"True Intent"
Emmett And Bella
Chapter two
~Emmett~
Things have changed drastically ever since the family moved back to forks and reunited with Bella. Our family is finally moving forward in a much better direction. The moment we all left Bella after that terrible birthday party that Alice didn't see blowing up in everyone's faces, our family just completely feel apart; more so than it already was.
Things were never really right with this family to begin with. Now though, no one even got along anymore and life just seemed to darken even further after we left Bella, in the way that it made everyone just want to avoid each other completely. More so than before we all even met Bella Swan.
After we all were made to leave forks because of bitchward and his insistent fucking whining, Carlisle and Esme were still the most loving couple/parents that I have ever seen or had the pleasure of knowing. But they were just not entirely there anymore. We missed Bella too much to even pretend to be civil with one another.
Those two, along with Jasper and Alice are the only ones that have tried to keep us all together, despite all our differences. They're constantly trying to make this family whole and happy again, but if I'm being honest here; we weren't ever getting that happy feeling of completion back without Bella, no matter how hard anyone tries. And I really don't want to go back to the way things were. I want us all to move in a different direction, especially me and Bella. I want us all to be together and happy and now that Rose is gone, we will be.
You see, over the last few years Rose and I have been going through a continuous downward spiral; falling further and further apart as the years pass us by, and once Bella was brought into our lives; the distance between us grew to epic proportions, but unlike Rose, I don't blame Bella one damn bit. Hell, if anything Bella made me realize that Rose was never good for me and I was not good for her. We're just too very different people and what we tried so hard to have between us was never meant to work or last.
Over the last few years we just completely drifted apart, we were still able to talk to one another and be civilized. At least for the sake of our family, but now though, I can't even look at her without wanting to rip her self centered ass apart. Hell, the way the bitch treats me makes me want to kill her, then bring her back and kill her again. She made it a point everyday to call me stupid or not worth the life I was given. That shit use to hurt like hell but now I just ignore her because I now know that she is just trying to make herself feel better by trying to make me feel unworthy.
The bitch has major issues, if you ask me.
The funny thing about all that is though, is that I have always known that Rose was using me to make Edward jealous because she's in love with him and he was infatuated with her to, but he has always been the type of man that was more…reserved, and Rose's dumb ass thought he didn't want her. So being the stupid whore that she is, she used me to try and get to him. And she calls me a dumb ass.
To everyone besides me, Edward only acted on his feelings when it was made known to everyone that Rose and I were no longer a couple, but I know the truth with those two; Hell, I caught them together back in the 90's and then I caught them again a couple of weeks before we all left Bella. And up until we left Forks, it pissed Rose off to be treated like the other woman and was royally pissed that Edward feel in love with a human. Like I said; the bitch is fucking stupid, and seriously bat shit crazy.
When Eddie boy left Bella and was finally with only Rose, she reveled in it; hell, she bathed in that shit. Rose just jumped at the chance of having him all to herself, like she wanted. She is and will always be the most vapid bitch to ever walk this earth. The only genuine thing about her is that she wants more than anything, even Edward, to be a mother. I find it amusing that, that is her only good quality. I told her as much. I also told her that her not being able to bare children is most likely her punishment for her selfishness and hateful behavior.
Yeah, she didn't like my harsh words all that much.
Rose and I actually got our divorce the day after Edward made us all leave Bella. Rose wouldn't sign the damn papers until she was sure she had Eddie boy by the balls. Boy did it piss her off when she found out that Edward didn't really want her and that he actually wanted Bella back and tried to kill himself because he thought Bella was dead. After that she tried and failed to reunite with me to make him jealous, yet again, but I flat out told her to fuck off and that I would never take her stupid ass back.
The moment Edward flipped out and ran off to the Volturi, Rose realized that she was truly and utterly unwanted by me and just an easy lay to Edward, she tried to take out her anger on me and kick my ass but when she realized that I could and would kill her if she continued to act like a childish little bitch, she high tailed it and left the family, hopefully for good. The moment the she devil was gone I felt free and alive for the first time in decades. I was finally able to breathe again without smelling her stench.
Jasper and Alice are still going strong with their relationship just like Carlisle and Esme, and that alone gives me hope that one day I'll have the person that completes me, the person I have come to realize that I want more than anything on this planet. The moment I realized that I was in love with Bella Swan, I felt more alive and happier than I have ever felt in all my human and vampire years. I should have never listen to Edward and left Bella. But I did, and I will never stop regretting that stupid decision, as long as I live. I will spend the rest of my existence trying to make it up to Bella.
