Don't get me wrong, i love you guys to Death City and back for reading amd reviewing but i feel like no one is reading this anymore:( *sigh* heres the next chapter for all my followers!
April 15th
I messed up..
big time..
I didn't feel guilty about what happened yesterday but now it's coming back to bite me in the ass.
I never thought Maka would.. go that far.. I know I need to talk to her but how can I after this? I'd probably lose it and blow up at her and she doesn't deserve it.
Lets face it..
We all know Black*Star is annoying.
Really annoying.
But how the hell did he get Maka to agree to it.. or how did Maka get him to agree.. it doesn't make any sense.
I actually tried talking to her today and making up with her but.. I feel sick.. why?
This is how it went..
"Hey.. Maka." I made sure not to show any sign of anger.
She sat silently on the couch pulling her boots on.
"What?" She was obviously still upset.. who wouldn't be?
"We need to talk."
"I can't right now." She stood up and headed towards the coat rack near the front door grabbing her coat. "I'm going dress shopping."
"Then let me come with. We can talk on the way and I can help you pick out a nice one."
I was trying so desperately to fix the situation but she was trying to avoid me. I was tired if fighting. I hated when our souls weren't compatible and I know she did too.. but she kept pushing me away.
"I don't need your help, Soul."
"Why are you going dress shopping anyway? What's wrong with the black one you have? Or that purple one?"
"I need something a little more party-ish"
"You don't party.."
"Nope.."
"Then what's it for?"
I know for a fact that Maka hated parties and drinking. She hated all of It and it wasn't really her scene anyway.
I stood almost nervous awaiting her answer and when she finally said why, it practically burned a hole through my soul.
"Maka?" I asked again after she refused to answer.
She finished getting ready and glanced in the mirror quickly before side glancing at me.
"For my date With Black*Star on Thurday.."
And she left not giving me anytime to respond.. Maka was going on a date With Black*Star..
It hurts..
it hurts so bad and I don't understand why! Maka is just another girl! Why do I care so much? I want her to be happy.. Just not with Black*Star..
Please..
Don't, Maka..
-Soul Eater
bwahaha! Yeah this is all i got.. love it? Hate it? Wanna throw it at someone? Let me know in de reviews! And write Soul a letter!
Soul: heh.. if you're cool, you'll write me a letter.
Oh and speaking of letters, her are the letters from the last chapter!:D
From: DarknessEclipse342
Soul, I was always wondering if you like Maka? Also please try to work it out with her. Besides that I think she cares about you. I would try to work it out and tell her how you feel... Do you still play the piano? Music usually helps when you're upset. :)
DarknessEclipse342
Dear DarknessEclipse342,
I.. i don't know how i feel about her anymore. Im trying my best but.. it's tough ya know?
Yes, i still do play the piano and i nevet thought about playing to get my mind off of it.. (thats a good idea.. i might use that in the next chapter.. Shout out to you!:D) i might just do that.. thanks..
-Soul Eater
From: Mermain123
Dear soulie i really think if you just confront her and talk things out it will work out. she doesn't know how to deal with things she doesn't understand and right now i think she doesn't understand how she feels for you so she does the only thing she can think of and get mad. she truly cares and i'm sure that the longer you avoid talking with her and making uop the more it will hurt both of you. tell her how you feel about hpow she's acting and that your sorry for purposly hurting her. (cool guys don't try and hurt the poeple they care about) if you do that she should apologize back
Mermain
P.S. if you make up and get on her good side she might even send the bill to Black*Star and if you stay on her good side your head will probably feel a lot less pain from books
Like i said, i really am trying.. its just hard with Maka. I feel like everything i say is a ticking time bomb.. only a matter of time before she blows up (not literally..)
I know she's got a lot to deal woth too.. im not the easiest person to handle either..
After we make up, I'll br sure to stay on her good side.
-Soul Eater
From: Kalcony
Hey soul, where are these notes coming from anyway? Do they just appear in your journal? Or... maybe ypur crazy and these notes are yours...? I think you need to see someone soul! But don't tell them about, it ruins my image if I care about you. Or...me? *laughs evily*
Dear Kalcony,
YOU WERE THE ONE WHO GAVE THE STUPID AUTHOR THE IDEA FOR BLACK*STAR TO WRECK OUR FURNITURE! What the hell did i ever do to you? (Please don't take that personally XD)
And.. what? I write these myself.. maybe i didn't understand that right but um.. yeah..
QUIT GIVING MY AUTHOR TERRIBLE IDEAS! (Or that. It wasnt terrible.. but Soul seems to think so XD)
-Soul Eater
well.. thats it for this chapter! Review and send Soul a letter!
Soul has a question though.. he's been bugging me to let him ask.. *sigh* im really sorry about this guys..
Soul: so who's better? Me or Black*Star? Can't believe you're letting Black*Star take her out.. didnt i say in a letter before to KEEP BLACK*STAR AEAY FROM MY MEISTER!?
Boo: oops..
Soul:you are so uncool..
So in addition to reviewing and writing a letter, answer his question! He's dying to know XD
Soul: come on man.. Black*Star's not even that cool..
Boo: get over it..
Please review!:D