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"Olivia I know you don't want to believe that he is a rapist but the evidence points to him," Cragen stated.

"It doesn't matter. I honestly don't think he did it and I'm not just saying that because he's my fiance. I'm saying that because there's no way he could have done it."

"How is that?" Cragen asked.

"The night that Hailey was raped again was the night David and I made love," Olivia answered not caring what Cragen thought, "He never even left my house."

Cragen was silent for a moment and then continued speaking, "Then we need to figure out who planted David's DNA so we can clear his name."

At the crime scene where Hailey was found there was a stray strand of hair that had been found and taken in for DNA testing. The DNA was a match to David's. Anybody could have put that hair there and Olivia knew that. What she didn't know is who would want to frame him.

"What if it was James?" Olivia asked looking up from the desk.

Cragen sighed, "I'll call his parole officer."

James Haden had never been found not guilty of the rape of Hailey MacDonald for reason of mental disease or defect and he had been remanded on house arrest and under psychiatric care for three years. People on house arrest could manage to find ways to take off their ankle bracelet and be able to sneak out so it was an option that James could be guilty again.

Ten minutes after Olivia had suggested James as the suspect Cragen walked back out of his office and a look of displease on his face, "It wasn't James."

Olivia sighed as she began rubbing her temples with her fingers.

"Liv, go home," Cragen demanded, "You don't look too good."

"I'm not going home until I clear David's name. He didn't do this!"

"Olivia," Cragen said in a calm voice, "I know he didn't. I know you're under a lot of stress and I think it's best that you go home. I also want you to talk to Huang. I'll have him go to your place."

"Captain I don't need to see a sh-"

"Save it Liv," and then Cragen walked back into his office and shut the door.

Olivia gathered her things and headed home. She had a major headache and all she wanted to do was sleep. She didn't want to talk to Huang at all but she knew Cragen wouldn't let her back at work until Huang cleared her.

Not even five minutes after she arrived back at her apartment did Huang show up, "Hi Olivia."

"Hey Huang," Olivia motioned him to the couch in the living room.

"So how are you doing?"

"How am I doing?" Olivia smirked, "I finally found a guy that I love and he was taken out of my house in handcuffs."

"You told Cragen that you knew he was innocent. You proved that he was here with you."

"I know that," Olivia said quietly, "I know."

"What else is going on in your life right now?" George Huang was very good at his job and knew when Olivia was keeping something from him.

"Nothing," Olivia stated flatly.

"Olivia, I have known you for a long time and I know when you aren't telling me the truth," George protested.

"It's just... It's that..."

"That what Olivia?"

"I keep thinking about my mom."

Finally, something he could work with, "What about your mom?"

"The things she said," Olivia answered, "She said a lot of things about how I was worthless and nothing would ever be good in my life because of who my father was."

"You think that just because your father is a bad guy that means you have to be one?"

"No," Olivia answered, "I know that's not what it means."

"Then why are you thinking about what your mom said?"

"Nothing ever goes right for me George," Olivia said in a shaking voice, "Sometimes I feel like I wasn't meant to be here."

This was the first time George had ever heard Olivia say something like this. He knew that sometimes she hated her job and hated how things turned out, but never had he heard her say she didn't want to be here.

"Olivia," George said sympathetically, "Why do you think that?"

"I think that people keep leaving me because I'm not good enough, they deserve better."

"Who left you?"

"My mom," Olivia said letting the first tears slip, "Every boyfriend I've had in the past 10 years, Elliot, David's in jail."

George knew what would happen next in normal patients, they would become depressed, but this was Olivia. He had no reason to believe that she would become depressed and try to kill herself so he ended the conversation and told her he would see her next week.

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"Olivia good news," Cragen said to her as she walked in for the morning.

"What's that?" Olivia asked.

"David's getting released from Rikers today. He's going to meet you at home."

"That's good," Olivia without changing the monotone in her voice.

"Liv is something bothering you?"

"No," Olivia said, "I'm fine."

Cragen nodded his head and went back to doing his job.

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"Look who's home," David said as he opened his arms expecting Olivia to run into them.

"David we need to talk," Olivia said putting her gun and her badge on top of the fridge.

"What about?" David asked putting his arms down and sitting down on the couch.

"I don't think you and I are going to work out," she blurted.

David was shocked, "What are you talking about? I didn't rape her and you know that!"

"I know David that's not why," Olivia said, "You deserve someone better than me."

"Liv," David said looking into her eyes, "You are the best thing for me. How could you say something like that?"

Olivia was trying to process everything in her head. She didn't want David to leave but she didn't feel like she deserved him. Her head was hurting and she didn't want to fight anymore. She didn't care what her mom had told her.

"I'm sorry," Olivia cried, "I don't know what's wrong with me. I just, I'm just really stressed lately."

"Come here," David said. Olivia climbed up into his lap in the couch and David cuddled her in his arms. "Let's just take it a day at a time. We don't have to get married anytime soon. Just know that I love you and I don't want you to be stressed. You deserve the best and I want to be that man."

Olivia closed her eyes and listened to his heart pounding in her ear, "Sorry I'm such a crazy."

"You're not a crazy," David laughed, "You are Olivia Benson-Hayden."

Olivia smiled against David's chest and he knew that if stopped talking she would fall asleep. He figured that she hadn't slept in at least a week. Once he felt her breathing even out he whispered, "I love you Olivia."