When Bella, Alice, and Edward got off the plain from Italy I was sure that Bella would have taken the asshole back but the moment I saw his expression and the way she wouldn't even let him near her, I was thoroughly thrilled. My thoughts at that moment made Edward growl at me, then he tried to moved closer to Bella, only for her to glare at him then run towards us. She then did something that pleased me to no end. She ran straight to me and jumped into my arm, hugging me as tight as a human could, then making me want her even more by wrapping those long and deliciously toned legs around my hips. All the while telling me that she missed me so much and to never leave her again. It shocked me even further when I could smell how aroused she was by my very presence. She also told me that night that she was glad that I kick the, and I quote. "Self centered, dumb blonde cunt-pire" to the curb.
I never been so aroused before in my life as I was that night. I fucking wanted her and I knew that she wanted me.
Eddie boy didn't like my line of thanking after that day so he tried and failed to keep Bella away from me as she settled back into our lives, but Bella being Bella, put her foot down and told him very politely, to fuck off. She told him that he would not control her or her decisions ever again. God I was so proud, and turned on when she went off on him like that.
And again, my thoughts pissed the Victorian prude off even more than I already had. I was, and still am thoroughly pleased with myself for getting under his skin like that.
When Bella came over to the house the next day, things weren't as hectic as they were the night before, and it gave me a chance to truly study her and my rapidly growing feelings for her. It all hit me like a damn mac truck when I realized that I felt this strong pull towards her. A pull that could only be felt between mates. It's like this strong tugging sensation on my heart and I can't control it. Hell, I didn't and don't ever want to control it because I fucking want her, badly. I want to own her like she now owns me. I want for her to let me love her, and claim her as mine.
Just thinking about her and Edward together makes my blood boil, and to my sublime happiness; Bella still hasn't taken Eddie boy back, but that hasn't stopped the fucker from trying his damnedest to get her back under his thumb and control her every move though. Seriously, we've only been back three days and anytime she is with us at the house, or anywhere else for that matter, he makes a point to try and hover over her or try to control everything she does; down to what she eats. I can tell that she is almost to the point of rage, but every time she gets to that point she'll turn to me and her eyes soften. It's like I'm the only one that can calm her down, but the way she looks at me gives me hope that one day soon she will be mine and I'll be hers. Hell, I am already hers.
I can feel that Bella truly hates Edward now, and the way she looks at him; it's like she knows all his secrets; all his lies and indiscretions. Hell, I honestly think that she knows all about he and Rose's sick love affair… And to my extreme pleasure, the way Bella looks at Edward now, tells me that she would love nothing more than to set his ass on fire. Oh, and I would gladly help her with that task.
Alice must have told her everything that has happen...
"Damn it Edward, this is not your fucking decision! It's mine and the entire families, so back off!" Hell yeah, you tell him Bells. They have been arguing ever since she drove up this morning and her anger towards him as been growing to boiling levels because the asshole won't leave her alone. I can tell that Bella's anger is affecting the Jazz man, because right now Alice is having a hard time holding Jasper down, to keep him from beating the stuffing out of the Eddie.
I just sit back in my lazy boy with my hands behind my head and grin when the beautiful angry woman inters the room and walks straight over to me. The moment she plop her cute little ass on the arm of my recliner, my grin turns cheesy as I look over at Eddie boy. I wink at him as I reach out towards her sexy hips and pull her down into my lap causing the mind raping whore child to growl at me, yet again. "Shut the fuck up, Eddie boy." I laugh then deliberately begin to fantasize and visualize Bella's naked and sweaty body beneath me as I make love to her. Her body blushing furiously and sweating while screaming my name and writhing beneath me as I pound into her warm, wet and oh so tight…
"Emmett!" Edward roars at me causing me to grin. "You are fucking sick!" Oh this will happen eventually Eddie boy, and it's not sick at all. It's a beautiful act between two willing adults. I taunt the asshole in my mind.
"Language, boys!" Esme yells at us but I ignore her and continue to talk to Edward in my mind.
'You see, I'm a man Eddie boy, and Bella is a very sexy woman and I intend to make her mine. She needs a man like me, not a forever seventeen year old, childish boy that has control issues. Oh, and if you don't like what's in my thoughts, then I suggest that you simply stay the fuck out of my head, Edward." I give him a low growl then grin as I continue to piss him off with my thoughts and, no doubt, with the way my hands are traveling up Bella's bare, soft, and oh so sexy thighs. Damn, these shorts that Bella's wearing are sinful and would look even better on my bedroom floor.
Just to make all this better, Bella hums and leans her back against my chest as her body relaxes into mine completely. Her tight little ass begins to squirm against me, causing my dick to twitch upon contact with her sweet ass. "Do you see what I do to her? Can you smell what I'm doing to her just by touching her body? I can smell it, and fuck me, her arousal smells so damn good. Hey Eddie? Does the image of what I plan to do with My Bella excite you? Or does it remind you of the whore that took your virtue? Did you feel how broke in Rose is? Hell, I bet that you didn't feel anything at all. I bet your tiny little dick just fell right on in. Hahaha! I can't imagine you got off in that cave.' I continue to chuckle while I taunt the pitiful bastard in my head.
