Hey peeps, well I can see that you all made it through the weekend lol. Thanks for being there for me and waiting for me. Well here is long wait Baby Bella is now an adult ah lol. Thanks for everything guys. Enjoy reading this chapter and the few more to come. JenCullen28.
Chapter 57: Vampire Bella
Bella's P.O.V.
Well I just woke up to my new life looking into my loves eyes. I noticed that they were getting dark and I raised my hand up and started to stroke the dark circles under his eyes and I frowned. He looked at me with concern and then smile at me. I smile back and I take a breath and it don't feel right to breath but I like it. I then smile back at my love and I saw his eyes go black; not with thirst but with lust. As I was still laying in bed I started to look around with my new eyes and I loved what I saw. I could see everything clearly like the paint on the ceiling has little air bubbles and I can even see the dust moving around. I would take a breath and I could taste them and they tasted great; I know I'm weird. I then look at the light that is on and is amazed that I can see all the colors in it, there is also an eighth color of the rainbow in the light that I can not name right now.
As I was looking around I had a faint feeling that it was not just me and Edward in the room. So I look around the room and I see some of my family standing just on the inside of our room. I smile at them and I see dad come in closer but taking small slow steps which irritate me for some reason. He comes to my bed and smiles down at me.
"Bella honey, how do you feel?" he asked me.
I just lay there looking at my dad for the first time since I been changed. He was even more beautiful now than when I saw him with my human eyes. Then it hit me, I have not talked yet and was worried that I will sound like my old self because I kinda feel like myself and not what I am. So I take another breath and smile at him.
"I just don't know yet dad. There is so much to take in right now but I feel great. Why did you take your time to get to me? It for some reason irritated me," I told him.
He smiled and I was at aw with my new voice, it sounded like bells or wind chimes.
"Yes, it is a lot to take in right now and I am so happy that you feel great. I took my time because your a newborn and I did not want to make any sudden moves and upset you or scare you. I am sorry that I irritated you, I was just being cautions. So what do you feel like doing?" dad asked me.
I lay there for a moment and I thought to myself I wanted to get up. But as soon as that thought was in my mind I was in a standing position. It scared me a little bit but it felt good to move my new muscles. When I was standing I saw everything in another way and well I loved it. Then I saw movement out the corner of my left eye and I saw Edward walking around to come to me. When he was in front of me my breath was taken away because Edward was even more gorgeous than I have ever thought him to be. I took him in with my eyes and I felt my lust coming on and then I saw more movement from in front of me but I did not look that way because all I wanted was to touch and hold my Edward. I smiled at him and threw my arms around him and started to hug him when I heard him say something.
"Oi Bella, you need to be a little more careful right now; you are stronger than me right now," he told me.
I let him go as fast as I could and put my hands behind my back and stepped away feeling bad that I made Edward say Oi. He smiled at me and walked up to me and pried my hands out from behind my back and put them around his neck and he held me and I felt good. He then pulled back a little bit and smiled then he leaned in and started to kiss me. When Edward was kissing me I thought back to when I was human and how he kissed me then. This kiss and the other kiss are way way different. I pushed myself into him more wanting more and I was thinking about the others in the room with us and also how I was told that I would not be feeling anything but lust for blood not lust for my husband. When I thought of blood I pulled back and grabbed my throat because it felt like I was going to burst into flames again. I was so thirsty and my throat felt like sandpaper. Edward looked at me and smiled.
"Bella honey, we need to get you to hunt; I know you have to be thirsty," he told me.
I nodded but then I saw Alice trying to get around Jasper but he would not let her for some reason. I was getting mad a Jasper and I knew he felt it so I calmed myself down before he could do it.
"Jasper, why wont you let Alice come to me?" I asked him irritated at him.
"Bella, your emotions are all over the place right now and you are feeling irritated. I am just trying to keep her safe from you right now," he told me.
I then felt myself getting really mad at my brother-in-law. I felt something building in my chest and I heard growling coming from someone till it hit me that I was growling. I stopped myself in my own tracks and put my head in my hands feeling sorry for growling at Jasper like that. Edward then had me in his arm rubbing my back and I calmed down some and I looked at Jasper again. This time he moved some and I felt like I should be on alert around him because he was covered in scars. I started to feel danger around him because of all the bite marks on him. I never saw them when I was human except once when we were hanging out and he showed me in the light. Then it hit me why he had all of those bite marks on him. It was when he was in the vampire army and I felt sorry for him being bit that many times over and over. I looked him in the eyes and gave him a weak smile.
