Chapter 8

Frisk's Diary: With love, not LOVE.

A/N: Before this begins, I'm gonna set it out for you. I wanted something different, and Llew444 suggested that Frisk get a bit more of the spotlight. I will agree that Frisk's Main Character time has been a bit lacking, so that's the first reason. The second reason is that I want another time-skip while Felix recovers. So I figured, why not expose Frisk's Diary? Here is Diary Chapter 1: From Frisk, With Love.

Day 108

Dear Diary,

Oh how I love writing those first two words down. But something else has affected my mood today... Felix fought Papyrus today, and they both survived. Sans healed Papyrus up in a jiffy, but Felix... Felix hasn't woken up, and we've even fed him Monster Food. I want him to wake up so badly. Without him, it feels like... It feels like something's missing. I can't describe it, but it feels like part of me went to sleep or something. Like the happy me decided to take the day off. I asked Sans about it and he said, "well kid, that's what happens when you're missing someone you love. someone you really care about. someone that's your family." Instantly, I felt a pang of heartache for Toriel. It had been some time since I last saw her, and I hadn't thought about her once. I felt like I betrayed her.

Instantly, I whipped out my cell phone and called Toriel. She didn't pick up. I said to myself, "But nobody came..." I tried again. No response. I tried a third time. And a fourth. And a fifth. No answer at all. I put the phone away and sat down on the couch. I thought about a lot of things. About why I fell, and no, not just because of the branch. I thought about why I cared. Why I had love. No, not LOVE, or Level Of ViolencE, love. Like how a parent is supposed to love their child. It's weird though... Before this RESET, I can't remember Felix in the Underground at all... I don't think he remembers the Underground either. He was so amazed when I LOADED that he held me tight and told me never to do it again. He's the reason I we stayed so long in the Ruins. I wonder what Sans is really thinking... He can remember parts of RESETS... Or were his memories of RESETS completely wiped this time around?

I'll have to ask him to be sure.

From Frisk Dreemurr, Daughter of Toriel Dreemurr

With love, not LOVE.

Day 109

Dear Diary,

Felix still hasn't woken up yet. I find myself getting more and more worried by the minute. I know Sans said that I care about him a lot, but do I really care about him that much? I almost never leave his side anymore. Papyrus brings me lots of his spaghetti. It tastes disgusting indescribable. Well, at least it's something that gives me nourishment... Even if it's full of magic and stuff...

I hope he wakes up soon. I don't know how much longer I can keep myself together. Even though I don't remember him before this RESET, I feel like he was meant to be here... Like he's the key to something. Maybe with him, I can finally free everyone and I mean everyone even Flowey Asriel Dreemurr. I miss talking to him. On RESET #25, I actually talked with him until he faded to Flowey... We had such good conversations... We even talked about how we could get him to the surface. As Asriel, not Flowey. He said that some aspect was missing, but he didn't know what. Maybe Felix is that element? I hate to think about it, but if he gives Flowey his soul in addition to the seven others, will Asriel be able to stay together with everyone? I don't want to think about it at all... Right now, even thinking about Felix being gone is like ripping my heart out...

So who will I choose? A human brother? Or a monster brother?

From the ever indecisive Frisk Dreemurr,

With love, not LOVE.

Day 110

Dear Diary,

I remembered how to heal Humans. Alphys taught me on Surface Try #17, Day 12. She said to never use it on Monsters, or else they'll melt... I can use it on Humans though, which is a big advantage right now. I might even be able to wake Felix up! I'll try it at the end of today, if Felix doesn't wake up on his own. I'm so excited, I can hardly wait… I'll get Felix back, and then we can go visit adventure to the Capital and visit have an audience with Uncle King Fluffybuns Asgore ASGORE. I really need to get an eraser…

I don't think I can write anymore today… I'm too anxious… Let's hope I make the write decision. Heh… Papa Sans is rubbing off on me. All these cross-outs are making me wonder though… Will Momma Toriel choose Sans or Asgore this time around? In some Surface Tries, she chose Asgore, in some she chose Sans, and in others, she chose to be, as my friend Guillermo put it, "single like a Pringle and ready to mingle". I laughed so hard when I heard that…

Time to wake up the Sleepyhead…

From the TimeLine Jumper Herself, Frisk Dreemurr,

With love, not LOVE.