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Chapter nine
Renesme felt like she was dreaming again as she once again found herself sitting on a bench surrounded by clouds.
"Mom "called Nessie looking around herself searching for her mother, but finding herself alone until Bella suddenly appeared next to her.
"I'm here "whispered Bella putting an arm around her and looking at her daughter with a sad look in her eye.
"I was too late mom…daddy, Alice…they're gone and they aren't coming back…I'll never see them again "cried Nessie feeling as her mom pulled her into her arms hugging her tightly.
"Stop crying it's going to be ok they will come back, they love you and I am sure they would never leave you forever "breathed Bella stroking her bronze curls.
"Renesme look at me ok "said Bella wiping away her tears.
"Even with your dad gone please don't do anything to hurt yourself I love you and I know many others who love you too "breathed Bella as she gave her daughter a final hug.
" I promise mom I love you and I miss you…I wish you could stay with me " cried Renesme holding her mom tight feeling as she kissed her cheek and before she knew it Bella was gone. When she was alone on the bench Renesme closed her eyes waiting to wakeup hoping it was all a dream. She woke up to find her family gathered around her; she shot upright staring at them.
"Did I dream it "asked Renesme searching their faces? Looking at each other they each shook their head saying no each of their hearts dropping as she began to cry.
"I got to go "said Renesme her words coming in a rush as she ran out of the mansion towards the cottage.
"Should we go after her "breathed Esme her voice cracking as she cried unshed tears burying her head in his chest as she wrapped her arms around him?
"No "said Carlisle simply sitting down with his wife in his arms.
The rest of the day went quietly as they waited for Renesme to return, but suddenly there was a knock at the door.
"I'll get it "whispered Esme as she answered the door smiling when it was Jacob standing in the doorway.
"What's going on "asked Jacob looking at each of their faces and immediately sensing something was wrong? He was pulled into the kitchen away from everyone else quickly explaining what had happened to him and when they rejoined to rest of the family they all saw the shock written all over his face.
"Jesus how could they just leave her "asked Jacob not looking at them his eyes never leaving the floor.
"It wasn't them it was you they left because all she cares about is you…you took them away…you and her "said Rosalie venom in her voice as she walked out the door Emmett was right behind her.
"Shut the fuck up Blondie "screamed Jacob as she walked out the back door getting on his bike and going to find Nessie; he was determined to talk to her, to see if she was alright. He found her at Charlie's sitting in Bella's old orange truck.
"You ok "whispered Jacob sitting in the cab of the truck with her.
"Where were you "cried Nessie hitting him in the face repeatedly before leaving the cab.
"With Sam "answered Jacob following her out of the truck and looking at her as she leaned against the truck crying uncontrollably before glaring in his direction?
"Is the pack more important than me…is Sam more important them me…why is everything more important than me…you stupid bastard….you stupid fucking bastard I hate you "cried Renesme beginning to hit him again and again before turning away unable to look at him before hitting him again.
" No never " yelled Jacob repeatedly as she continued to hit him making him glad she was half vampire or else she might have broken her hand like Bella did before.
" Nessie please stop " said Jacob suddenly grabbing her by the arms as she continued hitting him; pulling her into his arms he pulled her lips to his while continuing to fight him as he kissed her waiting for her to kiss back, but she didn't. When she finally started to kiss him back they pulled apart both of them out of breath as the fight seemed to end and they silently made-up.
"I'm sorry "whispered Renesme as they returned to the mansion going inside and sitting with her family in silence until the phone range. As she answered the phone Esme heard Edwards's voice and she couldn't help the smile that crossed her features.
"Edward are you alright…is Alice alright "asked Esme as everyone looked at her waiting to hear what was being said.
"We're fine "said Edward simply wanting to ask about his daughter, but deciding against it.
"Good Renesme is here do you want to speak to her "whispered Esme as Nessie suddenly flew to her side.
"Is Jacob with her "asked Edward looking at Alice as he asked the question and when Esme answered saying yes Edward at that moment knew what his answer was?
" No I don't want to talk to her, but tell her I love her…tell her I need some time to think that I need to get away from her for a while…maybe if I'm gone she'll start to love me again instead of only loving Jacob " said Edward his voice harder than Esme had ever heard it.
"Ok I will we love you and we miss you tell Alice the same that we love her "cried Esme tearlessly handing the phone to Carlisle as Nessie looked at her.
"He didn't want to talk to you "sobbed Esme shaking her head.
"He didn't want to talk to me "repeated Nessie as she fell to onto the couch next to Jacob at that same moment Carlisle hung up the phone.
They all cried as it sunk in that two members of their family were gone; Nessie felt as Jacob tried to hold her, but she found she didn't want him to because this was his fault.
"I'm taking her to the cottage "whispered Jacob picking her up into his arms as Jasper and Carlisle followed right behind him. As Jasper walked with them to the cottage he couldn't help, but feel sad though he didn't understand why; yes Alice was gone, but why did he care she wasn't his anymore he loved Jane now. The love Alice and he shared was nothing compared to how he felt for Jane, but still part of him knew that love was a shadow on his heart and always would be. He loved Jane of that he was sure just being apart from her now made his whole body hurt, but in the back of his mind Jasper couldn't deny he would always love Alice.