"I am so sorry Jasper for growling at you. It just upset me that you would think that I would hurt Alice, I would never hurt Alice ever. I would rather die than hurt my sister ever. Again I am sorry," I told him.
He started to shake his head back and forth and I looked at Edward who was smiling.
"What is wrong with Jasper? Why is he shaking his head like that?" I asked Edward.
Edward then laughed a little.
"Bella, you are doing really well for a newborn vampire. He is trying to help you control your emotions and you control them before he has a chance to. He is just thinking how you are doing it; you are acting years old instead of three days old," Edward told me.
I then looked back at Jasper who gave me a weak smile and I wanted to go and hug him. So I walked slowly up to him and he kinda stepped back but he felt what I wanted so he stepped up to me and embraced me. I now felt safe with Jasper instead of danger, I felt like crying but I could not cry. He held me then let me go and he stepped to the side so I could get to Alice who by the way bounced up and I grabbed her in mid-air and hugged her tightly but not to tightly. I missed my sister so much and I put her down and she smiled up at me.
"Bella, you are so beautiful and I love you sister. Give me a second, I will be right back," she told me.
Then she was gone and I looked to Em and mom and gave Em a hug first and he picked me up and spun me around once and sat me on my feet. I waited for the dizziness but nothing happened. I then went up to mom and she wrapped her arms around me and started to dry sob. I pulled back and gave her a kiss; as I was getting ready to say something Alice came in carrying a heavy looking full body mirror and sat it on the floor. She smiled at me then.
"Bella, I want you to see yourself for the first time before you go hunt," Alice told me.
I looked back at Edward who came to stand next to me and nodded his head. I then tore my eyes away from him and looked into the mirror that was in front of me. I knew that mirror belonged to Rose. I then looked at myself in the mirror and I felt myself gasped at the most beautiful girl in the mirror. She had long curly brown hair and her face was clear and beautiful. I looked at my body which was in a dress that I knew Alice had put on me while I was still burning. It was a long purple dress that went to just above the ankles and some high heal shoes that were the same color. I then looked at myself again and I looked at the eyes, the scary eyes that looked back at me. I mouthed the eyes and Edward pulled me into him.
"Bella, right now your eyes are going to be red for three months. You have to give the animal blood time to dilute them to the color gold," he told me.
I could not take my eyes off the girl staring back at me with the red eyes and then I thought about what he said.
"Three months, I am not going to be able to go anywhere for months with these eyes looking this way," I told him.
"Honey, till we get you to hunt you are not going anywhere. Remember you have two babies that have blood flooding through them and your two friends. Even Jake and Seth are downstairs and they have blood going through them. So till you hunt you are staying in this room with us. So lets go hunt honey," he told me.
I looked at him and nodded because when he said the word blood it made my throat burst again with flames. I stood there for a minute and was testing my ears to see if I could hear the heartbeats downstairs. I put my finger up to my lips and shh everyone and I stood there listening. Then I found the heartbeats coming from downstairs and I smiled. But something was not right with three of them. I could hear Jake, Seth and Ange heartbeats and they were calm but I heard three very fast beating heartbeats and I looked to Dad this time.
"Dad, what am I hearing down there. I can hear three calm heartbeats but three of them are really fast like humming bird wings fast?" I asked him.
"Well sweetheart, the three that are beating really fast is the babies and Jade's heart beating. For some reason their hearts beats faster than normal humans," dad told me.
I just nodded and I kept thinking about the hearts beating downstairs and that made my throat burn more.
"Edward, lets go hunt before I try something that I will hate myself forever," I told him.
He nodded and then he pulled me to our balcony and I looked down and saw all the small rocks that looked like they could pop a hole in something. I looked at Edward and he smiled.
"Why can't we just take the stairs?" I asked him.
"Bella honey, the humans are down there," he told me.
I knew that but jumping from three stories high just did not appeal to me. I looked at him and gave him a worried expression.
"Don't worry honey, those rocks are way more fragile than you are. If you want I will step out first and you can see how I land and then you follow me," he told me.
I just nodded still feeling scared and then I felt a boost of confidence hit me and look behind me and nod at Jasper for helping me there. I watched Edward just step out into the air and fall to the ground. He bent his knees for the impact and then looked at me and smiled.
"See honey, easy," he told me.
