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Chapter Six- Move Your Body Right Next to Mine.
BPOV
I walked slowly up to Edward's cabin, waving good bye to Alice as she was walking to her nature class. I saw Rosalie donning on skii's with Emmett standing next to her, helping her catch her balance as she almost fell face first. She laughed and was slightly embarrassed, probably saying my clumsy-ness must have worn off on her this morning. I smiled to myself.
I heard Edward groan as I knocked on his door, and then a mumble sounding like 'it's open'.
I walked in to find him zipping up his pants. He looked frustrated, but there was no woman in sight. He seemed disheveled and confused.
"Something wrong?" I asked as I walked in, my leo in hand same as the tights.
"No, nothing, I just ripped my dress pants, so I had to put on new." Edward said smiling, grabbed his shirt and put it on. I nodded my head and headed behind the vanity. I felt a rip, but kept pulling up the tights anyways. Placing my leo over top of my tights, I felt my nipples bud. I was cold. It was a chilly morning, after all. The sun hadn't even come up yet. How Rosalie was going to stand that cold water was beyond me.
"Ready?" I heard Edward's voice calling my attention. I stepped out of the vanity, looking at my feet, slightly blushing still. "We're going to learn the cha-cha today." Edward said as he put on a fast paced song.
"Oh wow." I said listening to the beat. He smiled lightly.
"No worries, it's not as bad as you think." Edward promised.
Working for a few hours got my vision stuck on his green eyes. My sloppy footwork aggrivated him, I could tell. But he was patient, and very polite. It was around lunch time, and my stomach growled. I looked down, embarrassed.
"It's 12, the lunch bell will be ringing soon. Perhaps you should change, then after an hour of lunch come back." Edward suggested, I nodded my head in agreeance and headed behind the vanity.
"Oh, Bella I forgot to give you…"Edward paused, my whole body was exposed, his eyes were scanning my back, as it was to him. I felt my body head, and red blush from everywhere. He was probably laughing at me.
"I'm so sorry," I heard him walk away and sit on his bed.
I wanted to cry, I felt tears welling up in my eyes, I bet down on my lower lip and dressed quickly. I stepped out from the vanity and looked down at my feet, not wanting to lift my head, refusing to lift my head as he walked up to me.
"I didn't mean to Bella, I am so sorry." Edward said, he was very sincere sounding.
"It's alright," I said honestly. It was a mistake, it wasn't a big deal. He saw my butt, oh well.
"I wanted to give you this," Edward put something in my line of sight, it was a dress. He knew I wouldn't look up from my feet.
"What's it for?" I asked as I took the clothing from his hand.
"It's for the Sheldrake. Tanya said she altered it just for you." Edward said, a slight smile playing on his lips. A smile that would remain to be unseen.
"Thanks. I'll be back in an hour." I said as I turned to leave, I stood in the doorway. "I'll keep it here for now." I said as I sat it down next to the rest of my dancing things.
I left the cabin in a sprint, and found Alice. I wouldn't dare tell Alice or Rosalie. They'd laugh. They'd probably tell our parents… They weren't prudes, but they'd think it was on purpose or something. Maybe it was- I mean, he knows that I change behind there. Then again, maybe he didn't think I changed fast like that… No, he had to of known I would have been in the middle of changing. Maybe it slipped his notice…
"How was your dancing lesson?" Alice asked, smiling, a red blush about her.
"Good, tiring , but good. How was your nature class?" I asked smiling.
"Excellent… Bella, I have to tell you something. Don't tell anyone, alright?" Alice squealed as she pulled me aside. Rosalie came up behind me.
"Can I know?" Rosalie asked smiling, a blush was on her face too… No doubt from something other than what mine was about.
"Of course! If you keep your mouth shut!" Alice exclaimed, Rosalie and I both nodded our heads and listened closely. "Jasper, he pulled me to a small little waterfall, and we started taking pictures, and I felt his eyes on me, so I looked over. You guys, he kissed me! Can you believe it! Oh my god, it was as sweet as honey! I didn't know what to do! I just went with it. He just held my face slowly and he said 'forgive me ma'am, but I just can't resist any longer.' And planted one right on my lips! Used his tongue and everything." Alice's voice was shrill, and excited. Her face was glowing practically.
"Oh my God! Alice!" I exclaimed looking over at Rosalie's face, it was the same brand of shock. We were all blushing.
"I can't believe it. He's in college, Rose, Bella. He wants me! And he's in college!" Alice put her hand over her heart and looked up at the clouds. "It's met to be." Alice declared.
"I have to admit, something like that happened to me today." Rosalie said smiling lightly. "It wasn't any kiss, but it was something."
"What?" Alice and I said in unison, our eyes covering half of our faces.