After carrying Nessie into the cottage and as she cried he held her, but all she did was push him away. They were checked on every half hour by a different member of the family; each would take Jacob aside like Carlisle did now as he checked on the two.
"How's she doing "whispered Carlisle looking into the living room at Renesme? Jacob shook his head unsure as Renesme came up behind them.
"I'm fine "said Renesme walking past them and sitting down at the table waiting for them to join her.
"I got to go on living as if they are still here "whispered Nessie looking at both of them.
"That's a good idea "said Carlisle as Jacob nodded his head in agreement. They continued to talk the entire time Nessie wanted to tell them of her dreams of Bella, but each time she found she couldn't. When they were alone again Jacob pulled Nessie into his lap kissing her.
"I'm going to bed "breathed Nessie against his lips beginning to dose off.
" I'll go with you " said Jacob kissing her again; Nessie struggled to kiss him back she couldn't help, but feel that this was his fault and this caused part of her to hate him. They went to her room together pulling back the covers as she climbed inside.
"Get some sleep babe tomorrow will be a better day "said Jacob getting under the covers with her and pulling her close.
"No it won't "whispered Nessie trying hard to keep herself from crying again falling asleep with these words repeating themselves in her head. When Nessie woke up the next morning Jacob was still with her and for the first time she wished he wasn't.
"You're here that's new "breathed Nessie she couldn't help, but think that he was here and Alice and her dad were not.
"I told you I'm not leaving you…we'll get some breakfast and go hunting "said Jacob getting up out of bed. They went into the kitchen eating in complete silence both waiting for the other to break it.
" After we hunt we need to go to Charlie's I haven't looked at the truck to see if I can fix it unless you want me to go alone " whispered Jacob looking at her as she nodded saying yes she'd go as he pulled her into his lap kissing her.
"Come on let's go "said Nessie getting up from his lap to get dressed soon they were running in the woods Carlisle and Jasper at their side.
"Get ready "breathed Carlisle as Jacob appeared in wolf form luring deer in their direction so that Nessie and him could feed as Jasper watched from the side. After they had both fed Jacob returned to normal going with Nessie to Charlie's. Stopping the bike in front of Charlie's house they walked over to him as he left the house greeting them. Smiling Charlie hugged them both feeling immediately that something was wrong, but deciding not to mention anything.
"Jake been awhile "said Charlie as they approached the old orange truck.
"Think you can get her running Jake she's been setting for a while "whispered Charlie looking at Jake as he was bent under the hood of the truck.
"He can fix anything "breathed Nessie trying to look happy as she said this, but failing as she thought he can fix anything, but he can't bring them back.
"I can fix it "said Jacob putting the hood of the truck down and going into the house. They stayed for dinner, but nothing was said between the three everything was silent and Charlie continued to want to say something to figure out what was wrong, but he thought it best that he wait. After eating they moved into the living room; Jacob pulled Nessie into his lap kissing her hotly seeing Charlie give them a stern look.
They left a few hours later saying goodbye to Charlie before speeding off on the bike. The mansion was bright when they pulled up and as they walked inside they found Carlisle and Esme alone in the living room. They talked and as they did Jacob asked to stay with Nessie at the cottage until Edward returned.
"Of course you can, but Jacob we will be watching so don't try anything you wouldn't do if Edward were still living there "said Carlisle reluctantly giving in to his request.
"Of course "said Jacob before walking back to the cottage with Nessie, Carlisle, Esme and Jasper.
Getting her mom's copy of withering heights Nessie curled up on the couch alone glad to finally be rid of Jacob it was getting to the point she couldn't stand the sight of him; he was in her room moving his things inside. Jacob found an empty drawer at the bottom of her chest of drawers; after putting some clothes inside he moved to the closet.
" Why do women need so many clothes " whispered Jacob opening her closet to see more clothes then he had ever seen in his life as he slowly went through them thinking to himself with a smile that this was not something she got from Bella. Suddenly Jacob stopped in the back of the closet was nothing, but sexy lingerie that he assumed Nessie had planned on wearing for him. Each outfit matched right down to her bra and panties and was almost see through and so short he didn't think they would go lower then Nessie's stomach.
Taking an outfit from the closet he felt his cock get hard at the thought of Nessie in something like that and he smiled taking the outfit into the living room to Nessie. As he came to stand next to her Nessie stopped reading looking at him in anger for finding her secret and for making her family go away all she wanted to do was scream at him.
"Why do you have that "asked Renesme continuing to stare at him her voice rising in anger?
"Were you planning to wear this for me "smiled Jacob unable to contain his laughter or the fact he wanted to take her right there and then the thought of her in the outfit never leaving his mind. Hitting him across the face Nessie grabbed the outfit out of his hands glaring at him before going into her room and not coming back.
Jacob slept on the couch that night trying to figure out what he had done wrong.