(A/N): Here is chapter 2! Nyahahaha! Enjoy!
Disclaimer: I do not own Victorious or any of the characters.
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Beck...
"Andre, do you think..." Beck started to say but couldn't finish because it hurt for him to even think it.
"What is it man?"
Beck sighed deeply and just let it out, "Do you think I made a mistake, breaking up with Jade?"
Andre stared. He was surprised but then again, he knew this would happen someday. Beck and Jade were the best couple that he knew. They complimented each other's personalities and he knew Beck saw a different side of Jade that they all have never seen, when they weren't around. How else would they have lasted that long?
"That's not a question for me to answer man. That's something you should think about yourself." Andre replied.
"It's just... I don't know. I keep thinking about her and I thought I was over her already but I think, I still love her." Those last four words made his heart skip a beat. It hit him hard, he still loved Jade.
"You still love Jade?" Andre asked. He didn't know whether to be happy or concerned for his friend.
"Yeah.. I do." Beck frowned, but then his frown slowly turned into a smile. "I still love her."
He felt that feeling again. The feeling that he only got when he was with her, he felt happy. The kind of happiness that one gets when they get the one thing that they've asked for all year, on Christmas day. Pure happiness.
"I have to get her back." he said to Andre, determination in his eyes.
Jade...
"It's about Beck isn't it?" Tori asked Jade who was cutting up flowers to distract herself.
Jade stopped cutting. She didn't want to be vulnerable again like the time she went to Tori's house when she and Beck first broke up. That hurt her. But she couldn't help it. All of her feelings have been kept in for so long that they all just needed to get out.
"Yeah.." Jade sighed. She just looked down on the floor.
"Just let it out Jade." Tori said, sitting closer to her.
She didn't want to but it just came pouring out of her.
"I miss him. I miss him so much. That day, on Sinjin's stupid game show, when he said that he wasn't happy with our relationship, it just broke my heart. I didn't want to show it but it really hurt me. And when I reached ten and he didn't come out of that door, I wanted to go back in and say sorry and beg him to not go but I didn't. I didnt. Why didn't I? Ugh! I hate myself for that. I shouldn't have let him choose. I shouldn't have counted to ten. I should've just worked things out with him so that we wouldn't have been fighting all the time. I know, you don't see it because I'm always so angry at the world all the time but, Beck made me happy. He was the one thing that I could never stay mad at. He was everything to me. I love him and I want him back."
Jade hadn't realized that she was crying the whole time she was talking. Tori gave her a quick hug and rubbed her back.
"Maybe you didn't think that we see through your bitterness but we do. We see it through Beck. I see how you are when you're stuck to Beck in class." Jade looked up to face Tori.
"You look human when you're with him." Tori joked but that was the best way that she could describe it. Jade was cold and heartless whenever Beck wasn't around and she was always less mean whenever Beck was with her.
Jade smirked at what Tori said and wiped her tears. She was feeling better when she remembered that, it was too late to get him back. He was always surrounded by snotty girls who flirted with him. Pretty barbie dolls who were all the complete opposite of Jade West. He's moved on.
"It's too late for that though. You see him. He's always smiling and flirting with those snotty barbie dolls around school."
"Or maybe not. Who knows what Beck might be thinking." Tori said, trying to give Jade hope.
"Don't try to sugarcoat things. It's reality." Jade said before marching out of Tori's house.