"Emmett was helping me take off my skii's and I got the idea, to be like you, Bella. Because he said sometime a little clumsiness is always cute. So, I stumbled as he unsuited me. He caught me, and we were looking into each other's eyes. He picked me up, I was pressed up against his chest- oh my God, I could feel every muscle!- and we were about to kiss, but then the bell came over the intercom. He let me go and touch the ground, he blushed and got the skii's and everything gathered up and told me he'd see me in an hour." Rosalie sounded disappointed now since her story wasn't as good as Alice's.
"Nice you two," I smiled and laughed, "now come on. Before the parents notice our tardiness." I said pulling Alice along and Rosalie following.
As soon as we walked into the dining area I saw Edward's gaze casted upon me. I blushed, of course, and looked away fast. As soon as his green eyes left my vision, Mike's blue eyes entered.
"Bella, you look flushed, are you alright?" Mike asked, he raised his eyebrow.
"I'm fine, just a little warm." I said honestly.
"Still feeling sick from last night, dear?" Mom asked as she bit into a piece of celery.
"Just a little." I admitted falsely.
"Maybe you should take the rest of the day off." Mike suggested, pushing in my chair for me.
"That won't be necessary." I said waving him away from me.
"Bella, he was just being polite." My father scolded. We have yet to have that talk, young lady." Father reminded me. I just nodded.
"I wasn't attempting to be rude, I only met that I will be fine, there is no call to dismiss a full day of lessons." I amended as I bit into a piece of celery myself.
Attention was they evaded for the rest of the meal, as Alice and Rosalie told them all about their lessons, excluding their intimate moments, but we all managed to smile at each other when the point came about in the story. Then their attention was on me by the end of the meal. Waiting for my story.
"I'm learning the cha-cha. I think I may have broken poor Edward's feet." I blushed as I sipped at my goblet of water. Dad laughed and nodded his head.
"Well, Bells, maybe dancing lessons weren't the best choice." Dad shrugged, "Mike is teaching a self-defense class. That'd be good for ya."
"No," I said quickly, "thank you." I amended. "I think dancing will help me with my coordination." I said looking down at my plate, "besides, I'm joining the peace core because I believe in peace."
"Right, I almost forgot. Bella, how are you going to join the peace core and get a college education for English Literature?" Mike inquired. I wanted to hit him over the head.
"I'm going to serve for four years, and then go to college after words." I said in a matter-of-fact tone.
"Sounds rough. What about a family, children, a husband?" He asked, I choked on my water.
"Excuse me? I'm 17. I have well over enough time to decide when I want to settle down." I paused and looked at my wrist watch. "I think I'm going to head up that big hill." I said as I stood up, Daddy stood up with me.
"Can I speak with you, before you leave, Isabella?" Father asked, I nodded and headed to a side of the dining room.
"Yes, Daddy?" I said sounding sweet. Not in a rush at all really, I just wanted away from Mike. How dare he even ask about my future plans for a family? And if I intend on having a family, how could I insist on it being that late in life. How dare he assume.
"Why are you being so rude to Mike? I thought you two would make a perfect couple. What's going on, Isabella?"
"I don't like him Daddy. He is rude, presumptuous, and very judge mental over people he doesn't know anything about. He over steps his boundaries and I do not have a good feeling about him at all Daddy. He is not the one for me. I'd appreciate it if you and mom would stop trying to push me off on him. I think I'm old enough to see to who I do and do not want to be with." I answered honestly, and perhaps a little harshly.
"Bella… Your mother and I never intended to do such a thing. We just thought you two would get along quite nicely."
"Well we don't. He just insulted the track of life that I want to peruse- a track, that you are happy with. In turn, he's just insulted you as well. Daddy… I just… I know, deep down, he's not a good guy. I'd appreciate it if you'd stop inviting him to our table." I answered honestly, then looking down at my watch. I was late.
"Very well. I'll talk to your mother about it. I didn't know you felt that way. But you shouldn't judge either Bells." Dad scolded as he walked away. Perhaps he felt slightly wounded, because I always go along with him on everything. This is the first time I showed a difference of opinion. I don't think he liked it very much. Father sat down next to mother, and patted her hand, saying 'later' and then returned his attention to Bernard, who was talking about his new investment in the Brandon Tower's having a night show every night.
I walked up the stairs to the cabin that belonged to Edward. I heard music playing, it was like the music that was in the shack the other night. I sighed, took a large gulp of air, and walked into the cabin. Edward was sitting in a chair, reading a book. He looked up at me, smiling. It seemed like his accident before had been forgotten and he hadn't seen any part of my bodice. I smiled back, and walked over to the vanity.
"I was thinking," Edward said, staying away from the vanity this time, about what field I want to go into." Edward said quietly.
"Oh?" I said as I pulled the straps of the leo up my shoulders.
