Okay, these dreams are just becoming weird now. This is also weird; the more I have these dreams, the more Shea grows friendlier. Just a coincidence?
"Tay Tay , wait up" called Shea
"What" I said.I have always wanted to be mates with someone as popular as her, but she really can be so demanding.
"Sheesh, I was just gonna ask if you want to socialize after school"
socialize? Who says that anymore?
"I can't" I said bluntly
"Why? It's going to be glamourous, at the spa, we absolutely need a spa day" she replied
"No thanks, I actually have better things to do to benefit the world than making myself pretty" I replied bitter cold.
"What?Wear oversized sweaters and feel sorry for yourself?That didn't exactly start the civil rights movement" she casually replied with a playful wink
"Sorry that totally slipped out, I was just joking" she sincerely apologized but it was too late, I was already too fired up
"Well what do you do thats so important, make sure your pedicures match your manicures?" I replied harshly
"At-least I'm not an anti social, I've been here only a week, and I already have double the amount of friends you have" she replied with a glare
triple the friends I thought, but didn't mention that
'' And don't take it the wrong way, I only have friends because I am friendly and fun and outgoing, no need to brag" she said
"Well maybe not everyone can afford to buy their friends with their money" I smartly replied
" I cant believe you,Your such a looser, I know that I didn't look past your second hand sweaters and flimsy skinny jeans just to see this stuck up brat who's hobby is feeling sorry for theirselves" she fiercely said
then she noticed my hurt face
"Look " she said a little annoyed and sympathetic ,"Its so not fair that you start ratting me out, and I have to apologize to you" she softly said. A second later she said "Sorry"
"Thats your problem, I don't need anyone to feel sorry for me, I wasn't exactly looking for anybody when you came my way!" I suddenly found myself screaming and crying at the same time
"Get some help" she looked almost disgusted as walked away
~ 2 days late~
I walked up to Shea, I've been building up the nerve to apologize to her since the fight.
"Hey Shea" I said brightly
"Mood swing much?" she replies bluntly, but I can sense theirs a relieved and pleased tone in her voice
I laugh " I'm sorry, I just keep having these really weird dreams, maybe if I come over today,we can try to figure out what they mean", I said with desperate eagerness , suddenly I couldn't go 2 days without this girl, however she was Sharlotte Mosel
She laughed nervously "Taylor,"she started, what was wrong, she never used my real name." I don't think we should hang out anymore"
"Why, I thought we were cool, I said I was sorry" what was her deal?
"No, no , I forgive you, but were too different, it wont work" she replied
"Wait a minute, Brit talked you into this didn't she?" I replied
"Brittany didn't have to" she replied softly "This was all my idea, I think your always going to think Im too good to be true, and take out your anger on me" she said a little more confidently
"Geez, Shea I'm sorry"
"You don't have to be sorry, It's not your fault were completely different" she said with a weary smile
"So what now just throw away our friendship?"
"Don't make this hard for me Taylor, we've only known each other for a week" she replied calmly and patiently
"You don't want to be my friend because I'm a loner, don't you?" I closed my eyes half expecting her to tell me how wrong I was but when I opened my eyes she was gone.
Bye Sharlotte