster and harder; at hearing her moan Jacob couldn't help, but groan she sounded so sexy.

"You're so sexy baby "whispered Jake in her ear as their kiss broke as they came in that moment before kissing again. When they came down their release he stayed inside her as they remained absolutely still savoring this moment.

"Sleep now Nessie "yawned Jake pulling her into his side as they feel asleep.

"Goodnight Jake "coed Nessie.

Renesme quickly fell asleep always finding it easy to fall asleep in his arms. They fell asleep loving the way it felt to be together, and knowing that this was how it was meant to be. They both felt like they hadn't been sleeping for long when someone started shaking them, and when they opened their eyes it was a very angry Edward Cullen.

"Get dressed now "growled Edward walking out of the room with a slam of the door.

"He's going to kill me he heard us he had to "said Jacob getting up and getting dressed as she did the same.

"No he won't "said Nessie quickly kissing him ever so briefly and grabbing his hand leading him out of the room. Alice and Edward were in the kitchen sitting at the table.

"You came very close to dying last night "whispered Alice as Jacob passed her getting up the fix breakfast. The minute they sat down they could almost feel Edwards anger.

"I should have gone deaf last night listening to you fuck my daughter "growled Edward glaring at Jacob, it reminded Jake of when Bella was alive.

"Edward remember what we talked about keep calm "said Alice as she made him sit down again before going back to breakfast.

"Daddy I can explain "said Renesme.

"Fine explain "said Edward his eyes never leaving Jacob.

"Last night you heard Jake and I having sex, but don't you think I've heard Alice and you having sex "smirked Renesme standing at the same moment as her dad about to continue when he interrupted her.

"Renesme come on your making that up "scolded Alice suddenly at Edwards's side.

"No I can hear you "said Renesme looking them straight in the eye so that they knew for sure that she wasn't lying as the couple glanced at each other. Edward wanted to say so many things in response, but he had a feeling he had, better leave things alone, but there was one thing he knew he had to say.

"You're just like your mom "muttered Edward before continuing.

"Next time please tell me when you're going to be defiling my daughter so I can go far away obviously I can't do anything since you're in love, but don't you dare get her pregnant or I will kill you without a single thought "said Edward directly to Jacob his teeth clenched as he leaned in close so he could look Jake in the eye before storming out of the room muttering to himself.

"I'm going hunting "screamed Edward before they heard the door to the cottage slam.

"He handled it better than I thought he would I was sure we would be digging your grave Jacob "whispered Alice her back turned away from them. They didn't hear her instead they were kissing he loved how Renesme had stood up for them.

"Now I know how Charlie used to feel "muttered Edward from a distance as he watched Renesme and Jacob standing away from the car.

"I wish I didn't have to go to school "Nessie kissing him briefly before looking behind her at Edward.

"After school we'll go to Charlie's and look at the truck "promised Jacob looking with her at Edward who was glaring at him murderously.

Edward was in his head calling him every possible name in the book some weren't even in the book, but all that was cut off when Nessie kissed him. They were kissing urgently breaking apart when they heard Edward coming towards them. Not even looking at Jacob; Edward smirked at Renesme who gave him a confused look in return before she screamed as he threw her over his shoulder carrying her to the car, and forcing her inside. Jacob could do nothing, but begin to laugh because he had a feeling if he would have tried he would just be giving Edward a reason to kill him. On the way to school Renesme was furious that he had done what he did, and was giving him the silent treatment.

Jacob was gone when she looked back as they drove away silently she hoped he'd be there after school. That day to Renesme School was a drag even literature which was usually her favorite class.

"He's giving me the silent treatment "repeated Nessie when the rest of her family informed her of this. When she sat down with her family Nessie found her dad was not there; she was confused until Alice pointed her towards a table across the way where Edward sat tearing his food to shreds.

"Don't you think you should talk to him "suggested Alice eyeing her constantly?

Signing Nessie slowly walked over to where her dad sat; she was unsure of what to say. Everything was silent maybe because neither knew what to say so Nessie stared at the floor while Edward started stabbing at the food on the tray.

"Daddy I'm sorry I should have thought about you before having sex with Jacob I wasn't thinking "whispered Nessie her eyes still glued to the floor.

"I shouldn't have talked to you like that this morning I was mad and afraid that you hated me and I guess I was right you do hate me "continued Renesme.

"But despite that you need to understand you're my dad and I'm your daughter, but I'm not your little girl anymore "said Renesme firmly.

It was then that Edward looked at her hurt was written all over his face, and Nessie knew she had hurt him. Edward stood up walking away from her quickly and slamming the cafeteria door as he left. Renesmes head fell onto the table she suddenly had a huge headache until suddenly she felt a hand on her shoulder and looking up she found it was Alice.

"You were doing good until that last little part you hurt him I know all you ever think about is Jacob, but I never thought you'd stop caring about everyone, but him "said Alice her voice was dangerous and she was glaring at her she had never done that before she knew it Alice had stormed out of the cafeteria after her dad. Neither one of them was in the parking lot after school nor neither was Jacob.

She asked her aunts and uncles to drop her off at Charlie's.

"Thanks "said Nessie as they dropped her off leaving her in front of the old white house.