"Yes, I was thinking, maybe I should become a doctor, after all. A pediatric physician." Edward clarified. I walked out and smiled to him, nodding my head.
"That's great Edward." I said, breathless at the sight of him looking at me, almost in a caring way. He stood up and walked over to me, he reached behind my face, and I felt his fingers intertwine around my shoulder strap, then the shoulder strap snapped onto my shoulder. His green eyes didn't move from mine, his lips parted, I could feel his breath on my face. I inhaled his sent, and my mouth fell open as well. I snapped out of it when his fingertips left my shoulder and he backed up, I blinked and snapped my mouth shut.
"All fixed." Edward said, letting out a large breath. I smiled and nodded, feeling both of the shoulder straps, both perfect now.
"Thank you." I said smiling, he nodded and then changed the music to the cha-cha.
"Shall we get started?" Edward asked, I nodded my head and we began dancing yet again.
2 Hours later.
I could feel the sweat going down my chest, my hair was weighting heavy on my neck, and my legs were moving without my brain thinking about it anymore. We were dancing the cha-cha. But I was still not getting it fully. Edward stopped In the middle of a step.
"You're still a little stiff, maybe I should…" Edward stepped back, and then he played music from earlier. The shack music. "Bella, I'm going to teach you how to move your hips, alright?" Edward said as he moved behind me, he grabbed my hips. I gasped at the bold move. "Just lean up against me, and move with me." Edward whispered in my ears. "Close your eyes, as well." Edward instructed.
I closed my eyes, letting his hands hold my hips, I could feel his muscles on my back, and his hips moving against the curve of my ass. I felt his hands guiding my hips, rolling them, making them move with his. I felt his head near the curve of my neck.
"Relax." I heard him purr into my ear.
I let myself relax, leaving my eyes closed, I felt his hands grip onto my hips tighter now. His hips going slightly faster, I felt his hands move to my stomach. I felt a knot.
I felt my eyes snap open, but I gave no sign that I was tense. I watched his fingers rub on the skin of my lower abdomen.
"Give into the music." Edward said quietly, I could tell his eyes were closed, too. His one hand left my stomach, and pushed my hair away from my ear and shoulder. I felt the other retreat to my hip again. After my hair was placed on the side opposite from his face, the other hand returned to my hip. I felt a grind into me, from him. Contact from his hips to my curve of my ass was hard. I felt him. He was hard. He pushed his erection to the curve of my ass. My mouth fell open, but my heart pounded faster, I didn't want to stop this.
I felt moisture pool between my legs, and my nipples harden. I felt his breath become hard, labored behind me. I could feel his nose grazing my neck. I let my head fall back, onto his shoulders. My eyes closed as his hips still grinded into me.
What was going on?
"Bella, I'm sorry. Stop me if you want." Edward said quietly, he kissed my neck, his hand traveled into the groin of my leo and slipped into my snug leo. I gasped. "You can say no." Edward encouraged. I didn't say it. I didn't want to. I stayed quiet, leaning into his still moving hips.
His fingers parted my lower lips. I gasped, but let him continue. He ground into me harder, as his fingers found the wetness that was being created down there. He gasped this time. A growl came from his chest as his fingers collected the wetness and his finger traveled up to the sensitive bud. I moaned. I couldn't help myself.
"Shh." Edward chided. "Move your hips as fast as you want it." Edward encouraged, grinding into me. I did as he told me; I felt my hips moving, despite my still mind, and his finger creating a gorgeous, delicious friction. I moaned again, then felt my legs going like jell-O. I couldn't move now, I stopped.
"Want me to stop?" Edward asked, his finger still moving in a slow circle, I didn't answer, I couldn't I moaned. "Bella." Edward said, snapping me out of the pleasure. "Do you want me to stop?" Edward asked, his one hand was on my breast, I didn't even notice until I felt him pinch my hardened nipple. I shook my head no.
"N-no." I said, my voice was shaking.
"Can I lay you down, on my bed?" Edward asked, being gentlemen.
"Yes." I could only manage one word answers.
I felt him pick me up with ease, the music was still playing, and he sat me on his large bed. He hovered over me.
"I'm a virgin." I blurted out. My cheeks heated, and my arousal went away as soon as I had let that slip. But his eyes softened, and he kissed down my neck.
"No worries, I'm not going to do that." Edward whispered, "Spread your pretty legs." Edward said quietly. I did as I was told. Not that I'd care what he was about to do, or not do. I wouldn't mind getting rid of that stupid virginity thing, especially if it would be with Edward.
I felt Edward's fingers return to the wet, sensitive bud that he was playing with earlier, I moaned again, and pushed up to his fingers. He smiled against my neck, not surprised by my reaction, apparently. I felt his speed to be rather slow, but I didn't mind. He hovered above me, I could feel his hips crashing against my leg, getting his own time of sweet friction. I moaned out of frustration.
