Once again, I'd like to say, I don't really know where i'm going with this yet.

So far, the thought process isn't going so well!

This is kind of just a filler chapter, more for myself to feel like it is actually going somewhere.

Although, at this rate, it looks as if I should just stop.

So this chapter is more introduction into how their relationship works really.

The usually Sophie loves her, she doesn't know conflict.

This is not going to be updated terribly regularly, at least not over the next few weeks, as my exams start on Saturday, and I'll be studying.

I was studying all day, and a while ago got a bit of depressing news, so I said screw study i'm gonna update instead.

We'll see how well that decision will pan out on Wednesday when I have that exam... :/

Wanna make my carefree and slightly angry attitude all worthwhile? All you gotta do, is review!

Hmmm, accidental rhyme... Why did I stop writing poetry again?

Anyway, i'm rambling YET AGAIN so try and enjoy this chapter although there isn't much in it really! :P

Sophie woke up the next morning, a little disoriented.

She looked to her side, but Sian was already up. She looked around her room, but she wasn't there. Sophie figured she was downstairs, probably getting an earful from Rosie.

Sophie fell back on her bed and closed her eyes for a moment, before letting out a long sigh.

She heard a noise, and looked up; someone was coming into her room. Sophie wasn't in the mood to chat so she turned over and pretended to be asleep.

She heard someone come in quietly, and then she smelled citrus. It was Sian. Sophie took in her fresh scent as best she could without stirring, and heard Sian close the door and move to the other side of the room, where her mirror was.

Sophie silently turned over, so she could see the girl she was in love with… no, in lust with… no! In… oh forget it. What Sophie didn't realise was that Sian was just out of the shower, and standing in the middle of her room in a towel.

Oh for crying out loud! Sophie cursed herself for being stupid by turning around, she smelled citrus. She should have known Sian had showered. Sophie watched as the blonde towel dried her hair, and stretched her back and tired limbs. Sophie also watched in awe as her towel fell to the floor.

Wide-eyed, Sophie couldn't stop staring. She had never seen Sian scantily clad. Holy crap. She closed her eyes, this wasn't right; she shouldn't be staring like this. Hell, she shouldn't be staring at her best friend like this.

"Shit!" Sian whispered at herself. God she was adorable. Sophie smiled to herself. She gave Sian a minute head start to grab her towel, before she would 'wake up'. Sophie yawned, loudly, before carefully opening her eyes.

"Morning sleepy head" Sian beamed at her.

"Morning…" Sophie stretched and yawned again. What a convincing performance.

"So, what's the plan for today?" Sian inquired.

"I don't really know." Sophie wasn't really up for going anywhere; she just wanted to be alone with Sian.

"It's pretty cold out, so we could just stay in… I mean, if you want." Sian said with a tone to her voice that almost sounded… hopeful. Weird…

"Em… yeah, I... I guess we could do that." Sophie pretended not to sound excited. Although on the inside she was dancing around like a nutter on craic at a nightclub to LMFAO.

"Great!" Sian almost yelped. And Sophie thought she was the one without subtlety… "Hot chocolate and DVDs?" Sian beamed again, her face almost glowing.

"Yeah, sounds perfect" I smiled back at her. This was going to be a good day.

-XXXX-

"So, what do you wanna watch?" Sian said as she re-entered the room with two mugs and some biscuits.

"Hmm… I don't know, you pick."

"You know if you sit on the fence for much longer, you're gonna have a sore backside" Sian laughed.

"What do you mean?" I asked, with no idea what she was talking about.

"You can never make a decision. You always let me pick everything. What movie to watch, where to go when we're out."

"Well… you're a guest, so I'm being polite. Plus, I like being on the fence. You get the best view from up there."

Sian fell on the floor laughing at me. She looks adorable again.

"Oh my god Soph, you actually crack me up you."

She pushed me with her hip, and I pushed her back. Probably a little too hard. She fell back on the bed.

"Oh my god! I'm so s-" I didn't have a chance to finish my sentence before she dragged me down too. My head hit off the wall with a 'thwack!' holy crap that hurt.

"I'm sorry! Are you okay?" Sian looked at me with concern.

"Yeah… I'm fine" I said as I rubbed the back of my head. That's gonna be sore in the morning… oh, wait… it is the morning. Dammit.

"Let me see it" Sian turned me around to examine the bump forming. "It looks sore. I'm so sorry hun" she looked down at her feet, clearly upset.

"Hey…" I said as I grabbed her chin and made her look at me.

"I'll be fine, okay, it was an accident" I smiled at her. She gave me a half smile back, and I pulled her into a hug. She held tightly on to me. I didn't want to let her go, but I gave her one final squeeze and a kiss on the cheek.

"Now, where's that hot chocolate?"

She smiled and handed me a mug, before we lay back and started watching the movie.

-XXXX-

"Sian?"

"...Hmmmmmph?" her reply rather sleepy, I guess it was getting kind of late, and we had been watching movies all day.

"Can I ask you something?" I tried to calm my rapid heartbeat, but of course it was all for nothing because my heart would never beat at a normal pace around her.

"Soph, you know you can ask me anything." She said seriously, she was looking right at me and her eyes were piercing me.

And my hands had started sweating. Oh bugger.

"Well... I was just... wondering if... em... you ever really loved Ryan? I mean, how did you know?" I looked up at her quickly, to gauge her reaction, and her face was expressionless. Not in a sad way, or an angry way, kind of... anxious I suppose.

"I don't think I did, not really. At the time maybe, because he made me happy, but looking back I think that was just a childish understanding. He didn't make me happy. He didn't really care, and he was so aggressive, not physically obviously but the way he spoke. And anyway, I kind of fell for someone else after him, and I knew straight away what me and Ryan had was nothing..."

"Wait, what? Who did you fall in love with?" And how come you never told me. Great. That's all I needed, another love interest of hers. It was painful enough knowing she'll never love me, and now i'm gonna have to watch her with someone else.

"Oh, just someone i've known for a really long time... One of my best friends..." Well, I know how that feels.

"So, are you with him now or what?" I snapped, my tone of sarky but I passed it off as because she never told me before now, I mean i'm her best friend too, not just this lad.

"No... He... eh, they don't feel the same, at least I don't think they do. They run pretty hot and cold on me, like one minute I think they might feel the same and they pull away, stutter and run off..." She smiled slightly, as if she was remembering a funny time. Haha, this guy sounds alot like me, pathetic git...

*lightbulb* wait a minute.

"So, why don't you tell hi... them? How you feel that is?" I tried to breathe. Stupid heart again.

"It's my best friend, I mean... If they don't feel the same way, how do you recover from that y'know? It changes everything. I mean, imagine me coming up to you and being like 'Sophie... I love you'... you'd probably freak out" She laughed nervously. Don't screw up this moment you twat.

"No, I... would say... 'Sian, you're my best friend, and I love you too...'" She looked up at me, anxiously awaiting the next words to come out of my mouth. Dear god Sophie do NOT cough in her face right now. "'and... you've been apart of my life for so long now, and I can't imagine it without you in it... you get me through the day most of the time, and you get me out of my worst moods with just your grin. So, if you love me... then i'm one of the luckiest people in the world, and I'll do my very best to be deserving of it'"

I looked at her carefully, her eyes full of tears as she began to speak.

"Soph... I... I don't know what to say, I love you so much... you're the best friend I could ever have" and she pulled me in for a tight hug.

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Wait, what just happened?