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Chapter Five:

Fractured Fairytale

She woke up alone in bed. Her body was hurting especially her neck. She pulled on her clothes and left looking for Kylo but he was nowhere to be found. She felt for him and he wasn't on the ship. She pulled her hood up hiding her face from sight and left to find him. She had been right it was a beautiful place. The greenery was stunning the smell of the sea and blowing wind made her feel free. She walked along the ruins every once in a while she'd get lightly sprayed by the deep sea below. Noctrisa smiled pulling off her outer robe to stretch her arms over her head. She had yet to find him but she was getting closer and closer. She reached the top of the ruins and saw him standing looking over the ledge.

"Kylo..." she called out.

Her turned to her and walked over. She couldn't move her body going into fight or flight mode. He stopped walking sensing her hesitation. Slowly her reached out to her hoping she would come to him. She took a step forward before running to him and throwing her arms around him crying into the crook of his neck. She was afraid that he would hurt her again. She had never been afraid of him before now.

"Noctrisa" he breathed into her blond hair arms enfolding her body. "I am sorry, I am so sorry. I shouldn't have done anything to harm you."

"How did it feel?" she asked. "Killing Skywalker?"

"Better than I thought I would." he replied. She smiled up at him. "I know you wanted to be with me when I did it but having you with me would have been a dangerous risk. He was a Jedi, the last Jedi, and he could easily used you against me."

"I don't think he would have. The Jedi Order were very peaceful people."

"I didn't risk it. Not with you. Do you still want to stay?"

"No I want to go home as soon as possible."

"Straight back to Star Killer?"

"Yes. I just want to be home with you." she eyed him playfully. "Maybe try to start our little bundle of an objective?"

"Yes."

They walked to the ship together and into their room. They stayed in there most of the way back to Star Killer Base. Talking and laughing between sessions of love making. The day arrived and met with Hux who was pleased with the new of Skywalker's death. The three of them went to Supreme Leaders chamber to give the report.

Hux stood beside Kylo while Noctrisa was a few feet back. Snoke's hologram came to light.

"Supreme Leader, I have completed my mission the last Jedi, Luke Skywalker, is dead." Kylo said proudly.

"Very good my son, you have finished your training."

"I honored Supreme Leader." Kylo replied.

"You have earned the title of Sith Lord." Snoke said. "You are now Lord Ren. The three of you may leave."

Four weeks later Noctrisa woke up her dinner threatening to make a comeback. She rushed to the toilette and proceeded to throw up. She sat back against the wall her hand over her mouth. Kylo had already left when she woke up. She crawled over to the shower shakily turning it on. She had several things to do to day, although they all just just standing a few inched behind Kylo. She wasn't sure what her role was but he basically demanded she be by his side at all times. Things had been getting stormy between them. He was having more and more outbursts and she wasn't able to calm him like she had in the past. He never was at peace anymore. Always enraged always violent. They rarely had sex and even when they did he was brutal and had hurt her on several occasions. He never showed affection even when alone with her.

After the shower she dressed in one of her new gowns that she had been told to wear whenever she was outside their room. Her hair pinned back in elegant up hairstyle. Looking at her self in the mirror she felt her stomach lurch again bile rising in her throat. She choked it back down. One last look she left to be with Kylo. She found him on the bridge talking with Hux. When he saw her she could feel his disappointment.

"You are late." he said through his mask.

She respectfully bowed her head. "Forgive me my Lord."

"Don't let it happen again."

"It won't."

She was told not to speak unless she was spoken to. To walk three paces behind him never in front and never at his side. It had become a mundane routine, get up when Kylo did, dress and follow him throughout the day. Back before he had killed Luke they walked together sometimes sneaking off to find an empty room to have a quickie. Now it was all business. When the day was over they would eat together followed by sleeping. If she was lucky she would be able to touch him while he slept. But that had stopped as well after he woke and removed her hand from his arm.

"Ky-" she stopped. "My lord may I speak?"

"I already know. And I don't care. I will arrange for it to be killed."

Noctrisa's body tensed. Placing her hand over her abdomen she gazed at him. "You want to kill our child?"

"Yes." he pulled her forward eyes boring into hers. "You have become weak and foolish. I see light in you, a light that must die if you wish to stay alive."

He released her. However the conversation was no way over. She riased up both her hands and forced Kylo off his feet and into the air. She held him there slowly tightening her grasp before throwing him across the room. She heard object shattering a a red light appear. But she was in no mood, she pulled it from him and held it towards his neck.

"Did you forget who you're dealing with Lord Ren!?" she continued holding it to his chest with her mind pinning him against the wall. He struggled to free himself. "You want to kill a direct decent of our Supreme Leader?"

Kylo used their combined anger to throw her off to the side catching his lightsaber before it hit the ground. He crossed the room grabbed her by her shirt then tossing her onto the bed like a rag doll. She got to her knees and screamed and angrily. Things started flying at Kylo each one slashed in half by the saber before it got to close.

"ENOUGH!" he yelled standing on the bed over her. "SHUT UP! I WILL KILL YOU WHORE!"

She stopped dead at his words. "WHORE?"

"I DON"T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOU OR THAT CREATURE INSIDE OF YOU! NIETHER OF YOU MEAN ANYTHING TO ME!"

"KILL ME! I FUCKING DARE YOU! KILL ME!"

He screamed pulling her up from the bed by her clothes. She kicked and punched him her body wailing to just to hurt him in some way. He dropped her her body it landed on the matress bouncing a few times before settling.

"You are not worth it." He said putting his saber back on his belt. "Tomorrow either that creature dies or you both do. Now leave me. I do not require your presence any longer."

"No!" she yelled. "No I will not."

"Fine I will leave. I'm beginning to find death more appealing than being with you."

Once again he left her alone. She grabbed her pillow and screamed into it letting the hatred flow through her. He'd rather die than be with her? Very well she would make sure he was no longer burdened by her existence. This was her last night on Star Killer Base