The Learning Curve: Chapter 122
A Back Road in Forks
As soon as we parked, I wasted no time in clambering into the backseat with Edward. He pulled me into his lap and kissed me insistently, and I yanked his shirt out of his pants, where it was still securely tucked.
"The Volvo had a bigger backseat," Edward said mournfully against my lips.
"I think we'll manage," I replied distractedly, working on his shirt buttons.
"You do know we have plenty of time?" he laughed, pulling me tighter to him with his hands under the back of my shirt. "We don't have to rush."
"What if I want to rush?" I found the skin just below the edge of his jaw and nipped lightly. "We haven't been together in like, two weeks."
"Believe me, I know," Edward groaned, running his hands over my behind. "I've never jacked off so much in my life."
"Really?" I leaned back in surprise, staring at his sheepish face. "Is that something...is that something you usually do a lot?"
He laughed uncomfortably. "Since I met you? Definitely."
"Do you think about me?" I asked uncertainly.
"Of course," Edward said as though it was one of the stupidest questions I'd ever asked, and I was okay with it being a stupid question if that was his answer.
I shifted on his lap, wanting friction – but wanting to hear more as well. "What do you think about?"
"Moments like this," he said, pulling me back in for a kiss. I indulged him, but as soon as he pulled away to drop kisses on my neck, I was back to my questioning.
"Really, Edward, I want to know. What do you imagine me doing when you touch yourself?"
He buried his face in my shoulder and shook his head. "I don't know. Everything?"
"If you won't tell me what you think about, will you show me?" I asked.
Edward looked at me skeptically. "You want to watch me...?"
I nodded. "Why is that weird? Don't guys love the idea of watching girls do it?"
His eyes glazed over momentarily, confirming my suspicions. "Yeah, but it's sexy when girls do it. When guys do it, it's just...sad."
I rolled my eyes and backed away from him. "I want to see it."
"Right now?" he whined.
I nodded, climbing off his lap completely. "But Bella..."
"Please?" I wheedled, trying out a pout. "I'd do it for you."
That caught his attention. His eyes lit up like a child's on Christmas morning. "You would?"
"If it was something you wanted," I hedged.
Edward slowly unfastened his belt. "Would you be willing to show me right now?"
I gulped. "I – it's not something I normally do," I hesitated. I could use a little practice time first.
Edward just smiled. "When you're ready to show me, I'll show you. But tonight? Tonight I just want you."
I sighed and let him draw me in again. At the end of the day, I just wanted him, too.
A/N: I'm a bad author. :( I'm kind of in a slump these days. When I'm not working, I just want to mope in bed and play Sims 3.