JJ and I are doing great, It's been a month since I met her. we made our relationship official the day after Maura came over to my apartment. We spent every day together for two weeks. I feel myself falling for this girl, fast and hard. Unfortunately, she doesn't live in Boston and we have a long distance relationship. It was a little rocky at first but everything is fine now. We Skype almost every night, we talk on the phone every day, and we text all of the time.
The only person she met is Maura, Frost, and ma. That's because Maura came over after our exciting night together. Frost is my partner and my best friend so of course, I'm going to tell him. Ma, of course, walked in on us because well she's ma. Speaking of Maura, her and Ian fucker punk ass are doing great, so I've heard from ma. Speaking of my ma, she was so heartbroken when she found out Maura and I broke up, everyone was. They thought we were perfect for each other and was meant to be. I admit so did I, guess it wasn't meant to be.
Maura and I really don't talk as much as we use too, but I'm not really surprised. You can't really be the best friends with someone who broke your heart in half. She seems happy when I see her at work and I'm happy for her. I'm not Angry with her anymore, really I'm not. I mean really What's the point? She feels like Ian is it for her. How can I be mad at that? I'm happy she's happy even if it's not with me.
I know it killed her when she saw JJ and I kiss. I also know she doesn't like the fact that I've moved on so quickly. I felt bad for her, but I just don't understand why she hates it so much. I mean she's moved on so why can't I?
Anyways it's Sunday and I know You know what that mean. Family dinner at Maura's house. It's going to be awkward as shit man. It's the first Sunday dinner since Maura and I broke up, this is about to be a shit show. But whatever, the sooner I get this punk ass dinner out the way the sooner I can Skype JJ.
When I arrived at Maura's house it was time for everyone to sit down and eat. Just like I thought, it's awkward as fuck. Frankie, Frost, Tommy, Korsak and fucking ma, is glaring at the Australian dickhead and making him feel uncomfortable. Maura is staring hard at her plate like it's the best fucking plate in the world. Lydia dumb ass doesn't have a clue about what's going on, I don't even know why Tommy invited her dumb ass. This shit is ridiculous, it's working on my last nerves and I've had enough of it.
"Okay, enough of this shit. Could you guys please stop glaring at him? Do you see me glaring at him? No, I'm not and she was my girlfriend. I'm the one that should be mad right now. I appreciate the fact that you guys have my back but it's fine, honestly. Now Ian can you please pass me the rolls" I said beyond over this bullshit.
"Wait, g-girlfriend? Like as in a relationship girlfriend? " he asked, really?
"Yeah, she was my girlfriend. Now, what's up with the rolls? You know what fuck it, I don't even want the shit anymore. " I groaned
"Oh shit you wasn't single?" he asked Maura. He's just as dumb as Lydia.
"No, I wasn't Ian," Maura said getting frustrated with him.
"Please tell me it wasn't serious, how long were you guys together?" he said starting to panic. What the fuck is his problem?
"six months, " I said not really seeing what that's important."Dude why the fuck do you care?"
"WHAT!?, oh this is not good, no no no. Uhh, c-could you g-guy" he cleared his throat "could you guys gives us a moment alone please?"I thought he would never ask! I'm the first one to jump up.
"Gladly" I'm ready to leave this disaster of a dinner. But before I can leave Ian dumb ass stops me.
"Uh not you Jane, please stay"
What the fuck does he want with me? I sit back down and everyone grabs their food and leaves.
"Look, buddy, I'm not into no freaky shit. I don't do three-ways and shit, and I'm not interested in you watching us. You ask me to do any of that shit and I'm gonna shoot your ass, plain and simple," I said getting to the point. "Now what the fuck do you want?"
He laughs nervously and says "no it's nothing like that"
"Ian what's going on," Maura said getting annoyed
"Listen I didn't know you were in a relationship Maura. Why didn't you tell me? six months is a long ass time to be invested into a relationship. Why would you throw that away for a one night stand?" He asked. Well, at least he has a heart. You know what, no he don't.
"But Ian, we have a history together. It's not just a one night stand, I thought we had a connection. I love you" I rolled my eyes at this shit. First of Maura sounds desperate as hell. This is not the Maura I know, it's pretty fucking sad if you ask me.
"Why the fuck am I here? Honestly, you guys need to be alone"
"Just a minute Jane" I rolled my eyes and went back to eating my food. If I have to be here and listen to this fuckery I damn sure won't be hungry " I don't know how to say this but, Maura you don't love me, and I don't love you. This was casual sex if I would have known you were in a relationship I wouldn't have bothered you." Damn that's kind of mean. He doesn't have to be a dick about it.
"How can you say that to me, Ian? you have known me for fifteen years. This is not casual sex, you've told me numerous times you love me." she said sounding hurt. Now this asshole is pissing me off.
"God Maura stop! I know what I said but it was in the moment you know. I tried to be nice but you're not getting it. Jane this is why you needed to be here, she needs someone to comfort her"What the fuck is this asshole talking about? "I have a wife and three kids. " I started choking on my food. He said he has a what!?