"Shh, enjoy it." Edward said, "close your eyes again." I did as I was told, and closed my eyes, the sensation made everything but that spot go numb. I moaned again, and felt him move the center of my leo over, exposing my soft folds between my legs, I felt him move away from me. My eyes shot open. Was he looking at me down there? I felt red wash over my face. He was.
"Edward… What are you-"I got cut off.
"So pretty." Edward admired, "do you always get like this when we dance?" Edward asked, he paused, "like that." Edward's fingers played with the wet, silky folds and he looked down, he felt the barrier that separated him from putting a finger inside of me. He groaned. "You are a virgin." He growled with enthusiasm.
"Is that a good thing?" I asked quietly.
"It's something, that's for sure." Edward lowered himself onto his elbows, his face in front of my center.
"What are you doing?" I was shocked. Why would he want to be that close.
"Close your eyes, relax, enjoy this baby girl." Edward said. I didn't close my eyes, and I saw his lips move to my swollen, wet clit. He kissed it. I gasped. "Feel good? You can watch if you want." Edward smiled up at me. He licked my clit quickly. My head fell back. "I'll take that as a yes." Edward said as he started to lick my sensitive bud, fast. I moaned, and arched my back, making my center to closer to his face, he greatly appreciated that, he wrapped his arms around my legs, bringing me even closer.
"Oh my god…" I said as I felt a big ball of fire between my legs.
"I'm going to put a finger in." Edward said to me, he didn't ask. He just did. I felt one finger enter my center. I moaned, I felt a rippling of my undoing. I felt his tongue still lapping at my clit and folds, I felt my walls clench all around his finger, He groaned. I felt my clit starting to buzz and thump with sensitivity. I moaned loudly.
"Edward..." I said breathlessly. "Edward... I." I threw my head back as I felt the biggest burst of euphoria I've ever felt before.
I couldn't count the beats of my heart, but I felt his finger remove its self and he fix my leo so it was right. He laid down beside me. I looked over, my eyes drowsy.
"I never…" I paused. "That's never happened to me before." I admitted. Edward turned to his side, a smile on his face.
"Never?" Edward repeated.
"No, never." I blushed, feeling exposed.
"Hmm... I'm glad to of helped you out." Edward grinned. I stopped.
"Do you help all of those you instruct out like that?" I asked.
"No," he answered honestly. "I didn't mean for it to happen, actually, I was trying to control myself." Edward smiling at me, I nodded my head.
"So, if it weren't for your carelessness, this would not have happened." I clarified.
"Correct." He stood up, his erection still prominent against his dress pants.
"Um… What about..?" I stopped and looked down at the bulge.
"I'll live." Edward admitted laughing as he grabbed a towel and dabbed his face. I nodded my head and looked down at my body, I wasn't feeling like jell-O anymore.
"Bella, if you regret what happened, it will never be spoken of again. I really didn't mean to make you feel in any way vial, or tainted, I merely… Couldn't help it. I actually just wanted to teach you how to move your hips, but I felt your ass up against me… I couldn't control it." Edward looked down, he felt ashamed.
"I don't regret it." I stated quietly. I stood up, and looked down at my feet, he brought my face up to his, and he kissed my lips. I could taste myself on him. He deepened the kiss, letting his tongue into my mouth. I sighed into his mouth and I felt his hands rub up and down on my arms. He sighed too.
The record stopped.
We broke apart and looked at it. The record had played each song. Time must have escaped us.
I looked at my wrist watch, it was almost 5. We were dancing like that for an hour? And the touching and intimate kissing had happened for an hour?
"You should get dressed." Edward said in a husky voice as he walked over to the record player and put on a happy song. I looked down at my feet and walked over to the vanity.
"Don't forget to take that one dress back," Edward called, I heard him change his shirt.
"What time tomorrow?" I called.
"The usual, 3 til 5. We'll practice the cha-cha again." Edward said, I could hear a smile was playing on his lips.
"Three to five it is." I said smiling as I walked out of the vanity.
"There is a party tonight, again. If you, your friend, and sister would like to come, you're all welcome to." Edward said as he sat back down in the chair he had before we started the lesson.
"Sounds good. See you later." I said as I walked towards the door, I felt slightly awkward. I could still see the erection he was sporting.
At dinner I felt like a different person. Mike wasn't there either. He was sitting at the server's table, with Jessica, and he was glaring at our table.
"So, how was your dance lessons?" Mrs. Brandon asked me, I smiled up.
"Good, good. I'm almost finished with the cha-cha." I said proudly, I peered over to see Edward enter the room. No longer had an erection, but he had new pants on, and a big ol' smile on his face. Had he… No, he didn't really release himself, did he?
Rosalie looked over at me, and she grinned. So did Alice… Did they know? Did they have a similar occurrence?
Oh dear god…