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I could hear Jake walking up the stairs. Then the inevitable knock on the door. "Ness? Please open the door." "No." I said through tears. "Come on. I want to talk to you." There was silence except for my sobs. I waited an hour. I knew he was right outside the door sitting there. Waiting. Finally I got up and unlocked the door. "What?" I said as he stood up and tried to hug me. "Tell me please Nessie, what is going on?" "Imprinting." I said through more tears. I could hear him inhale quickly. "Why?" I asked. "Why what?" He said in a quiet voice.
"Why didn't you tell me?"
"Nessie… this is not how I wanted to tell you. I wanted you to make your own decision." I backed away from him. "You kissed me." I said angrily.
"I know." Jake said, staring me right in the eyes. "I wanted you to choose for yourself who you love." "I have." I said in a whisper. His eyes softened. "Who do you love?" He asked tentatively. "Jake, I have spent my whole life, however short it's been so far with you. We have spent every day together. And Leah tells me there is this thing called imprinting!" My voice rang throughout the house. "When were you planning on telling me?"
"I wasn't." Jacob responded firmly. "Well, I would kind of have liked to have known!" I yelled. "Because someday you just won't be there. You won't see me anymore because you will be too preoccupied with your imprint. And then where will I be?" A stunned look crossed Jake's face.
"What?" he said. "You know it will happen. You know it will." I said back. "I don't know what you mean." he said back looking dumbfounded. "When you imprint on someone you will never see me again." I said slowly hoping this time it would make sense. "Nessie…." Jake said slowly. "I have imprinted."
"What?" I was shocked. "On who? Where is she?" I wanted to fight her. To make her run away so I could have Jake all to myself. "She is standing in front of me." He said.
My heart missed a beat, I drew in a sharp breath. "Me?" I asked slowly, not wanting to hear him say no. "Yes you." He said wiping a tear from my cheek. "I've always loved you."
I practically jumped on him, wrapping my legs around his waist hugging him so tightly. "I've always loved you too." I said into his chest. He laughed, kissing the top of my head like he used to do when I was little. I let go of him and stood there, looking deep into his chocolaty brown eyes. Finally I leaned on tip toe and let my lips touch his briefly. Then I just stood there staring at him. He leaned down and kissed me.
This time the kiss was stronger, more intense almost urgent. I was trying to keep my heart from beating out my chest and trying to still breath. He pulled away. I smiled, biting my lip. I pounced on him and started kissing him again, this time I trailed down his neck and got to his collar bone. He moaned slightly grabbing my back. I pushed him down on the ground, flat on his back and continued kissing him. I ripped his shirt off and kissed his chest going down to his stomach and the start of his shorts.
"Nessie." he moaned loudly. I ignored him. He grabbed my hands when I started to undo his pants. Shocked I looked at him. "What?" I said.
"We need to stop." he said, struggling to sit up. I could see he was shaking. "No we don't." I said angrily, trying to get a hold of his pants again. "Stop." he said in a commanding voice. I sat up then too looking at him.
"I love you." he said quietly. "I love you too." I said as we sat in the hall. "I just…I need to make sure I don't hurt you." He said looking at the floor. I laughed. "Hurt me?" I said. "Are you kidding me? Jake, none of that was hurting me." I said. "If anything I should make sure I wouldn't hurt you."
"I know you wouldn't." he said, still staring at the floor. "You have to trust me." I said reaching out to grab his hand.
"I do. I just don't trust myself." "Jake, you aren't a vampire." "I know but I don't know if I would be able to stop if…"
"if what?" I asked. "If it hurt." I sighed. "You won't." I said back. "I trust you." Suddenly I heard the door open downstairs and slam.
"Renesmee?" I could hear Dad's voice ring. He was not happy. Jake and I stood up and I threw his shirt at him. He put it back on and we creeped into my room to sit down and pretend we were talking about something. Anything. My mind was surging with thoughts of Jake and I when I really needed to think about something, anything else. "Calm down Edward." I heard Mom say. Thank goodness she was there. She would sort him out. "How can I calm down when I know full well Jacob and Nessie were-" He stopped. I heard Mom gasp.
"What?" She said. "He stopped her but-" I could tell he was mad. More than mad. he was furious. I didn't know what to say or do so Jake grabbed a deck of cards from my desk and dealt them. "Renesmee?" Mom shouted from downstairs. I groaned. "I'm right here." Jake whispered. "What?" I shouted." "Come down here." I stood up and Jake did too. "Bring your cards." He whispered. As we stepped down the last stair and rounded the corner my parents stood in the living room looking furious. I stood closer to Jake who wrapped his arm around me. So much for the war being over. I thought.