I shake my head then hug Bella to me tighter, just as everyone else makes their way into the family room for the meeting that Bella called for earlier this evening.
Edward lets out another sissy growl as he continues to glare at me. "You are sick, Emmett! No wonder Rose left you!" He yells out at me and I grin when Bella glares at him.
"Edward!" Bella yells at him.
I tap her leg and grin at her. "Its alright." I grin and turn back to Edward. "Correction, little boy!" I laugh at the fucker. "I left Rose because I was tired of her using me to make you jealous. I was tired of all the lies and cheating. The skank would fuck anyone, but you already know that all to well, by first hand encounters; don't you? Seeing as you rode that bicycle pretty damn often, yourself. Even after Bella risked her neck to save your sorry ass. Don't deny it, I know that you've been sneaking out to meet up with her a couple of times this week. Starting with the night that you came back from Italy. Why are you still trying to get Bella to take you back if you are gonna continue to cheat on her like you did before? Huh? No answer for that, little Eddie boy?" I look down at Bella as she begins to laugh really hard. "You knew all about what he has done and been doing, didn't you?"
Bella nods her head and points to Alice and Jasper. "Yep, it's why I nailed all the windows in my house shut and had Jazz add more locks to my doors. I know that won't stop a vampire from getting in but nothing is broken yet so it has kept unwanted guest out." I turn to my sister and brother. Alice just gives me a little wink causing Edward to growl at us.
"You told her?! How could you, Alice?!" Edward screeches like a damn woman, then continues in a quieter but still angry tone. "Why are you hiding your thoughts, Alice?" He asks her like she is not aloud to keep her thoughts to herself.
God, Edwards is such a selfish asshole. He and Rose are perfect for each other.
"Yes, I did tell her because you clearly weren't planning to tell her, and my sister has every right to know all about your dirty deeds! Oh, and I'm hiding my thoughts because I can, Edward." She laughs along with Bella, Jasper, and myself. "Is it against the law for me to want my thoughts to be private?" Alice narrows her eyes at Edward. "Bella's thoughts are private; so why can't mine be?"
Edwards huff. "That's because I can't read her mind."
Alice's laughs loudly. "Oh, so since no one else can block their thoughts from you, that means you are privy to hear whatever you want to hear from the rest of us? You are so demented, Edward. I know you can block out our thoughts! I know you can pick and choose who and what you hear, so mind your own fucking business and stay the hell out of our heads, asshole!"
Jasper stands and gets in Edwards face. Oh yeah, I can tell that he is beyond pissed because assward is upsetting his mate and I don't blame Jazz one damn bit because he has upset my mate, repeatedly ever since the moment she came back into our lives.
"Edward." Jasper points his finger in Eddie's chest. "You might want to start listening to Alice because I will not have you upsetting her any longer." Jasper growls low and menacingly but Edward isn't paying him any attention because he is looking at me like he wants to kill me.
'Ah, I guess you heard me refer to Bella as my mate. She is my mate, I can feel the pull, Edward, and the sooner you except that the better off you will be.' I wink at him as I reveal my thoughts to him.
"No!" He hisses quietly.
"Yes!" I hiss right back to him as I pull Bella closer to me while we all just continue to stare at each other until Carlisle walks into the room with Esme and clears his throat to get everyone's attention. "Alright, let's all calm down and get to the reason why we're having this meeting." Carlisle turns to Bella and smiles down at her then takes a seat next to Esme. "Bella, the floor is yours my dear."
Bella nods then looks around the room. "Thank you, Carlisle." She nods to him. "First, I just wanted to say that I am so happy that you all are back and everything, really I am. But I cannot live like this again…" She stops talking and looks down at her hands and then begins playing with my fingers.
During Bella's pause I begin to panic. She doesn't want us back in her life? She doesn't want me? Oh god, I can't lose her again. I'm abruptly broken from my panic attack when I feel Bella lace her fingers through mine, then she squeezes my hand tightly. I turn my head and smile when I see Bella smiling at me with the most loving and caring smile I have ever seen.
"What I mean is that, I have decided that I want to be a vampire now. Even though Edward and I are not getting back together I still want to be a part of this family, and my decision has absolutely nothing to do with the Volturi demanding that I am turned as soon as possible. I love you all, and I won't survive losing this family again." Bella grips my hand even tighter as I caress her arm. "As you all know, I have been living on my own ever since Charlie moved to the reservation with his new family. So you guys are the only family that I have left, so I won't be missed by anyone." Bella says quietly as tears begin to roll down her cheeks.