I swallowed and did as he did; I step out into thin air. At first I had my eyes closed but I opened them to see the ground coming up at me and I bent my knees waiting for the impact and when my feet touched the ground it felt like I landed on something soft. I landed a little imbalanced because I did not want to break the thin heals that Alice put me in. If I had landed wrong Em would call me the first clumsy vampire and would never let me live it down. I was glad that I landed the way I did. I then did something I knew Alice would be upset by but oh well; I hooked my shoes off and threw them back up and threw the window where I just came from and I heard them hit something and I laughed. I also heard everyone else chuckle and I heard Alice grumble about how I still did not like high heals. I just laughed and I looked at Edward.
"Shall we Mrs. Cullen?" he asked me and held his hand out to me.
I smiled and grabbed his hand and we took off running. At first I was scared that I would run into a tree and get hurt but then it hit me that I would not get hurt but the trees would be the ones to get hurt. As we were running I felt stained and I looked down to see why, the dress that Alice put me was not letting my legs run like I want them to. So I looked back and saw the family looking out the window at us and I looked at Alice and smiled. I saw her shaking her head back and forth at what I was doing. I took the bottom of the dress on one side and with very little strength I tore it up to just my thigh and I did the same thing to the other side. I just laughed at Alice who had her arms folded across her chest giving me a death stare. I then grabbed Edward's hand again and we took off running again and I felt free. We stopped when we got to the small river. I looked at Edward and he smiled.
"Watch," he told me.
He took three steps back and launched himself over the fifty foot river and landed without any troubles. I decided to take a few more steps back to make sure I don't land in the water and I started to feel the rocks under my bare feet. They felt like soft clouds or a soft pillow; I then took off and jumped and sailed over the river and landed in the woods in a tree. I held on and started to laugh because I could hear Edward running to get to me. He looked up into the tree that I landed in and he started to laugh.
"I want to do that again," I told him.
He just laughed.
"Bella, lets hunt first," he told me.
I just nodded and jumped from the tree and landed next to him. He looked at me and smiled then he took off like a bullet. I then followed him and I felt free to run this fast and before I knew it he was having troubles keeping up with me. I turned around and ran back to him.
"I am sorry, I forgot that I am faster than you are right now," I told him.
He laughed and pulled me into a hug and I could not help myself. I planted a kiss on him and we started to fall to the ground. We both laughed and I told him sorry.
"Honey, you don't need to tell me sorry. I love kissing you anytime," he told me.
"One thing, you been holding out on me. I mean you did not kiss me like this when I was human," I told him.
"I had to be careful with you when you were human. But now I don't have to be careful with you," he told me.
I then leaned in and started to kiss him again and he had to stop us.
"Honey, are you not thirsty?" he asked me.
When he brought it up my throat flamed up again and I frowned at him.
"Well I was not till you mentioned it," I told him.
"You are very easy distracted. I swear you have skipped over the newborn stage because almost all the time newborn vampires don't think of anything but blood and here you are attacking me with kisses and throwing me to the ground," he told me and chuckled.
I felt like I could be blushing but I knew that will never happen again. After laying there for a few minutes I stood up without thinking and pulled him with me.
"This seems to be a good place to start hunting Bella. Any further we will be in Canada," he told me.
I nodded and then Edward turned me around to face the woods.
"Okay Bella, close your eyes and use your smell and ears and tell me what you hear and smell," Edward told me.
I did that and was listening.
"I hear the trees in the wind, I can hear a creek or a small pond around the other bend on the left. I can smell the moss and must of the woods," I told him.
"Okay, go back to the creek and tell me what you hear," he told me.
I closed my eyes and I went past all the other sounds and I could hear the water again which did not appeal to me even tho I was and am very thirsty. I then heard what he wanted me to hear. I could hear something drinking from the water and then I let my smell kick in and I could smell something woody and hear the heartbeats of whatever was there. I opened my eyes and looked back at Edward. I could feel my mouth fell up with venom.
"Do what you feel like," he told me.
I was feeling a little scared but I did what he told me to do and I let my instinct kick in and I took off to the sound that was going to help me get rid of my thirst. I ran around the bend and stopped to see a herd of deer drinking from the water. I felt my mouth venom fill my mouth again and I was about ready to pounce on one when the wind changed directions and another smell came from the south and I could not help myself but run to the smell that smelled good but just did not smell right to me. I could hear someone following me but I kept running until who ever was following made me mad so I turned on this thing and let out a growl that I did not know I had in me. When I saw it was Edward I felt shock that I just growled at Edward like that. Then the wind picked up again and I smelt the same smell and I looked at Edward.
"I am so sorry honey for growling at you. I just smelled something and had to see where it was coming from. I feel so bad for growling at you, I am sorry. What is that smell anyways?" I asked him.
