A/N: Here's the next chapter, and I hope you all like it! I do like making these Diary Chapters, so I might make them as breaks between arcs. The first one split off Snowdin and Waterfall, and this one splits off Waterfall and Hotland.
Chapter 14
Frisk's Diary: Killing Isn't Justified
Day 114
Dear Diary,
I haven't heard back from Felix yet… Yesterday, he dashed off after… killing the Mad Dummy. He apparently gained enough EXecution Points to become Level Of ViolencE 5... I don't know why, but he just dashed off. He apparently battled with Undyne, according to Sans. He didn't say much else… I don't know why, but I've been getting really worried for Felix. I just have this thought that he's hurt, and I just want to push it further and further away from me. Chara knows about it, and she keeps pestering me about it, but in the good way. She keeps telling me that, "If you weren't worried for him, you wouldn't be his friend." Hopefully Chara doesn't look in my diary… But if she saw today's entry… She'd know that I'm grateful for her encouragement.
I decided to stop into Gerson's shop today, and we talked a bit. Gerson said something odd though… He said that he hasn't seen Undyne since the day of the battle… I wonder why?
Since Felix came to the Underground, nobody's been talking "normally." Sure, their speech patterns are normal, but no-one says any of the things I've nearly memorized prior. It's like everyone's acting as independent people, and they interact with each other. I talked with Gerson over the "7 SOULs to free our people" plot again, and he had a different opinion on it.
"Well, little girl, if I had told Asgore what I really thought about the plan…" He paused to smile wanly. "I probably would've been laughed out of the castle." I tilted my head at him. "I never wanted to even go through with the plan. Asgore wanted my confirmation that it would help us get out of the Underground, so I told the truth on that. I had said, 'It will get us out of the underground, eventually.' What I really wanted to say was, 'It will get us out of the Underground, but at a terrible price. You'll have to kill seven innocent children, and use their SOULs to cross the barrier.'" I nodded, and thanked Gerson leaving…
What he said still haunts me now. He never wanted to go with the plan… He wanted to warn Mr. King Asgore. I just wish I knew more…
From a very concerned Frisk Dreemurr
Of course, with love too.
Day 115
Dear Diary,
Sans came to tell me something today. I can barely believe it. Turns out that Undyne and Felix really did fight, but neither of them have been seen since the fight. Did… Did they both die? No… Felix's body would be somewhere… Did… Did Undyne die and Felix run away? But the Underground's too small… And he can't cross the barrier without a monster SOUL in addition to his human SOUL… I don't know what to do now… Could I have lost him? Could this adventure be over for him before it hit its climax…? I… I don't really know… I don't even want to write anymore…
Frisk Dreemurr
Day 116
Dear Diary,
Sans brought me back to Snowdin for the time being. I couldn't stand being in Waterfall anymore… I told Sans that if Felix or Undyne was found dead, I was going to RESET. His eyesockets darkened, because he hated RESET'ing… But after a minute or two of thinking, he said, "i won't hold it against ya, kid. i won't like it… at all… but i won't hold it against ya. felix is a pretty good guy, so i wouldn't mind if you RESET for his sake."
He had his signature smile on, and I could tell it was genuine. He was happy I wasn't RESET'ing for myself. I bet Sans would've tried to give Chara one of his signature "bad times" to her, if he could see her. She was gawking at the fact that Sans, the RESET loather himself, was actually okay with another RESET. I gave Sans a hug, smiling slightly.
I just hope that Felix is alright…
Frisk Dreemurr, the confused and concerned temporal twister
Day 117
Dear Diary,
He's been found… Near fatally injured, unconscious again, and probably not gonna wake up for a few more days, but he's been found, and he's alive… Undyne came over today, and I had nonchalantly been reaching for my Notebook and Cloudy Glasses. She smirked at me, and came over, giving me a noogie and calling me punk again, like in the pacifist run. She said that whatever beef she had with me was in the past, thanks to my boyfriend… W-Wait, I don't have a boyfriend! Felix isn't my boyfriend! Gah! She didn't even mentioned a "boyfriend" and I'm subconsciously writing it down! What the hell is wrong with me?!
Okay, back to the real news. Felix is alive, and he's safe. Undyne somehow convinced Alphys to scan him and help patch him up. Tomorrow, I'm going out with Undyne via the River Person to go check on him and see if he's alright. I just hope he's okay…
Someone Put At Ease…
Day 117-2
Dear Diary,
I talked with Undyne about why she didn't kill Felix. She gave me two distinct reasons. "Punk, lemme tell ya like this. You don't kill someone that just saved your life. That's common knowledge!" She laughed slightly before it suddenly died off. "Besides… I've done somethings in my life that I regret… and now after seeing that… I now know…" Undyne's voice turned harsh for a moment as she stared straight into me.
"Killing isn't justified." Her eye was akin to that out of a horror movie, and I felt my SOUL lurch when she said it.
Someone Now Fearful