To say I was shocked when she told us that Charlie basically abandoned her when he married Sue Clearwater, just two months after her previous husband mysteriously passed away, would have been an understatement. Granted, Charlie let her stay in his house but in the process he gave her up for what he thinks, are bigger and better things, and now he wants nothing to do with his own daughter anymore because of what the wolves have told him about us and that Bella knew all along, and still loves us. I could kill that asshole for hurting her like that. I could also kill the wolves for breaking the damn treaty, and I should, but Carlisle said that we could use that for when it comes time for Bella's transformation. He said that since they broke the treaty first, they have no leg to stand on when it comes to turning Bella. I agree whole heartedly. Edward? Not so much.
Edward is no better than Charlie. I really hate them both and I can tell that Bella feels the same.
I ignore Edwards growls at my thoughts on his and Charlies similarities and the fact that Bella hates them both. I instinctively pull Bella tighter in my arms, then wipe her tears off her beautiful face. "I will never leave you ever again, Bella. I promise. You are stuck with me now, baby. Hell, I didn't want to leave you in the first place." I tell her quietly then lean down and press my lips to the sensitive skin just under her ear, causing her to shiver and earning us another growl from Edward as he moves closer to us.
It's no secret to anyone on how I feel about Bella, and I know that Bella knows this as well; based on how I treat her and all the sensual ways I like to touch her, and the fact that she responds to me in ways that make her body cry out for me to take her. Yeah, the sexy woman knows that I want her and I know that she wants me just as much. Take that Eddie boy!
"Emmett!" The fucker growls at me, yet again.
"Back off Edward. You know deep down that she is mine and there is nothing that you can do about it, so shut the fuck up before I make you." I growl at the fucker too low and fast for Bella to hear me.
Bella takes a deep shuttering breath then begins to rub my hand in a soothing caress as she continues. "Edward has made it quite clear that he would rather the Volturi kill me than turn me so..." I growl then glare at the bastard.
"Bella that is not what I said." Edward pinches the bridge of his nose as he starts to pace the room. "There are ways to avoid the Volturi so that you can remain human. I don't want to damn your soul, love. Can't you see that? You don't want this life! I know what is best for you, Bella, and being a vampire is not what is best for you. Please, tell me that you see and understand that?"
I roll my eyes at the controlling idiot.
"What I see and understand, Edward…" Bella stands and I instinctively move with her. "…Is that you don't want me around forever! What I see and understand, is that you want this fragile little human to stay dependent on you until I grow old and die!" She's screaming in his face now as she moves closer to him. "But let me tell you what you don't see and understand, asshole!" Her body is shaking now as I continue to hold her to me. "I do not want to spend the rest of my life running and looking over my shoulder, just so you can keep me human! No, fuck that you self righteous dick head! This is NOT your decision! So back off!" Bella takes a deep breath then turns to me. "Emmett, what do you want? Do you want me to stay human or…"
I cut her off as I lift her up into a tight hug. "When and where do you want me to bite you?" I grin at her while we both ignore the prude that is currently growling at us. "I don't care if I'm the only one that wants you to become a vampire. If this is what you want, I'll gladly bite you, baby. Hell, I'm not giving you the choice; I'm gonna bite the shit out of you very fucking soon, Bella." I tell her honestly causing her to give me the most beautiful smile that I have ever seen in all my years. Human or vampire, I have never seen such a beautiful creature in all my life.
God in heaven, I am so much in love with Bella Swan.
The moment I turn to spin her around I feel a body collide with mine. I suddenly lose my grip on Bella, sending her flying back with incredible force. A moment later I'm standing with Eddie boys arm in my hand and he is laying on the floor crying like a little bitch with Jasper's boot in his throat holding him down. I toss his arm across then room then turn back to my mate only to see Alice, Carlisle, and Esme crouched over her and she is not moving at all.
I race over and fall to my knees at the sight of Bella's broken and bloodied body. "Carlisle?" I whimper when I see her broken beyond repair. Well, beyond repair by human standards.
"She's not dead son; not yet, but she's fading fast. Can you do it without losing control?" Carlisle looks up at me in question and all I can do is nod. "Then bite her now, Emmett."
I nod again as I lean over her. "I'm gonna make it better, Bella." I kiss her soft lips for the first time. "I can't lose you again, baby." I lean down and press my lips to her neck, then sink my teeth into her flesh, being as gentle as I can. I take a small gulp of her sweet blood before I begin to inject as much venom into her frail and broken body as I can.
When I'm satisfied and sure that she will turn, I remove my teeth from her neck then press my lips to hers once more, and the moment our lips touch the world around me begins to fade away, and my body collapses next to Bella.
"Emmett!" I hear several screams as I grasps Bella's hand tightly in mine.
I feel her soft warm hand squeeze mine weakly just as the darkness consumes me completely.
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