I saw different emotions go across his face which I did not understand and he stopped with confusion and shock.
"Honey, is your throat not burning really bad?" He asked me.
"Not really, why would it be?" I asked him.
I then saw his jaw drop and he was trying to form words that were not coming out of his mouth. He stood there for a minute and then he started to laugh, I mean really laugh. He was laughing so hard that I was getting irritated with him because he was laughing and I wanted in on what he was laughing about.
"Edward Cullen, if you don't tell me what you are laughing about I am going to kick your ass," I told him upset.
He knew I was upset and he stopped laughing.
"I am so sorry honey, I am in complete and udder shock. About two miles that way are two hunters in a camp. How did you just stop from hunting them? Even older vampires like me find it hard to keep hunting when human blood is in the air. Can you tell me why you are not hunting them men?" he asked me really confused.
I just stood there with the scent of human blood in the air and paid no attention to it. What did Edward want me to hunt the humans? I don't think I could.
"What do you mean Edward? You want me to hunt those men? They could have families and kids. Also, for some reason they just don't smell that good to me. When we were in the house I could hear all of those heartbeats and my mouth did not once start to fill up with venom to the blood going through them. I don't understand Edward," I told him.
He came up to me and pulled me into a hug and smiled.
"Bella, I have no idea what is going on but you do still need to hunt. So lets go back to the deer and then well head home to try some experiments," he told me.
I nodded and then we took back off to the east where the deer where. But on our way back I smelled something that set me on fire and made my mouth start to fill up with venom again. I took off to that delicious smell and we came to a clearing where there were two bears sleeping on the ground. I then let myself do what it wanted to do and I pounced on one bear and sank my teeth into it's neck. My teeth cut through the skin, fat and muscles like a butter knife till I reached where I wanted; the blood that was flowing through his main vain. I started to drink him and did not want to rush because he tasted so good. I could feel him fight with me but it did not hurt me. I started to feel him lose his fight and then he was drained and I threw him off of me. I looked to see Edward just getting done with the other bear and I smiled at him.
"So Bella, you still thirsty or what do you want to do?" Edward asked me.
"My throat is still burning a little bit but I feel kinda slushy; like I drank to much or something," I told him,
"Well honey, you did take a bit to drink him dry and he was a big boy. So yeah you should be good for a few hours without having to hunt again," Edward told me.
Again I waited for the blush that did not come. Edward grabbed my hand and smiled at me.
"You want to go home so we can try what I have in my mind?" he asked me.
I nodded and then we took off back to the house. I beat him there by a bounce because I jumped before he did over the river. I landed and started to laugh because I still loved flying like that. He reached me and pulled me into him and started to kiss me with so much passion that I forgot where we were and what time or day it was. He pulled away and smiled at me. We walked up to the house but we stayed outside.
"Family, can you all come out except the humans and Jake and Seth. We have something to tell you all and want to do some experiments," Edward told them.
Everyone came out except the humans and Rose, she was with the babies I could see. I smiled at her and she smiled back.
"What is it Edward?" dad asked him.
Edward went to tell them what happened when we were hunting. He even told them about me growling at him and I still felt bad for that. After he told them the whole story on how I fought with a bear which made Em laugh. Oh before we got back to the house Edward gave me his shirt because the bear tore it in places that my family did not need to see. I looked at the Denali and they had shock wrote all over their faces when Edward told the story. In fact everyone had shock wrote all over their faces.
"When Bella smelled the bears she went for them instead of the deer but she drink him slowly instead of fast like we all do. I just don't understand how she ran from the humans like that. She told me that they did not smell appealing to her. But when we got to the bears she attacked in a heartbeat," Edward told everyone.
I watched as everyone thought about what Edward told them and then dad and everyone started to laugh like Edward did in the woods. I could not help myself tho and joined right in. We all calmed down and I looked to dad.
"So dad, what does that mean? The bears smelled better than the humans did. They did not set my throat on fire like the bears did," I told him.
"Honey, I have no idea. I have never heard of a vampire running away from human blood. I see son what experiments you want to do now. Lets start with Jade or Ange and see what happens," dad told me and Edward.
I just looked at them both like they were crazy then it hit me what they wanted to do.
"No, not going to happen. I mean come on I don't want to use them to see if I can resits their blood. No not going to happen," I told them.
"Bella, we wont let you hurt anyone. What I was going to do was get me, Em and Jasper to hold you and then bring out Ange or Jade and test what you do. We would never let you hurt anyone," Edward told me.
