Disclaimer:I do not own anything Sons of Anarchy. But, I really wish I had Jax. I only own Lizbeth and Bella.

A/N: I saw the picture from behind the scenes of Season 4 of S.O.A. and I cannot believe that Jax's hair is now in a buzz cut! I miss the long hair! *sighs* Anyway.. I'm back and hopefully, tomorrow I shall start on the next part! The main part that I've been super syked about! So, please excuse the shortness of this chapter for lack of muse.

Ever since that fateful kiss between Jax and I, Tara has been at the clubhouse every single day when she gets off work. Chibs even told me that she even tried to get Jax to sleep with her, and that it was pathetic and fun to watch her try that. I thought it was funny too, just imagining it.

But, anyway, she's been trying to sabotage everything between the two of us and whenever I'm alone with her, she has to have a major attitude that just makes me want to slap the hell out of her. And so far, Gemma and the guys are on my team.

Now, it being a little more then a week after we were caught, Jax and I went back to the Hospital to check on little Abel. Thankfully when we got there, Tar Pit was no where to be found. Jax got a bottle to feed his son, only to give it to me.

"He seemed to like you from last time and since your time with holding him was cut short, thought you might want another chance." Jax told me, with a smile that made my heart pound against my rib cage.

"Okay." I said, taking the bottle before being handed little Abel. He was so small and fragile that when he was in my arms, it felt like I was holding porcelain. And as I fed him, I couldn't help but feel protective over him even though he is not blood relation to me. It just felt like it.

When the baby finished, I put him over my shoulder and gently patted his back only for him to burp and get a little fussy. My nerves went through the roof when he started fussing but, I could hear my Mother's voice in my head from back when I was little, playing with a baby doll.

Lizzi, whenever a baby starts getting fussy after a burping, a song always calms them. It worked with me for you.

The latest song I was listening to popped into my head and the lyrics just flowed from my lips.

"The valley green was so serene,
In the middle ran a stream so blue...
A maiden fair, in despair,
Once had met her true love there and she told him...
She would say...

Promise me, when you see
A white rose you'll think of me.
I love you so,
Never let go,
I will be...
Your ghost of a rose...

Her eyes believed in mysteries,
She would lay amongst the leaves of amber...
Her spirit wild, heart of a child,
Yet gentle still, and quiet and mild
And he loved her...
When she would say...

Promise me, when you see
A white rose you'll think of me.
I love you so,
Never let go,
I will be...
Your ghost of a rose..."

Jax's pov

When I saw Abel starting to fuss after Liz, I started to take him but I was surprised to see that she had cradled him back in her arms and started singing a song.

'A song as beautiful as her.' I thought to myself, only to blink a few times and shake my head after thinking it.

Liz's pov

After singing the song, Abel was calm and had a smile on his cute little face. Standing up slowly, I just cradled the baby in my arms smiling down at him. Looking over at Jax, I saw that he had a certain look in his eyes and looked away and happened to see in a little window, just to see my reflection and I was in awe on how I looked holding Abel.

Then, when Jax got up and stood next to me, it looked perfect. And it felt right with the three of us. Feeling his fingers on my chin and turn me to look at him, I had to smile just to get one back from him. He got closer and when our lips only brushed each other, we heard a loud and rude ahem! Turning around, Tara was right there glaring straight at me.

"Enjoying your visit, Jax?" Tara asked, turning her gaze on him as he took Abel from me.

"Yeah, glad that he'll be home in a few days." Jax said, with a smile before leaving the room. Leaving me alone with my cousin.

"See your cuts and bruises are gone." She mused, getting closer and I fought the urge to step back, fearing that she has a scalpel on her.

"Yeah, that cream you gave me worked well." I told her, trying to be civil. But, of course, her jealousy had to turn its fugly head.

"Jax won't be with you for long. Once he fucks you, he goes on to the next girl." Tara said, making me want to wring her neck. But, I came up with a better come back.

"Not when the pussy's good, cuz." I said back, with a smirk walking past her when I saw the blonde Biker in the doorway.

"See you at the party." Jax told her, before we walked away and out the hospital. I wanted to ask why he said that but, he was probably was just being nice since Tara was the one that saved Abel when he was born.

But, still I didn't want her at the party because I think she has it in for me.