A/N: Thanks so, SO much for the reviews…yeah I'm starting to feel sorry for Cal too. He's trying and trying and Rose is being—well a bitch in this story…aww, poor Cal, lol. Anyway on with the story.
AND-No I don't own Titanic, nor the characters (I wish I owned Mr. Andrews, Lovejoy and Ismay and Cal though, lol)
Cal had been pacing back and forth in his room, while Lovejoy went and brought both Jack and Rose to him. He had been equally hurt that not only had Rose been cheating on him but she also stole the diamond out of his safe and did God knows what with it. Cal plopped down on the sofa and sighed loudly and frowned angrily. He couldn't believe this, he couldn't believe he was being cheated on by Rose. Tears clouded his eyes and before long, he found himself breaking into severe tears, they were tears that were days overdue. He found that once he started, it was almost impossible for him to stop. Cal was hurt, he didn't want to go back to the OLD Cal he once was, truth was, was that Cal was beginning to like the 'new' version of himself, the version who was slowly beginning to like—third class people, the version who was much nicer to others, including women, the version who was much more looser with control. He was beginning to love it all—and then Rose took all of that away by cheating on him and forcing him to go back to the same, exact monster he used to be. As Cal continued to cry, Lovejoy and Rose and Jack and other officer walked into Cal's room and Cal stood up quickly and quickly wiped the tears away. Rose looked at Cal with fear, she knew she had done wrong and in her mind, she was sure he'd go into a fiery rage over it. Cal looked her up and down with hurt eyes, and she could tell he had been badly crying, in his eyes, she could always tell.
"Cal, something horrible has happened." Rose said seriously.
Cal looked at her, trying to look strong, but coming off looking hurt and emotionally weak.
"Yes, it HAS." Cal said coldly, with a slightly cracked voice.
He walked over to her closely and she looked down with guilt, although she didn't feel guilty at all—for nothing she had done.
"Why did you DO this to me, Rose?" Cal said with a cracking with tears voice. "I—I said I was sorry, I—I was trying to change, why did you do this—why did you lie to me."
Rose looked up at him and saw his eyes were clouded with tears. His face was lined with a frown of hurt.
"Cal, I—"
"DON'T!" Cal yelled loudly, so loud, it made Rose jump in fear.
"I ASKED you—I TOLD you that if you didn't want me anymore, we'd part ways when the ship docked!" Cal yelled with a slightly tearful voice.
"Oh please Cal!" Rose yelled. "You knew if I had told you I wanted to leave, you'd have beat me all across the room!"
Cal looked at her, shocked and shook his head.
"Beat you across the room!" Cal yelled angrily. "Rose, I SAID I was changing! I would NOT have hit you like I did before! I just wanted-I just wanted you and I to—to—"
Cal stopped and looked to the side, as he bit his lower lip, tears filling his eyes.
"I just wanted us to be together," Cal said tearfully. "I LOVE you, Rose."
Rose stared at Cal with hidden disgust as tears streamed from his eyes. She couldn't stand looking at him, so maybe she wasn't all THAT afraid of him, after hearing he wouldn't have hit her, still, Rose just couldn't stand him. She just couldn't. She was just a woman who wasn't satisfied with Cal whatsoever, truth was, she was becoming just as evil as he was—hating him for no real reason at all, since he had begun his "change".
"I found THIS, in his pocket, Mr. Hockley." Lovejoy said, as he walked over to Cal and handed him the diamond he had given to Rose.
Cal looked at the diamond and at Jack and then at Rose with confusion. He snatched it from Lovejoy. Lovejoy knew he had planted the diamond in Jack's coat, without Cal knowing of it. Lovejoy knew it was wrong but he felt so bad for Cal, that he felt Jack Dawson deserved to be accused of theft.
"You were going to GIVE this to him?" Cal asked in an almost tearful voice. "After I GAVE it to you?"
Rose sighed and briefly closed his eyes.
"Its not like it would have set you back any, anyway, Cal." Rose said coldly. "You're rich, remember?"
Cal looked down and frowned with deep hurt. Her actions were cutting him like a deep sword.
"You love me, Rose, I know it." Cal said in a low, tearful voice. "You're—you're just angry with me."