He let go of my face and I just nodded. Then dad went into the house as Jasper and Em joined me with Eleazar and Laurent right behind them. Jasper grabbed my left arm, Emmett grabbed my right arm and Edward stood behind me with his arms wrapped around me tightly. If I was human and they way they are holding me tightly would be hurting me. Then dad came out with a scared looking Ange who smiled weakly at me. Dad brought her to a point and him and mom stood behind her. Then the rest of us moved forward and I held my breath till I was maybe a foot away from my best friend. She smiled but was shaking a little also.
"Bella, take a breath; we got you," Edward told me.
I started to take small breaths and nothing happened. So I took normal breaths and my throat burned just a little bit but I could handle it if that is all it did. I smiled and I saw Ange relax some and so did everyone.
"So Bella, can you control yourself or do we need to keep a hold on you?" Jasper asked me.
"I can control myself. I feel a slight burn in my throat but other than that she is not appealing to me," I told them.
So the guys let me go slowly but I told Edward to keep a hold of me just in case and I smiled at my best friend.
"Ange, can I give you a hug or are you still scared of me?" I asked her.
She took a deep breath and blew it out and everyone stood as still as a statue but relaxed when I did not try to attack her.
"I am a little scared but I have faith in you that you will not hurt me. SO yes you can give me a hug," she told me.
Edward kept a hold on me but let me walk up to Ange and then we embraced each other and I was so happy that my burn did not get any worst. I hugged her carefully because I could crush her without thinking about it. We pulled apart and she smiled at me.
"Bella, when are you eyes going to change? I mean wow, they are super red and kinda freaky," she told me.
"They told me in about three months they will change into gold from the animal blood," I told her.
"Okay, I want to bring out Jake or Seth and see what she does when she smells the wolf in them mixed with their human blood," Edward told everyone.
Ange went back in and dad followed so he could bring out one of them and he came back with Jake and Jade following behind him. She looked scared for Jake. The guys grabbed me again and had a strong hold on me. I wanted them to because I did not know how the wolf blood and human blood would mix. Jake stopped a foot in front of me and smiled.
"Go ahead Bells, take a deep breath," he told me.
I thought back to when they told me that the wolf pack smelled like wet dog to the vampires and that was what I was expecting but when I took a breath he smelled so good to me and the fire in my throat that I thought was gone came back full force and well I just lost it. I was fighting with the guys holding onto me.
"LET ME GO, I WANT HIS BLOOD SO BAD! I yelled.
Dad and mom both grabbed Jake because he was frozen from shock. When he was gone I felt myself come back and I broke down dry sobbing so hard my whole body shook. I fell to the ground and felt different hands on me trying to comfort me but nothing was working. My throat again was burning really bad and I could have killed my best friend boyfriend. I felt so bad and did not know what to do. I felt someone trying to raise my head up and I looked to see Edward looking at me with a small smile.
"Bella honey, it's okay. You will be just fine please stand up and talk to us," Edward pleaded with me.
I nodded my head and let him and Jasper pick me up off the ground and I flung my arms around Edward and let myself go again on dry sobbing. I was so upset and I hated it. Jasper had both hands on me and I started to calm down. I pulled back and I heard Edward gasp and I look at him.
"What is it honey?" I asked him.
"Well, we are going to have to hunt again. Your eyes are pitch black with thirst," he told me.
"I am very thirst again. What happened?" I asked.
He stood there for a minute and then looked at dad.
"Bella, I have no idea what is going on but for some reason human blood is not appealing to you but when Jake came out you went crazy on him. I have an idea about that. I may sound crazy but I am going with it. When you were pregnant with the babies we started to feed you animal blood instead of human blood and before we took them and started to change you, you had animal blood in your system. I think you changed into a vampire that will drink only animal blood and not have to worry ever about you wanting to drink human blood. The only thing about that tho is Jake and Seth will be in danger all the time around you because they smell good to you and by the way you wanted Jake's blood it was like he is your singer. So what we are going to do is go talk to Jake and Seth and I want some of you to go hunting with Bella and Edward while I talk to the others," dad told us.
We all nodded and dad and mom went back into the house while the rest of us except Eleazar and Carmen went to go hunt. We all took off into the sunset to go hunt while dad talks to the others. I can't wait till I can get back and see my babies for the first time.
Well peeps, I am going to leave it there for now. If I keep going I will have many chapters in one and I don't want to do that. Tell me what you all think of it and thanks for reading. Love you all, JenCullen28.