Alright, so this one is significantly (ooh big word:D) longer than the others.

I feel like everything went way too fast.. but.. its a diary (notebook.. please forgive me, Soul.).. he was explaining it.. it wasn't very detailed.

But.. im not too sure how i feel about this entry.. i have mixed feelings on it..

Tell me what you think!:D

April 11th

I finally got some info from Maka.

Today was... God it was such a rush.

So how did I do it? I did what any cool guy would do; I cornered her in the kitchen while she was making dinner.

I guess I made her pretty uncomfortable throughout our whole conversation. She Maka Chopped me a few times and I've got the bump to prove it.

Might as well explain how it went in detail.. I've gotta get this off my chest anyway.

"So Maka.."

A blush appeared on her cheeks. "Soul?"

"Can we talk?"

"I'm a little busy.."

She reached her hand awkwardly over to move the ramen off the burner. "Just real quick."

"Soul.." she started using that tone of voice that meant She was absolutely serious. "I'm busy."

She pushed her way out of the small corner that the counters formed and continued dinner.

"Maka.." I grabbed her arm lightly. "It's important."

She looked at me obviously interested in what I had to say. She looked back at dinner before moving it completely off the burner and then turning it off.

"What's wrong?" Her eyes now full of concern."

"What do you think of me?"

The same blush crept up on her face and she stood speechless for a minute.

"MAKA CHOP!"

Unfortunately, there weren't any books around so she grabbed the nearest and heaviest item which just so happened to be a cast iron skillet.

"WHAT THE HELL, MAKA!?"

I fell to my knees grasping the top of my head already feeling the bump beginning to form.

"This isn't the time for your stupid jokes!"

I stood to my feet feeling my blood begin to boil. "It wasn't a joke, I was serious!"

"Yeah right. I've known you long enough to know that you're just messing with me again!"

Our conversation was going nowhere near as planned. I slightly bent down and lifted Maka from her legs and propped her over my shoulder.

"SOUL, WHAT ARE YOU DOING!? PUT ME DOWN RIGHT NOW!"

She practically yelled in my ear but I didn't care. I had to get some sort of information out of her.

I carried her into my room and sat her on the bed before turning around to lock the door.

"Soul, what are you doing?"

Well.. I had a girl locked in my room sitting helplessly on my bed. I did what any cool guy would do.

I reached behind my head and grabbed the seam of my shirt and slightly lifting it over my head before Maka grabbed a book off my nightstand and threw it at me hitting my nose.

"Damn it, Maka!" She was being too stubborn to have freewill now.

I walked in front of her and climbed on top of her, pinning her arms down and then sitting on her stomach and using my bent legs to hold her arms down while I pulled my shirt off.

Feeling Maka squirm beneath me was strangely satisfying. Not in a sexual way. But for once, weapon controlled meister.

She stopped squirming when her eyes rested on the scar. "Soul.." her eyes began to look glassy. "Please.."

She tightly closed her eyes and water began overflowing from them staining her hair and my bedsheets.

I hated seeing her like this. It killed her that I sacrificed myself for her safety.

"Stop it, Maka." I said more angrily than I intended. "Quick beating yourself up over this!"

"But.. But.. I can't.. lose you." She had managed to say between sniffles and cries.

I released the pressure that my legs were putting on her arms and picked her hand up placing it over the scar. She winced as she felt the raised skin and it only caused more tears to stream from her eyes. "Soul.."

"Hey, shut up a sec Maka."

She instantly was quiet and looked scared. I pressed her hand a little harder against my skin. I felt my pulse against her hand.

"Feel that? I'm still alive. Why worry about what might happen? Haven't you heard like, the 50 different songs that say 'what doesn't kill you makes you stronger'?"

A faint smile began to form on her face.

"I've got a pulse, Maka. And the only reason it's still going is because I've got a duty. A duty to protect my Meister.

So.. quite being spazzy and try being cool for once. Cool people don't worry about the past or the future. They worry about right now. Ok?"

She simply nodded.

"Not good enough, spaz." A laugh finally escaped her lips causing me to smile back at her.

My meister was finally learning to move on. "Ok.. no more dwelling on the past or the future. Just worry about right now."

"Much better."

"Soul?" She looked up questioning at me.

"Hmm?"

"Can you get off me!?"

"What's the magic word?" I asked teasingly.

"Maka chop?"

"What? No! Why the hell would it be-"

Once again, she had mysteriously pulled a book out if nowhere. "Where the hell did you get that book!?"

"Get off, Soul!"

I got up and helped Maka up as well. "You ok, now?"

She didn't answer. She just wrapped her arms around my neck and pulled me into a hug.

After we parted, it just seemed right in that moment. I leaned in and kissed her forehead.

"Go finish dinner."

She nodded and head back out to the kitchen. The only thing I did after that was face plant into my bed and mentally kick myself for kissing my meister. Even if it was just a peck. I know she's going to bring it up tomorrow..

I kissed my meister.. then told her to make me dinner.

Smoooooth.

Totally.. uncool..

-Soul Eater

I could've done better.. its hard writing as a dude DX

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Also, because i have no ideas at all. I've decided to do something new..

Write Soul a note! And he'll answer back in his notebook! You don't have to pm.. just write in the reviews what you want to tell Soul and he'll answer back! Depending on how popular this makes it, i am going to do every single note!:D nobody gets left behind!

So review and talk to Soul! 100% guarantee he will answer back! No matter what it's about c:

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