Cal looked up at Rose and rolled his eyes angrily at her.
"Everyone get out, Rose and I have to talk now!" Cal yelled angrily.
Cal looked at Lovejoy and gave Lovejoy an eye signal, and with that, Lovejoy KNEW what to do with Jack as all of them, except Cal and Rose left the room.
"Jack! Jack wait, don't leave!" Rose said with worry as she started to make her way over to him.
"I'll be fine, I'll meet you later on the deck like we said alright?" Jack said as he was being forcefully ushered out the room by Lovejoy, who slammed the door to the room shut behind them as they all left out.
Rose continued to stare at the door with worry. Cal stared at Rose with a hurt and an angry expression. Rose looked at Cal with anger. She loathed him at this point, it seemed with each passing minute, she was beginning to loathe him, why she really had no idea.
"Rose I—I—"
"Cal, stop it," Rose said coldly. "I know what you're about to ask me and trust me you don't want the answer to it."
Cal contrived a brief, bitter laugh and smile.
"Oh, you KNOW what I'm about to ask you, well by ALL means, Rose, tell me what I'm ABOUT to ask you!"
"What do I think of you and you don't want to know, Cal." Rose said coldly.
Cal scoffed and rolled his eyes at her.
"What DO you think of me, Rose?" Cal asked in a low tone. "It must not be much, because obviously you have feelings for Jack. So—"
"I HATE you, Cal!" Rose yelled coldly and angrily. "You make me sick! I ABHOR you! There you, happy I said it!"
Cal stared at her with hurt and shocked eyes. He couldn't believe she said that to him.
"What?" Cal said in a low, shocked tone.
"After ALL these months together, yes, I ACTUALLY hate you, Cal." Rose said coldly. "You make me sick, the way you laugh, the way you smile, your touch, your—everything and to be around you for even one MOMENT sickens me! I've been trying to—NOT feel that way and try to—love you but I don't!"
Cal stared at her as tears clouded his eyes. He stared at her with hurt and then scoffed and looked down and broke into light tears. Rose stared at him with satisfaction, she almost felt like smiling. Cal turned his back on her and continued to cry more. Her words cut him deep, deeper than a machete. As one of the ship's officers burst into the room, Cal quickly tried to stop himself from crying, but was having a hard time doing so.
"You two, I need you to put your lifeboats on and get out on deck." The officer said as he quickly dashed into Cal's bedroom. "The ship is having an emergency, so we need you to act quickly."
"I'm going to find Jack, leave me alone, this relationship is over." Rose said coldly, as she turned to walk towards the door.
Quickly, Cal walked after her.
"Rose, no!" Cal yelled with his lightly tearful voice, as he grabbed her arm roughly but not violently.
Rose tried to struggle to get away but he held her arm firm.
"No, get off me, Cal!" Rose yelled, while struggling to get free. "Let me go!"
"I said NO!" Cal yelled angrily while holding her arm. "No, Rose, wait! Please I—"
"NO damn it, I said NO!" Rose yelled as she pushed him with all her might, off her and almost down to the floor. "Get AWAY from me you worthless SON OF A BITCH!"
Cal looked at her with angry, and confused, tearful eyes.
"Damn it Rose!" Cal yelled through a lightly tearful voice. "Please don't do this—"
"No! Its over Cal! I DON'T want you! I—I never have! I only was staying for your money, but you're not even good enough for me to stay for THAT!" Rose yelled. "Get AWAY from me and STAY away! I should have BEEN let you ago for Jack! You're useless!"
Rose quickly ran out the room and slammed the door behind her as Cal ran over to the door and ran out into the hallway.
"Rose! Rose no!" Cal yelled as Rose continued running away down the hall. "Rose! ROSE! Rose, come bac—"
Cal stopped and quickly walked back into his room and slammed the door behind him. He leaned up against the door and as he hesitantly sat down on the floor, with his back up to the door. He stared at the floor with deep rooted, extreme hurt and then he broke into loud, severe tears. He had done it—he had lost Rose and this time it wasn't even his fault, but for some cruel reason, his dream had come true, and he had lost her, and because he had lost her, Cal felt his life was over….little did he know how karma would soon work on his behalf—in more ways than one…
